Yuna
braced herself and heaved her suitcase up onto her bed. The floor was
far less of an efficient wardrobe. She paused to stretch luxuriously,
before flinging the suitcase open in a rather overdramatic fashion.
It was a relief to find that she had packed some nice clothes, shoes
and make up. Not that she wanted to impress anyone of course, but it
would be fun to dress up. It had been awhile, as far as she could
remember.
"Fun!" Yuna told herself firmly. "A bit
of fun, you know... It's nice to look good..."
She shook her
head and pouted slightly. "Fun…"
The High Summoner
frowned slightly and held up the two dresses she'd bought along. One
was a long, red satin sheath dress, embroidered in gold flowers that
had corset lacing up the back, with gold and red cord. The second was
a short, silky halter neck dress of an ice pink colour. The skirt was
pleated, and a pink silk sash was tied about the waist. It was a hard
decision, but Yuna eventually went with the pink. She decided that it
was 'cute' instead of 'sexy' like the red. Her shoes were simple pink
ballet pumps. A touch of pink eye shadow and lip gloss, then she was
ready. Yuna stopped to inspect herself in the mirror by the door
before she headed out. She looked thoughtfully at herself, adjusting
the bow that adorned her waist.
"Why are you this picky
today, Yuna?"
She didn't get an answer, so she opened the
door and left.
She strolled down the hallway, simply in order
to practice walking in her pink shoes. She was so used to boots that
the idea of girlish shoes was ridiculous. They were flat, so it was
ridiculous that she was having such trouble. Thankfully, it only took
her a couple of laps of the hallway to get it right. Yuna walked into
the main chamber and looked around. Empty. He wasn't in the kitchen
or the lounge. She crossed the room again and tentatively checked the
conference room. Nope. There was a quiet laugh from behind her, as
Baralai slowly descended the stairs from his rooms. He paused at the
bottom, with a certain style, and flashed a quick grin. The Praetor
had discarded his usual robes, and had instead opted for baggy black
dress pants and a black shirt with the collar, the next button and
cuffs undone. He had rolled the cuffs up to just above his elbows,
revealing slimly muscled arms that were just as tanned as his hands
and face. His normal brown boots were replaced by smart black shoes
and for once he wasn't wearing his customary headband. The Praetor's
hair, strangely enough, fell down in sections that looked resembled
Tidus's style. Yuna shook her head ever so slightly. Now that she
thought about it, it looked more like Shuyin. Definitely more like
Shuyin. That cheered her up. She giggled in response to his grin and
smiled although it took something of an effort to do.
"It
looks as though I found you first, Lady Yuna." He remarked
quietly, leaning on the end of the banister. Yuna tilted her head and
clasped her hands behind her back. She couldn't help it. She smiled
back warmly.
"It looks like that, doesn't it?"
A
small café style table and two ornate chairs were placed on
the upper deck of the boat. The sky had quickly cleared up, for the
most part, and the weather was becoming warmer as they neared Kilika.
It was nearing sunset, and the sea was stained a radiant gold, all
the way to the horizon. Yuna gasped and raised a hand to her mouth.
It had been awhile since she'd seen something that was so naturally
striking. Baralai also surveyed the view with warm eyes, and offered
Yuna her seat.
"It's one of the things I enjoy about my job.
I get to travel the world, meet all manner of people and see all
kinds of things. It happened much more frequently before the Crimson
Squad fiasco and before I was appointed Praetor, of course... " He
sat in his own chair and stared out at the sea, drinking in the sites
as if they would have to last him a lifetime. "It's usually all
paperwork and meetings with other Diplomats. If you hadn't needed
transport, we would probably be halfway back to Bevelle by now. I
mean, I don't really get out much any more."
Yuna
resisted the urge to giggle. Even though he hadn't meant it in the
way that had sprung to her mind, it was really difficult to imagine
Baralai 'getting out' at all. He seemed like more of a stay at
home sort of guy, not the kind that would go out dancing until dawn.
Or on a road trip. What could she really say, though? She didn't
know the guy that well. He could be into anything, she supposed.
"I
understand how you must feel." She began seriously, resting her
hands on the table. "When I became a Summoner I thought I was
going to die, you know. I got to travel the world and was given so
many incredible opportunities. Still, when it came time to continue,
I was almost afraid because I thought it would be the last time I
would..." Yuna paused and a chill feeling settled in the pit of
her stomach. "You, You're not going to d-die? Are you?"
Baralai
shook his head and laughed, but it was again devoid of any humour,
much like the laugh that she had heard in Bevelle, a long time
ago.
"It's strange Yuna, but when Shuyin possessed me, he
brought so much into my life. He gave me a thousand years worth of
knowledge and emotions. They were things I'd never known or cared to
find out. It was all strangely wonderful to me. I got to see things
from an entirely new perspective. Everything was so clear and
precise, except this strange feeling and attachment to Lenne..."
He stopped and frowned, trying to find the right words. "But not
just for Lenne, exactly... Shuyin was the one who felt for her.
Instead there was this double awareness, mixed up in his memories. It
was so strong and familiar, especially in the Farplane shortly after
Shuyin and I encountered you. There seem to be, uh, times when it
becomes more palpable."
Baralai caught her eyes for a
brief moment before they both looked away. Yuna fiddled with her
earring uncomfortably. The strange thing was that she knew exactly
how he felt. Almost as soon as Lenne had begun transferring her
emotions to Yuna, the thoughts had begun to search for another
awareness that was separate to that of Shuyin. Even after the
Summoner and her misguided lover had departed to the Farplane at
last, something
had stayed with her too. Baralai cleared his throat and looked
directly at her.
"It's changed me, Yuna."
Yuna
wasn't sure exactly what to think of his dropping of 'Lady' when he
addressed her, but she smiled distractedly.
"I know..."
The mood at the table was slightly somber and unsociable for awhile, but as the gold stained ocean turned to rose and eventually to night, their mood gradually increased. They passed jokes back and forth, over their food and a glass or three of wine, and eventually the conversation moved to stories from their traveling days.
"There was this one incident that occurred, fairly quickly after we had been assigned into our squadrons for training." Baralai paused to offer Yuna a glass of white wine. She declined uncertainly, having never been an alcohol drinker, so he poured himself another glass and continued.
"You know what Gippal and Nooj are like, don't you? I think that putting them in the same squadron was just asking for trouble. We had a week in the Camp to settle down and socialize with each other, but during this time, Nooj preferred to keep to himself. We basically only saw him at meal times."
"Now, Gippal, being the typical Al Bhed that he is, was like a cat watching a bird inside a cage. He just couldn't bear that Nooj was there, and that he wasn't allowed to have a tinker with his machine parts."
Yuna laughed. "It must have been hell for him!"
"I think it came pretty close to that, yes." Baralai agreed. "Anyway, on the last night in the camp his curiosity got the better of him and he snuck into Nooj's tent. I guess that Gippal's intention was to have a look at the leg, whilst Nooj was asleep. It didn't turn out that way, though…"
Yuna was intrigued.
"Why, what happened?"
Baralai snickered throatily.
"Nooj, uh, had a guest…"
"A g-guest? Oh. Oh my goodness!"
Baralai laughed and wiped a tear from his eye.
"I don't think they noticed he was there, so he just left. He didn't try that stunt again."
More to cover up her embarrassment then anything, Yuna proffered her glass.
"I think I might try some of that wine now."
Eventually
they ended up walking laps around the ship and laughing at stupid
things. Yuna had found the wine quite delightful, and had almost
caught up to Baralai. She was surprised how well he, they, could hold
their alcohol. It was almost amusing. After a couple of hours, they
stopped by the bow, eating ice cream sundaes. Baralai had loosened up
considerably, presumably from all the wine. He finished the last
spoonful of his vanilla fudge sundae and knelt quickly to put the
bowl on the floor. He stretched and then swung his arms by his
side.
"I've enjoyed my night, Yuna. Somehow you've been
able to ask the right questions and give all the right answers. I
haven't been able to talk like this in quite awhile."
Yuna
stirred what remained of her strawberry sundae and smiled, thinking
back to her Summoner days.
"It's nice to have someone that
actually listens properly."
She began to feel a little
strange again, in this somehow familiar way, so she had another spoon
of melted ice cream and syrup, before also putting the bowl down.
Baralai swung his arms again and laughed as the wind whipped back his
hair.
"You have..." he said slowly, gesturing to his
lips. She stared at him blankly, not understanding. He laughed again,
but it trailed off into silence. That was when he hesitantly leant
forward and kissed her softly on the lips.
When he stepped
back, Yuna stood very still. Baralai flushed an intense red that was
visible, even in the moonlight.
"You had, uh, ice cream..."
There was no response, except the smallest frown. The Praetor of
New Yevon began to stutter, as his rush of emotions overwhelmed him.
Something inside him had clicked.
"Yuna,
don't go to Kilika. Please. Come with me, to Bevelle!" He
asked eagerly, taking her hands in his.
Yuna stared perplexedly
back at him, somehow feeling the same rush. She opened her mouth to
answer, before sharply pulling her hands away. Instead of following
her instinct and throwing herself into his arms, she found herself
backing away and leveling an accusing finger at him.
"I
didn't think you would be the kind of person who would get a girl
drunk and try to take advantage of her, Baralai. Obviously I was
wrong!"
She stormed through the door and slammed it behind
her.
The dull anger returned instantly to the young Praetor.
He walked aimlessly for a few steps, before kneeling and slamming his
fist into the deck.
"Damn it!"
