(AUTHOR'S NOTE: These are lyrics taken from Thousand Foot Krutch's 2003 Album "Phenomenon". They are a Christian rock band, I am not a Christian, just to be safe, please take no offense. Chapter takes place 1 week later, my version of what happened on the season finale.)
LAST WORDS
-Dear loved ones
please listen
this might be the last chance I get
I'm sorry
I left you
I'm living in a world of regret
don't cry if
you can hear me
I didn't mean to hurt you, dearly
I'm so wrong
Sincerely
Don't stop take life seriously-Tru burst into her apartment crying and looking like she was going to beat the shit out of anyone or anything who came in her way.
But Faith wasn't afraid.
"Tru? Hey, hey, what's the matter?" She wrapped her arms around her friend's shoulders and sat her down on the bed.
"Fuck... just FUCK IT ALL!" Tru screamed angrily, slamming her head into the palms of her hands.
"Babe, ya gotta tell me what's wrong, fuck what? What happened?"
Tru took several deep breaths to calm herself before continuing. "Jack." She said in one, angry word.
-these are the last words
I'm ever gonna get to say to you
When every falls away, from, you
Take these words and know this world is not worth leaving
There's so much, I've done wrongSince I've left it hit me so strong
Take my hand
And let's walk through
All the time's I've lied and hurt you-
"Jack....Jack...doesn't ring a bell...OH! That Creepy guy from the morgue?" she snapped with her fingers for emphasis.
"Yes..."
"Well what did he do?"
"I'm getting to that," Tru hissed under her breath.
"Woah, sorry, continue." Faith slid away and held her hands up.
Tru sighed. "As you know... he... does what I do... relives days, I mean.... But it's not as good as I wanted it to be! It's so not for the same reasons ... he goes back to make sure that the people I'm supposed to save, DIE! And he almost got my brother today... but...he...he..." Tru began to sob and Faith took this as an opportunity to slide back in and comfort her.
She rubbed her shoulders and hushed her, repeating "it's alright...don't worry...it'll be okay... what'd he do?..."
Tru looked up at the slayer and frowned.
"Harrison didn't die... L-Luc did.... Jack made it so that the man who killed Harrison killed Luc instead..." she continued to sob on Faith's now damp shoulder.
-those people
please love them
don't hate them
we're not above them
you can have everything but I have nothing
Listen I've got to tell you something...-
"Who's Luc, Tru?"
Tru looked up again, with a fearful frown on her face.
"My ex... he... he was the photographer at the morgue I told you about ... he loved me... and I... cared for him..." she didn't want to continue after she felt Faith's breath hitch underneath her.
"Oh... the-the cute one, r-right? With the blue eyes..."
"Yeah... that was him..."
"Wait, why didn't he ask?"
Tru held back the new flood of tears that were threatening to escape from her eyes.
"I...don't know..."
- These are the last words
I'm ever gonna get to say to, you
When everything falls away from you
Take these words and know that this world is not worth leaving
These are the last words
I'll really ever get to say to, you
So listen very carefully to what I'm saying
Life is more than just the games you're playing-
Faith hugged her close and gently rocked back and forward.
She whispered in Tru's ear, "I know how it feels...to lose someone close to you... I lost another slayer once..."
"What was her name...?" Tru asked in a small voice.
"Buffy."
-if there was ever one thing I could ever get across to you
I'd tell you not to say these things you do
And tell my mother that I love her, too
No matter what life pulls you through
(No) You've got what it takes to make it through
And if I was you I'd get down on my knees and pray
Thank god in the morning for another day
Cause these are the...
These are the last words
I'm ever gonna get to say to, you
When everything falls away from you
Take these words and know that this world is not worth leaving
These are the last words
I'll really get to say to, you
So listen very carefully to what I'm saying
Life is more than just the games you're playing-
"Did you love her...?" Tru was curious.
Faith sighed.
"Yeah... we were never good friends though... now I wish so badly that we could have been...but I was... too evil I guess."
Tru sniffed and leaned into Faith more.
"Evil?...you'd never hurt a fly," she smiled slightly, oblivious to the frown that fell across Faith's face.
(AUTHOR'S NOTE #2 The next chapter (#5) will be AFTER Luc's funeral, kind of sad and all.... Sorry it took so long for updates, computer crashed. PLEEEEEEASE tell me how my lyrics choices are...do they go well with the entry... or... No.)
