COLD
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
Can't you see, Hermione Granger, I need you, I love you, I want you. I was raised to hate you, but I can't, I just can't. True, I am a Malfoy, but I am not like him, I am not like my father!
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
I would have left if not for you, I would be gone, but I still have hope, hope for you, that someday you will understand, I don't like who I am, I hate it!
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
As you can see, I have already loved you, I have always. Even when I have put you down, I've never meant it, surely you can see that I love you with all of my heart, I truly do.
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
I will always love you, Hermione. Although as you read this, I will probably be gone, somewhere, to get my mark, I don't want to. He will make me. He will. But I still have hope for you, Hermione, just remember that I will always be waiting for you. Hope is something I will never lose. Hope. Hope.
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
Goodbye hope.
There you go, I know it sucks, but, I really don't care. Please Review. P.S. i need a Beta for my other story, Pyro