Chapter 2

"What do you mean you changed your mind?" Asked Spinner.

"You heard me, I changed my mind."

They made out for about 15 minutes. Then Paige looked at Spinner right in his eyes.

"It's my turn to give you a massage, remember?" Paige asked him.

"Really?" Spinner asked.

"Really." She replied.

Paige unzipped his pants and put her hand at his boxer waistline. Then… knock knock knock…

"Damn it, go get it." Spinner said mad.

Spinner fixed his pants. He couldn't believe it happened again. Someone came right when he was gonna get is chance for pleasure. Paige opened the door.

"Hello" She said

"Hey Paige" Hazel replied.

"Hi"

"Can I talk to you out side?" Hazel asked her.

"Sure" Paige said.

They went out and shut the door behind them.

"Hazel, me and Spinner were just gonna-."

"Oh my god sweetie, all ready, before dark?"

"I dunno. What do you need?" Paige asked quickly.

"Paige I was gonna have sex with Jimmy this weekend. Now I can't. I just started my period. It's a higher risk of getting pregnant when I have my period, and kind gross for a first time to be bloody like that, eww!

"Oh my god. I feel so bad for you. Did you tell Jimmy yet?"

"No, its weird to tell him that."

"I know, but where girls, it's natural."

"Yeah, god this really messes up everything."

"Hazel, I'm really sorry, its too bad, can we talk about this later?"

"Oh yeah, you're the lucky one."
"Bye Haze"

"Bye, have fun."

Paige walked back into the room. Spinner was lying on the bed watching TV.

"I'm sorry baby. Hazel had some emergency, but its okay now." Paige said with a soft voice.

"Yeah, its okay." Spinner answered.

"So, let's get back to what we were doing." Paige said happily.

She went over next to him and unzipped his pants. Then she put her hands in his boxers. She started to rub him. Spinner put his hands behind his head. He moaned as she did this.

"That feels really good baby." Spinner said as he lay there.

"I'm glad." Paige replied.

Then once that was over with Spinner went on top of Paige and started kissing her neck. He put his hands underneath her shirt and unbuckled her bra. They made out for a long time. Then Spinner unzipped Paige's jeans and pulled them down. She was wearing a pink thong. Spinner liked this. Now Spinner was in his boxers and ready. He then put his hands on the waistline of her thong, he was about to pull them down, but first looked up at Paige. She had tears in her eyes.

"Sweetie, are you okay?" Spinner asked, concerned.

"Yeah…well no. I can't do this. I'm not ready. It's not even dark yet."

She pushed Spinner away and grabbed her pants to put on. Then she quickly fixed her hair and walked over to the door.

"I'm sorry Spin."

Then she walked out.

Spinner thought to him self. Maybe he should tell her that he's scared too. Why'd she leave? Maybe he did something wrong? He didn't know.

Paige was now sitting on a bench near the ice skating rink, watching all the other seniors having fun already. She knew why she stopped, she afraid. This would change her. What if after her and Spinner did it Spin would tell everyone he knew. She knew he would tell his best friend Jimmy, but she didn't want the whole world to know. Then someone tapped her on the shoulder. She turned to see it was, of all people, Marco.

"Hey Paige." Marco said.

"Hey."

"What are you doing out here?"

"Nothing, I just wanted to sit outside and think."

"Okay, what's Spinner doing?"

"Um…I don't know."

"Is something wrong, you look kind of sad."

"Well, yeah, I just have a problem."

"What is it?"

"Sex. Sex is my problem, it always is. I think I'm ready for it, but I'm not."

"Yeah, sex, I don't think anyone ever really knows when there ready, you just do it. Why, I don't know if this is too personal, but is Spinner pressuring you?"

"No, I don't know. He wants too, and I say I want to but when it comes down to it, I don't, well I do, but I keep saying this, I'm scared. I don't really know why, but I am."

"Did you tell Spinner that?"

"What, that I'm scared?"

"Yeah."

"You say it like it's so easy. If I tell him that, I'll seem… for loss of the right word, dumb."

"Paige, I bet he already knows you're scared, he probably is too. You have to talk to him about that. You won't look dumb, and if he's scared too then you definitely won't look dumb."

"But, me and Spin, we have fun, we don't really talk about our feelings. Its too weird."

"You're talking about your feelings to me."

"Yeah, but no afence, you're gay and its kind of like talking to a girl, in a way."

"Non-taken."

Then they saw Spinner walking over to them.

"I'm gonna go, make sure you tell him." Marco said, and then walked away. Spinner sat down next to Paige, where Marco had just been sitting.

"Paige, what happened back there at the cabin?"

"Umm… I freaked out. Spinner I don't know why but I'm scared. I know it probably sounds dumb, but I am."

"Sweetie, I'm scared too. I'm scared probably a lot more then you. I didn't show it I know. But, some of the things your scared of are, well I don't know, but I'm guessing, having it hurt, or getting pregnant, or giving your self to someone. I love you Paige. I love you so much."

"I love you too Spinner. But, what are you afraid of?"

"Well, I'm afraid that after we do this, your not gonna wanna be with me any more. Your so beautiful Paige, and I'm-"

"Hot, Spin, you're hot." Paige butted in.

"Well, I guess, but once you see me with my clothes off, I don't know if you'll think I'm that good looking."

"Honey, I already love you, no matter what you look like naked." She said with a giggle.

"Thanks." He laughed.

"Spin, I'm not really afraid of getting pregnant, I might, I might not be good for you, you know, in bed. What if I'm horrible?"

"Sweetie, you could never ever be horrible." Spinner said and then kissed her on the forehead.

"Paige, do you just want to go get something to eat, I hear there's this really good pizza place down there." Spinner said pointing down the hill.

"Okay Spin, lets go get pizza, because, were gonna need energy for what were doing tonight." Paige said with a huge smile.

"Really? Because Paige, we can wait, I understand."

"Let's go get some pizza."

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