Hiei's Poem 2 Do they Love me?

Clouds cover my heart

I am unable to realize

what love is because

of my past

My mother threw me out to sea

My sister does not know

I am her older brother

Won't they figure out I am alone

I work alone

Shadows cover everything

I won't tell my sister

I am her brother

because

If I die she will be

heart broken

and then my soul can not live in peace

I will feel guilty at all costs

I love her

I think that is the only love there is in my heart

My mother died because she had to throw me out to sea

If only she could protect

from what I am now

If she was alive will she love me and

not think about my past

will she love me even though I am

a criminal on probation

If my father is alive will he love me

he is the one who through me out to sea

on that fateful day when I was young

So I guess not

Will my sister love me

even of my past

If they find out I will not show any emotion at

all toward them just a simple death glare will do

that should teach them not to tell if I say so