Cruel intentions, bad conceptions:
Marry wasn't home yet. It was a silent victory. It was around 4:30 a.m when I decided to go back downstairs to the café for a cup of coffee. Sitting in my normal corner booth I surveyed the scene I spotted Risika. She wasn't looking to happy. "Screw this, I'm going to bed." I said aloud to nobody in particular and I drained my scalding coffee in 2 gulps and went back upstairs.
I get pretty restless when I have nobody around or to talk to for that matter. So I decided to get in the shower. I let the freezing cold water wash away all the feelings I had. That's one thing that makes me happy besides coffee. Knowing you could have the worst day ever go home and take a cold shower and you'll feel happy again.
As I shed my cloths I purposely avoided the mirror. As vampires get older there reflection fades. I'm relatively young so I can see my reflection still, even though I avoid it as much as possible. I stepped in and let the water run over my body. For the last few seconds of my shower I always turn it hot. It gives you a jolt back to reality. As I turned the tap to hot I found my mind drifting.
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"You can't keep her; this is no life for a human child."
"I can't leave her; she's all I've ever had." My teary gaze meet Marry's.
"If you love her you will let her go."
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I absentmindedly got out of the shower. I don't even remember getting in come to think of it. I stepped out into the foggy room. I noticed some writing on the mirror. (You know when mirrors steam you can write on them with a finger) It simply said "behind you." I turned around and my nose pressed against Marry's chest. I jumped back scared.
"Hello Samantha"
"Hello." I said pulling on a baggy t-shirt over the towel and putting on boxers under it. I removed the towel and towseled my hair. "Is there anything I can help you with?" I looked at him skeptically.
"Nothing comes to mind." Marry shrugged as he washed his face.
"Well, I'm going to go to sleep now." I exited the room and walked the short distance to mine. I flopped down on the bed and wrapped myself in my comforter. I've had it at least for 28 years. It was white with different colored hearts on it. It reminded me of innocence. Maybe that's why liked it. I found it at a garage sale in some town upstate and have slept with it ever since. A little old Italian woman sold it to me for 5 bucks. Best 5 bucks I've ever spent.
Why is it when you always go to bed your not tiered anymore? I got up and picked up my journal. Well I minus well write. I have nothing better to do and I want to waste time. And what a better way to waste time then reliving my pointless existence.
Hello you spawn of a journal;. Today was just a waste like so many others.
I guess when your immortal life tends to drag on and on. Went to the concert. The "Confessional" band was good. To many rowdy teenage punk emo
wanna be's. Lately I've been wondering about leaving New Mayhem for a while. I need an escape from everyone. It gets old, the same routine everyday. It doesn't so much as get old its just after a while you fall into a pattern.
Wake up talk to Marry go hunt. Go wander around and do nothing. The sun is starting to rise I'm going to go to sleep after it comes up a little more but I don't feel like writing anymore. Waste time later.
-Sam p.s not that it matters but calling something a spawn was fun.
I stuffed the journal under my mattress. Dammit now I'm not tiered anymore. Oh well sleep by force. With that I shut my eyes and drifted of to "dream land." (Vampires don't dream, but ha! they have memories.)
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I woke up around 7:30ish the next night. Marry was gone and left a note.
"With Christian, won't be home for a while." It was simple signed Marry. How thoughtful.
Even though I know there not together Marry has a way of implying they are more than "just friends". Feeling especially lazy tonight I dressed in oversized black bondage pants with red latex straps and of course you got to love the anti social phrase shirts. But today mine read "I loves me some waffles." (I love me some waffles as well, as I munch on one)
Even though I love food its rarely in quantity in the house. So I decided to go out for waffles. Ego's just don't satisfy me anymore. I took myself
to a local Denny's just outside of Ramsa. After eating my waffles I ventured back to New Mayhem. I love just leaving when the waitress turns there back. They have no clue where the hell I went. Oh well its not my fault there stupid.
I walked into Las Noches. I've been coming here a lot lately. I guess it just gives me something to do. Aubrey was sitting in a booth as usual. Jessica wasn't anywhere to be seen. Reminding me of what I saw the night before. Of which was really funny.
There really isn't much of a reason for me to be here. I don't know what I
meant when I thought that. Maybe I should leave New Mayhem. While pondering my thought I sat at the bar and grabbed a bottle. "One day I'm going to get myself killed by drinking something that I'm not sure of its origin." The thought passed threw my mind as fast as it had entered.
"Hey Sam is there something I can get for you." Kaei appeared out of nowhere.
"No thanks, I got it covered." I lifted my bottle towards her so she knew I had already gotten myself a drink.
"What have you been up to lately?" Kaei whipped the bar with a dishtowel than slung it over her left shoulder.
"Nothing much, what is there to be up to?" I sloshed my drink in its bottle and looked up and met her eyes.
"I don't know, I just figured you where busy by the was Marry talked about you earlier."
"Marry? Talked about me. . to you?. . . what did he say?" Kaei got my attention with her last comment. Why would Marry even mention my name.
"Nothing really just that you've been "a busy little vampire lately." Kaei
gave a nervous glace towards me. And slightly tried to give a smile and failed horribly.
"I can't take this his mind games." I got up and nodded politely at Kaei. "Thanks for the talk Kaei."
"Sam what are you talking about?" Kaei looked slightly alarmed.
"None on which concerns you." I tuned and strolled out of Las Noches. I decided to go hunting somewhere else tonight. I used my mind to take me to
around the same area where the concert was the previous night. I believe today was a Monday. Like it matters, there's no point in keeping track of days.
I found myself wandering the streets of rural Tonawanda. Some of the shops
where still open. I wandered into a building it was a coffee place called Higher Grounds. There was a few teenagers playing a set towards the back and a bunch of groupies screaming there names. How pathetic.
I got a house blend and located the sugar and loaded it up. I decided that I minus well sit and enjoy my coffee a little bit. I noticed another band get up on stage. It consisted of 2 people. Teenage boys in there teens. I decided that would be a good leaving point. I have heard enough horrible music to last me a lifetime.(? lol death time)
"Hey where Leyline and thanks for coming, our first song this evening is called Nights Life." Was all I cared to hear.
I strolled out of the establishment. At that moment yet another teenager blitzed past me. "Damn skateboarders." I chuckled to myself. I of all people shouldn't be talking about ignorant skateboarders. I am probably worst when it comes to accident on my board. The same kid flew from his board moment later.
"Nice once Corbett." A dirty blond haired boy yelled after him. The kid was your typical all "American my own style beach, I'm cool because I say I am" type person.
"Its all right, it's all right, I meant to do that." The kid I assumed to be Corbett responded.
As I noticed myself grow hungry I decided it was time to hunt. I followed a taller teenager down the street. And would you believe it! He turned into one of those strategically placed dark alleys.
I grabbed him from behind. Which was a task in itself. He must of been at least 6ft tall and I stand at a mere 5ft. His glasses fell of and broke. Oh well he wont need them. I bit down and drank. Using the kids own pocket knife I cut where I had bitten and made it look like a robbing gone wrong. Oh hell minus well throw him in Niagara Falls to. I brought him to the falls and tossed him over the side. Its either no one notices a body plummeting towards jagged rocks or no one give a damn. I had no difficulty walking away un-noticed. No wonder this place has a high crime rate. You can literally get away with murder. In this case twice in two days. Oh well. It's not like it would matter if I got caught.
As I was walking towards a big bridge I noticed yet another teenager. "What these kids don't have bed times anymore." I mumbled to myself. Okay granted it was around 11:00 but still. I noticed he looked fertilizer.
I've been "alive" for a little less than 200 years so I feel that a lot. "I really wish there was something to do." I said as I continued walking.
Things in my life have been pretty much dead lately. Marry is never home. I really don't have many friends. Faith is busy. If I don't start being social soon I might end up like Marry. Well I already talk to myself, that basically what I'm doing now.
Well once the mind goes it's pretty much downhill from there. Well then Marry is at the lowest he can get. His mind went a long time ago. I found
myself wishing for the past to relive itself.
Dare to dream of the time before he started falling for Christain Vladmir.
I really havened spent much time with Chris but he's a pretty okay guy. He
doesn't deserve what has happened. Well none deserves it. But it's not like he's a horrible person and has bad karma.
"Excuse me sir can, state your reason please and I'm going to have to see some identification." A man in a booth calmly stated.
"What? What did I do?" I started feeling worried, I really wasn't paying attention. Maybe this man saw me dump the kid in the falls. In that case my life turned for another sucky road block.
"This is the Canadian boarder, to go to Canada I'm going to have to ask you your purpose there and see some identification." The boarder patrol man responded.
"Oh I have no intent of going to Canada, I was just out walking, and I wasn't really paying attention." I shifted my weight to my right foot and stuck my hands deeper in my pocket.
"Well run along then, kids your age shouldn't be wondering in the falls, even if it's not late. You're going to end up hurt or getting in trouble." He sternly stated and turned away.
"Bitch." I mumbled and turned.
"Excuse me what did you say?" He turned around and raised his eyebrows.
"You heard me," I lowered my voice again and finished with "dumbass."
"Young man you better be out of sight in 5 minutes or I won't hesitate to call the cops on you." His face reddened.
I chuckled lightly and strolled away, making sure I went at a slower pace as usual. Pretending to enjoy the night and the view. There one thing I hate more than no marshmallows in my Lucky charms and that incompetent "elders".
Even though I was older than him. And when people ask you to repeat yourself even though they damn well know what you said. (fumes about old Stupid people) I glanced at my watch. It was a lucky charms watch I got recently out of the cereal box. It was shaped like a clover. I have everyone but prefer the clover opposed to the heart, star, horse shoe, blue
moon or the pot of golden rainbows and who would forget the red balloons.
It was 12:13. "I hate it when time never goes fast." I kicked a rock a few feet in front of me. "I wonder what this place is like during the light hours." I said to myself even though some people stopped and whispered at me.
Whispers don't bother me, especially coming from dirty ugly hobos. Who are hobos to whisper about people behind there back. I decided to check into a
hotel and spend the night.
I miss just spending a day to myself. I took myself back to New Mayhem and
packed an overnight bag and left Marry a note.
"Hey Marry; I'm in Niagara Falls spending some time looking at the water and stuff, I checked into a hotel called. . dammit I forgot the name of it I'll call you tomorrow night when you wake up and tell you. Well talk to you sooner or later. . Wish Christian well for me."
--Samantha
With that I took myself back to Niagara Falls for a mini vacation away from
all my problems. There's a few things I'm good at, hiding my problems, being sad and running away(either be from my problems or just away in general). I can never screw up at either of those things. Only because I have done them so many times I have become perfect at them.
AN: hey guys its not even eleven yet but yeah I'm tiered and have my math A exam tomorrow. curses and damns math straight to hell and back then there again sigh sorry this is a short chapter just want to get it done. And I didn't want to make it super long and then reveal all that I have planed. And tonight I plan on making a time line and getting this straight. I might go back eventually and change stuff but the hell with it for now. Notice me hint at the real world? lol yeah it came to my mind. arg . . so yeah, list of stuff to do. . .revise. . .print. . give to Raine to criticize and make fun of me for and then post. hehe and if anyone cares I have some blackmail worthy pics of Raine dancing and being Raine. lol. well im beet. oh and the best stuff ever Fruit Dazzle water. . key lime flavor sorry that inspired this chapter.
Another note: sorry it took so damned long to put this on. I don't have MW on my computer and I'm at my sisters house and the version I had of this wasn't edited so be glad I love you all and re-did it for you. More later bye. And if you want some character bios e-mail me and I'll send them to you.
Marry wasn't home yet. It was a silent victory. It was around 4:30 a.m when I decided to go back downstairs to the café for a cup of coffee. Sitting in my normal corner booth I surveyed the scene I spotted Risika. She wasn't looking to happy. "Screw this, I'm going to bed." I said aloud to nobody in particular and I drained my scalding coffee in 2 gulps and went back upstairs.
I get pretty restless when I have nobody around or to talk to for that matter. So I decided to get in the shower. I let the freezing cold water wash away all the feelings I had. That's one thing that makes me happy besides coffee. Knowing you could have the worst day ever go home and take a cold shower and you'll feel happy again.
As I shed my cloths I purposely avoided the mirror. As vampires get older there reflection fades. I'm relatively young so I can see my reflection still, even though I avoid it as much as possible. I stepped in and let the water run over my body. For the last few seconds of my shower I always turn it hot. It gives you a jolt back to reality. As I turned the tap to hot I found my mind drifting.
--=-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-cheesy memory sequence-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
"You can't keep her; this is no life for a human child."
"I can't leave her; she's all I've ever had." My teary gaze meet Marry's.
"If you love her you will let her go."
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I absentmindedly got out of the shower. I don't even remember getting in come to think of it. I stepped out into the foggy room. I noticed some writing on the mirror. (You know when mirrors steam you can write on them with a finger) It simply said "behind you." I turned around and my nose pressed against Marry's chest. I jumped back scared.
"Hello Samantha"
"Hello." I said pulling on a baggy t-shirt over the towel and putting on boxers under it. I removed the towel and towseled my hair. "Is there anything I can help you with?" I looked at him skeptically.
"Nothing comes to mind." Marry shrugged as he washed his face.
"Well, I'm going to go to sleep now." I exited the room and walked the short distance to mine. I flopped down on the bed and wrapped myself in my comforter. I've had it at least for 28 years. It was white with different colored hearts on it. It reminded me of innocence. Maybe that's why liked it. I found it at a garage sale in some town upstate and have slept with it ever since. A little old Italian woman sold it to me for 5 bucks. Best 5 bucks I've ever spent.
Why is it when you always go to bed your not tiered anymore? I got up and picked up my journal. Well I minus well write. I have nothing better to do and I want to waste time. And what a better way to waste time then reliving my pointless existence.
Hello you spawn of a journal;. Today was just a waste like so many others.
I guess when your immortal life tends to drag on and on. Went to the concert. The "Confessional" band was good. To many rowdy teenage punk emo
wanna be's. Lately I've been wondering about leaving New Mayhem for a while. I need an escape from everyone. It gets old, the same routine everyday. It doesn't so much as get old its just after a while you fall into a pattern.
Wake up talk to Marry go hunt. Go wander around and do nothing. The sun is starting to rise I'm going to go to sleep after it comes up a little more but I don't feel like writing anymore. Waste time later.
-Sam p.s not that it matters but calling something a spawn was fun.
I stuffed the journal under my mattress. Dammit now I'm not tiered anymore. Oh well sleep by force. With that I shut my eyes and drifted of to "dream land." (Vampires don't dream, but ha! they have memories.)
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I woke up around 7:30ish the next night. Marry was gone and left a note.
"With Christian, won't be home for a while." It was simple signed Marry. How thoughtful.
Even though I know there not together Marry has a way of implying they are more than "just friends". Feeling especially lazy tonight I dressed in oversized black bondage pants with red latex straps and of course you got to love the anti social phrase shirts. But today mine read "I loves me some waffles." (I love me some waffles as well, as I munch on one)
Even though I love food its rarely in quantity in the house. So I decided to go out for waffles. Ego's just don't satisfy me anymore. I took myself
to a local Denny's just outside of Ramsa. After eating my waffles I ventured back to New Mayhem. I love just leaving when the waitress turns there back. They have no clue where the hell I went. Oh well its not my fault there stupid.
I walked into Las Noches. I've been coming here a lot lately. I guess it just gives me something to do. Aubrey was sitting in a booth as usual. Jessica wasn't anywhere to be seen. Reminding me of what I saw the night before. Of which was really funny.
There really isn't much of a reason for me to be here. I don't know what I
meant when I thought that. Maybe I should leave New Mayhem. While pondering my thought I sat at the bar and grabbed a bottle. "One day I'm going to get myself killed by drinking something that I'm not sure of its origin." The thought passed threw my mind as fast as it had entered.
"Hey Sam is there something I can get for you." Kaei appeared out of nowhere.
"No thanks, I got it covered." I lifted my bottle towards her so she knew I had already gotten myself a drink.
"What have you been up to lately?" Kaei whipped the bar with a dishtowel than slung it over her left shoulder.
"Nothing much, what is there to be up to?" I sloshed my drink in its bottle and looked up and met her eyes.
"I don't know, I just figured you where busy by the was Marry talked about you earlier."
"Marry? Talked about me. . to you?. . . what did he say?" Kaei got my attention with her last comment. Why would Marry even mention my name.
"Nothing really just that you've been "a busy little vampire lately." Kaei
gave a nervous glace towards me. And slightly tried to give a smile and failed horribly.
"I can't take this his mind games." I got up and nodded politely at Kaei. "Thanks for the talk Kaei."
"Sam what are you talking about?" Kaei looked slightly alarmed.
"None on which concerns you." I tuned and strolled out of Las Noches. I decided to go hunting somewhere else tonight. I used my mind to take me to
around the same area where the concert was the previous night. I believe today was a Monday. Like it matters, there's no point in keeping track of days.
I found myself wandering the streets of rural Tonawanda. Some of the shops
where still open. I wandered into a building it was a coffee place called Higher Grounds. There was a few teenagers playing a set towards the back and a bunch of groupies screaming there names. How pathetic.
I got a house blend and located the sugar and loaded it up. I decided that I minus well sit and enjoy my coffee a little bit. I noticed another band get up on stage. It consisted of 2 people. Teenage boys in there teens. I decided that would be a good leaving point. I have heard enough horrible music to last me a lifetime.(? lol death time)
"Hey where Leyline and thanks for coming, our first song this evening is called Nights Life." Was all I cared to hear.
I strolled out of the establishment. At that moment yet another teenager blitzed past me. "Damn skateboarders." I chuckled to myself. I of all people shouldn't be talking about ignorant skateboarders. I am probably worst when it comes to accident on my board. The same kid flew from his board moment later.
"Nice once Corbett." A dirty blond haired boy yelled after him. The kid was your typical all "American my own style beach, I'm cool because I say I am" type person.
"Its all right, it's all right, I meant to do that." The kid I assumed to be Corbett responded.
As I noticed myself grow hungry I decided it was time to hunt. I followed a taller teenager down the street. And would you believe it! He turned into one of those strategically placed dark alleys.
I grabbed him from behind. Which was a task in itself. He must of been at least 6ft tall and I stand at a mere 5ft. His glasses fell of and broke. Oh well he wont need them. I bit down and drank. Using the kids own pocket knife I cut where I had bitten and made it look like a robbing gone wrong. Oh hell minus well throw him in Niagara Falls to. I brought him to the falls and tossed him over the side. Its either no one notices a body plummeting towards jagged rocks or no one give a damn. I had no difficulty walking away un-noticed. No wonder this place has a high crime rate. You can literally get away with murder. In this case twice in two days. Oh well. It's not like it would matter if I got caught.
As I was walking towards a big bridge I noticed yet another teenager. "What these kids don't have bed times anymore." I mumbled to myself. Okay granted it was around 11:00 but still. I noticed he looked fertilizer.
I've been "alive" for a little less than 200 years so I feel that a lot. "I really wish there was something to do." I said as I continued walking.
Things in my life have been pretty much dead lately. Marry is never home. I really don't have many friends. Faith is busy. If I don't start being social soon I might end up like Marry. Well I already talk to myself, that basically what I'm doing now.
Well once the mind goes it's pretty much downhill from there. Well then Marry is at the lowest he can get. His mind went a long time ago. I found
myself wishing for the past to relive itself.
Dare to dream of the time before he started falling for Christain Vladmir.
I really havened spent much time with Chris but he's a pretty okay guy. He
doesn't deserve what has happened. Well none deserves it. But it's not like he's a horrible person and has bad karma.
"Excuse me sir can, state your reason please and I'm going to have to see some identification." A man in a booth calmly stated.
"What? What did I do?" I started feeling worried, I really wasn't paying attention. Maybe this man saw me dump the kid in the falls. In that case my life turned for another sucky road block.
"This is the Canadian boarder, to go to Canada I'm going to have to ask you your purpose there and see some identification." The boarder patrol man responded.
"Oh I have no intent of going to Canada, I was just out walking, and I wasn't really paying attention." I shifted my weight to my right foot and stuck my hands deeper in my pocket.
"Well run along then, kids your age shouldn't be wondering in the falls, even if it's not late. You're going to end up hurt or getting in trouble." He sternly stated and turned away.
"Bitch." I mumbled and turned.
"Excuse me what did you say?" He turned around and raised his eyebrows.
"You heard me," I lowered my voice again and finished with "dumbass."
"Young man you better be out of sight in 5 minutes or I won't hesitate to call the cops on you." His face reddened.
I chuckled lightly and strolled away, making sure I went at a slower pace as usual. Pretending to enjoy the night and the view. There one thing I hate more than no marshmallows in my Lucky charms and that incompetent "elders".
Even though I was older than him. And when people ask you to repeat yourself even though they damn well know what you said. (fumes about old Stupid people) I glanced at my watch. It was a lucky charms watch I got recently out of the cereal box. It was shaped like a clover. I have everyone but prefer the clover opposed to the heart, star, horse shoe, blue
moon or the pot of golden rainbows and who would forget the red balloons.
It was 12:13. "I hate it when time never goes fast." I kicked a rock a few feet in front of me. "I wonder what this place is like during the light hours." I said to myself even though some people stopped and whispered at me.
Whispers don't bother me, especially coming from dirty ugly hobos. Who are hobos to whisper about people behind there back. I decided to check into a
hotel and spend the night.
I miss just spending a day to myself. I took myself back to New Mayhem and
packed an overnight bag and left Marry a note.
"Hey Marry; I'm in Niagara Falls spending some time looking at the water and stuff, I checked into a hotel called. . dammit I forgot the name of it I'll call you tomorrow night when you wake up and tell you. Well talk to you sooner or later. . Wish Christian well for me."
--Samantha
With that I took myself back to Niagara Falls for a mini vacation away from
all my problems. There's a few things I'm good at, hiding my problems, being sad and running away(either be from my problems or just away in general). I can never screw up at either of those things. Only because I have done them so many times I have become perfect at them.
AN: hey guys its not even eleven yet but yeah I'm tiered and have my math A exam tomorrow. curses and damns math straight to hell and back then there again sigh sorry this is a short chapter just want to get it done. And I didn't want to make it super long and then reveal all that I have planed. And tonight I plan on making a time line and getting this straight. I might go back eventually and change stuff but the hell with it for now. Notice me hint at the real world? lol yeah it came to my mind. arg . . so yeah, list of stuff to do. . .revise. . .print. . give to Raine to criticize and make fun of me for and then post. hehe and if anyone cares I have some blackmail worthy pics of Raine dancing and being Raine. lol. well im beet. oh and the best stuff ever Fruit Dazzle water. . key lime flavor sorry that inspired this chapter.
Another note: sorry it took so damned long to put this on. I don't have MW on my computer and I'm at my sisters house and the version I had of this wasn't edited so be glad I love you all and re-did it for you. More later bye. And if you want some character bios e-mail me and I'll send them to you.