SYAORAN HOW COULD YOU?!?!? OMG?!?! WHAT AM I GUNNA DO NOW?!?!? Jus read n find out :P!!

Dedication: This fanfic is dedicated to AnimeObessionFantasy. Great friend, Great reviewer and Great Fan. Enjoy!!

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Title: Black Wolf Pack

Summary: Sakura is normal, average. Until that unfortunate day she stumbled upon Li Xiao Lang and his deadly gang called 'Black Wolf Pack'. Now, there's no way out. Will Sakura join? Die? Or...fall in love?

And now, to truly begin...

------- Chapter 9: Die Li Syaoran

Syaoran nodded. "Sakura I have a confession to make."

Sakura looked at him.

"I don't know how you'll take this, but please...don't be mad."

Sakura was curious now.

Syaoran sighed.

"3 years ago, the wolf that raped you...that wolf..."

Sakura dreaded what came next.

"Was me."

Sakura gasped. The information, her past, her future, her PRESENT, was Li Syaoran.

"It was you, you that put me through so much pain?" Sakura whispered.

Syaoran bowed his head. He knew that she was pissed, damned she was DOWN RIGHT pissed. Syaoran had NO frigging idea what to expect, but what ever came next, he sure deserved it.

SLAP, SLAP, and DOUBLE SLAP

Syaoran rubbed his cheeks. "YOU DAMN BASTARD!!!" Sakura roared.

Syaoran's eyes widened. "ME THAT BASTARD?!?!? Excuse me Kinomoto, correct me if I am wrong but isn't YOUR son a fucking BASTARD?!?!"

That was the last straw for Sakura. She walked up to Syaoran and punched him in the jaw.

'Damn, never should have said that.' Syaoran thought as he rubbed his Jaw.

"Never DARE call my son a bastard!!" Sakura hissed as she reloaded her gun.

Syaoran's eyes widened as Sakura got her gun ready.

"For all I know,' Sakura started. "I could have been your hundredth woman."

Syaoran shook his head. "No way. You were my first as I was yours."

"How can I believe that? All the trust I have given you has washed away."

Syaoran continued to eye Sakura's gun like a Hawk.

Syaoran sighed. "Believe me. Xi Chen is my only son, and you were the only woman I had sex with. I was supposed to do the girl that I saw at around 7 pm-ish. You were her..."

Sakura glared at him. "I can't believe that..." She frowned.

Syaoran's eyes widened even more. (That possible?)

"Die Li Syaoran..." She hissed as she released the trigger.

The Bullet zoomed towards Syaoran's heart. Syaoran bent low... as the bullet summed inches away from his nose and hit the far wall.

(MATRIX!!!)

"Sakura..." he whispered.

The 6 children that were fast asleep woke up with a SNAP.

"What...what...what's happening?" asked the seemingly eldest one.

Syaoran looked at her eyes. They were cold and distant.

"Sakura, you idiot, you woke them up!!"

"I didn't see you trying to stop me." Sakura muttered as she started to pace. Finally an idea hit her.

"Li I have a laser."

'Fuck back to last name basis.' Syaoran thought bitterly. "Use it." He said lamely.

Sakura unhooked the laser and burned the cage bars. The duo jumped out and started to laser open the children's cage.

"Arigatou." Said the eldest one.

Sakura plainly nodded.

Sakura carried two babies whilst Syaoran carried two OTHER babies.

The rest, meaning two, were old enough to walk, and able enough too.

Sakura was in the lead, behind her were the two children and behind them was Syaoran.

They were rushing down the stairs as Sakura lost her footing. One of the kids quickly grabbed the babies as Sakura grabbed onto the railings.

"Thanks." She murmured as she let Syaoran take the lead.

---Xi Chen---

"Mama?" He asked.

"Your mom is gonna came right now." Mina cooed.

Xi Chen nodded and continued to play with an empty gun. No bullets were in it, and still just to be safe the trigger was locked.

Ryu heard footsteps and saw the rest of his crew appear.

"Where's Sakura?" Mina asked.

Mei Lin looked down. "She fell..." She whispered.

"WHAT?!?!" Ryu roared. "WE HAVE HER SON WITH US HERE AND EVERY FRIGGIN SECOND OF THIS DAMN DAY HE IS ASKING FOR HIS MOTHER!! WHAT THE HELL DO WE TELL HIM NOW HUH??? HIS MOTHER HAS FRIGGIN FELL INTO SOME STUPID ROOM IN THIS STUPID SHIP WHICH STUPID SAM HAS STUPIDLY CAPTURED THESE KIDS???"

"No..." Came a voice.

"You tell him that the mother that has fell into the stupid whole in this stupid ship which stupid Sam has stupidly captured these kids, is back. Oh yea, and his dad too."

"SAKURA!!!" Mina smiled. Sakura giggled.

"MAMA!!" Xi Chen giggled as he toddled his way to his mom.

"Hey baby!!" She smiled as she scooped up her son and twirled around.

"How are you?"

"Fine!!" Xi Chen giggled.

Syaoran stared longingly at Xi Chen. 'Damn!! What am I thinking?!?!? I mean I want the kid...and then I don't want the kid. Mother will obviously be like, 'Syaoran, you have an heir!'.'

Sakura looked at Syaoran. Yea she was pissed and all, but she still wasn't that mean as to tear a father apart from his son.

"Here," She said giving Xi Chen to Syaoran. "You are the other half."

Syaoran stared at Xi Chen before taking him. Sakura went to examine some wounds the children had.

Xi Chen stared at this man. He seemed nice. Like a caring person should. He didn't scream and scold him like the other men did, maybe, just maybe, this man could be his...

"Papa?" Xi Chen kinda questioned.

Syaoran stared at the kid while Sakura's eye widened.

"PAPA!!!" Xi Chen shrieked happily. Finally, a father.

Sakura's face paled. 'NO!!!' her mind screamed.

"What?" Syaoran stared wildly at the kid.

"PAPA!!!" Xi Chen screamed again.

"NO XI CHEN!!" Sakura roared as she dived to retrieve her son.

"That man is NOT your father!!!" she scolded. Xi Chen started to shed a few tears. His mom was acting very strangely lately.

"Oh come on Sakura. Don't be denying it any longer. Syao is the father of the sweetie. At least give him that much. The kid has been dad less for the past 3 years of his poor life. And there's the added fact that his dad is the most feared gangster alive today. Give him that opportunity." Rei said.

Sakura looked at Rei, then Xi Chen, then Syaoran, then Xi Chen, then Rei, then Syaoran, then Xi Chen, then Rei, and then finally Syaoran.

"What ever..." Sakura mumbled.

Sakura looked around. "Well, we're all here... let's get the gets out of here." She muttered as they all left.

Syaoran smirked. 'She pulls really easily.' He thought.

They all nodded at Sakura's decision and they all started running.

Suddenly a voice rung through the halls of the ship.

"I'll get you next time!!!!" Sam's voice.

Sakura was giving a piggy back to one kid and was carrying two babies. Syaoran and Mei Lin followed Sakura. The four other kids were running.

---Out side---

"YES!!!" Sakura screamed as the made it to touchdown.

"Mama?" Came a voice.

Sakura smiled. "Come here Xi Chen."

Xi waddled over to Sakura as she whisked him up.

"Oh my baby, how much I've missed you!!"

Xi Chen smiled. Knowing he'll be safe in his mother's arms.

Syaoran was watching his son with so much eagerness in his eyes.

'I have a son.' He finally thought clearly.

Ryu, Ryan, Takashi, Jamie, Mika and Eriol were watching.

Suddenly, Sakura's cell rang.

"Moshi?" she said.

"SAKURA!!" Came a voice.

"OI!!!" Sakura replied with laughter.

"Guess what??"

"Yea?"

"We're in Hong Kong!!"

"HAI!! TOMOYO YOU SHUDDA TOLD ME EARLIER!!!"

Tomoyo giggled. "Yea yea, the girls and me will go to the hideout asap. Oh yea, and here's the dig. Don't tell Eriol this though, but I'm pregnant."

"HONTO?!?!"

Tomoyo laughed. "Yea really. Just be like... easy."

Sakura laughed. "Sure thing sis. Ja!!"

"BYE!!!"

"Who was that?" Ryu asked.

"Tomoyo. Her and the rest are at HQ. Oh yea... ummmm... Ryan, do me a favour."

"Yea?"

"Catch Eriol."

Everyone was dumbstruck.

"Ummm...when?" Ryan asked.

"At...well you'll know when... umm...not to spill it and all but you know... -cough, cough- Tomoyo... -cough, cough- she's, -cough, cough- like me..." Sakura pointed at Xi Chen.

Eriol was dead confused but the rest had gotten it.

"COUGHS??? NICE!!!" Ryan screamed as he gave Sakura a high five.

"WHAT. WHAT. WHAT!!!!" Eriol screamed.

"CHILL. CHILL. CHILL!!!!" Mei Lin screamed back.

"WHAT COUGH!!!"

Syaoran punched Eriol in the face. "That cough."

Everybody burst out laughing as they started to retreat home.

"Mama, where go?" Xi Chen asked.

"Auntie Tomoyo, Rika, Chiharu and Naoko!!"

Xi Chen screamed with happiness.

Suddenly, all of their watches started to beep.

"12 midnight."

"Happy birthday Xi!!" Sakura smiled.

"Thank you mama!!" Xi Chen smiled.

Syaoran was confused. 'Do I want him? I mean, yea he is my son and all...but do I really want him... as I want Sakura?'

"So what should we do?" Jen finally asked.

"Yea, we can't just leave the kids here." Takashi said.

"Take them to HQ." Sakura said. "Give them cloths, food, water and shelter until tomorrow. Then, Ryu and Mei Lin can take them to the orphanage. We'll get Takashi and Mika to make an announcement to the parents."

"Nice." Ryan said as they all started to walk towards the car.

Xi Chen yawned. Everybody laughed at his cuteness.

---Hideout---

Sakura slumped in. Xi Chen was sleeping and Syaoran was putting him to bed. The rest of kids were directed to different rooms throughout the hideout. They were all dead beat filthy but who cares, they just got off a mission so they're dead ass tired.

The only ones out of all the saved children that were awake were Naomi and Ken. The two... well teenage Li members... umm if you look at Xi Chen in 'THAT' perspective.

"SAKURA!!!" Came a really, really familiar voice.

"TOMOYO!!!!!!!!!! HOLY CRAP!!!"

Tomoyo giggled. "Sakura-chan, crap ain't holy."

"WHO FUCKING GIVES!!!" Sakura whispered/yelled as she hugged Tomoyo.

Rika, Naoko and Chiharu already fell asleep. The rest of the Wolf Pack were in the showers. Since they were in the Li Mansion, they were over a billion showers.

"Naomi, Ken, take a shower right now. Ask Mei Lin to get you cloths." Sakura ordered. The two kids nodded and left to the bathrooms.

"How about a party for Xi?" Tomoyo asked as Sakura sat down on the couch.

"Excellent!!" Sakura muttered, with possible enthusiasm as she could manage.

The Li gang walked downstairs, all clean and non-dirty. Sakura thought it was her time to take a shower. She got up and kissed Tomoyo lightly on the cheek.

"I'll go take a shower. Night sis."

Tomoyo smiled. "Night."

Just as Sakura was out of earshot, the explosions began.

"BASTARD, WHY DID YOU GET TO HQ WHEN YOU KNEW YOU HAD A FRIGGIN' SON TO SAVE!!!!" Takashi exclaimed.

"BOTH YOUR SON AND SAKURA COULD HAVE DIED!!!!" Mika joined in.

"But they didn't." Syaoran said calmly.

"THEY COULD HAVE!!!!" Mika and Takashi screamed at the exact same time.

"As much as we hate to admit it, Syaoran, they're right." Said Mei Lin and Ryan.

Ryu shook his head. "I can't believe I'm saying this but, if EITHER Sakura OR Xi Chen died back there, I would have PERSONALLY killed you."

Eriol agreed. "No disrespects and all but Sakura...well literally she's like a sister to me. Tomoyo would have killed you if anything happened to her."

"Be happy Syaoran,' Mei Lin started, "That Sakura is a part of us. If you raped her and she was part of the Wild Cats. I'd hate to imagine a world like that." And all the Li's left.

Tomoyo got up and walked towards Syaoran.

"I don't know what is happening here, but I bet it's something to do with my sister isn't it?" She asked.

Eriol grabbed Tomoyo's arm. "I'll explain in bed." And they left.

Takashi, Mika, Ryan and Ryu remained.

"At least she's a Wolf." Ryu mumbled as he left.

"I gotta go meet Chiharu." Takashi said as he left.

"Naoko is awake and waiting, I can tell." Mika said as he went off to his girl's room.

"I gotta meet Rika." Ryan growled as he was ABOUT to leave.

KEY WORD ABOUT... when...

"I think I love her..." Syaoran whispered.

Ryan whirled around. "What?"

"I think I Love Sakura."

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN THINK???"

"I mean, every time I'm around her I get this funny feeling. Like...like...you know..."

Ryan sighed. "Tell you what, today, when we all wake up, we'll take your son out to the amusement park as OURSELVES. No jokes, no costumes, but as normal Li people. Then we'll show Xi Chen what being a Wolf is all about. And you and Sakura could get a little... you time..."

Syaoran smiled. "Thanks." He said.

"Now I really need to meet Rika." Ryan chuckled as he left.

Syaoran smiled after him.

Syaoran walked upstairs to find Sakura giving Xi Chen a bath.

"What's up?"

Sakura lightly smiled. "Never give babies a bath when they're half asleep."

Syaoran laughed at her little crack.

Sakura dressed Xi Chen and put him in bed. She sat down and Syaoran joined her.

"Where are the other kids?"

"Wei and Kitty were taking them to spare rooms last I checked."

Syaoran nodded.

Sakura started stroking Xi Chen's messy brown hair. Patting it down.

Syaoran stared at her. "You really love him don't you?"

Sakura smiled. "He's all I live for." With a single tear running down her eyes.

Syaoran frowned. "What happened?" he asked.

"I only wish that Xi Chen knew this father the way he knew his mom."

Syaoran smiled. "And he will."

Sakura looked at Syaoran. "You mean it?"

Syaoran nodded. "I'm sorry for raping you 3 years ago, but I promise I'll make up for it. And to begin, I'm throwing a Wolf Gathering next week. All the wolves from the region will come here and we'll celebrate the Wolf Member."

Sakura smiled. "Xi Chen?"

Syaoran nodded.

Sakura grinned even more. Syaoran noticed her soft pink lips.

'Don't!!' his mind ordered.

'But I can't fight the temptation.' His heart decided.

Sakura looked down at Xi Chen, just as Syaoran cupped his hands around her face.

She looked at him.

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

"For what?" She whispered back.

"For calling your son... backtrack, our son a bastard." And he leaned in...

Sakura had tears stream down her eyes. Syaoran used his thumb to wipe them away and his lips pressed against hers.

By far, 3rd kiss... if you count the Rape kiss.

Sakura compelled and kissed him back with intense joy. 'This feels right.' She thought.

'Do I love him?' she thought.

Syaoran pulled back and kissed her lightly, butterfly kissed her lips and got up. "Good Night my sweet Cherry Blossom." And he left.

Sakura sat there, two fingers pressed against her lips, trying to recollect the moments that just seemed to pass by.

--Syaoran's Room ---

Syaoran sat on his bed, panting.

'JESUS!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I KISSED HER!!' he thought.

But his conscious kicked in. 'That's what love is for dude...that's what love is for...'

Syaoran sighed as he jumped into bed.

---Overview---

Syaoran went to bed with Sakura in his mind.

Sakura went to bed with Syaoran in her mind.

And Xi Chen was in Fantasy land with both his mother and father in mind.


YAY!! CHAPTER DONE!!!!

DID YOU ENJOY!!! I'm SOOOO close to the chapter they cut me off on, and then, this story will CONTINUE!!!!

LUB U ALLLLLL!!!

Sakura