For This is Who We Are
By Spinny Roses
German words are perfect for our code names.
Neu is a blank slate. When we met her, she was almost dead. With skill, and much luck, Masafumi managed not only to bring her back from the edge of death, but to bring back her health as well. We couldn't do much for her mind... But it doesn't matter. She is her own person now, a new person.
While Neu's old self was killed by another, Tot slaughtered her old personality herself. In defense of her ravaged body, the sweet child forced herself to kill. Her mind is a mix of young and old, of Nanami and Tot. Who Tot is now, we have no clue. We have no idea what she knows, and what she doesn't.
And Schoen, ah...
She is beautiful.
I have seen the posters she has up in her room. It chronicles her past, from her first picture as a model to the one from her last photoshoot. I've seen a girl barely a woman pouting at me. I've seen the girl grow into a sultry woman, makeup applied perfectly for maximum effect.
But Schoen, she is beautiful even now. The tiny scar on her cheek doesn't detract from her loveliness at all. The amount of makeup she's allowed to wear now is minimal, but it is still gorgeous. As a model, she never had to fight her own battles. But now, she wields her whip with breathtaking ferocity and beautiful precision.
Schoen constantly tries to prove herself. She tries to prove she is beautiful. That she is worthy of being part of Schreiend. That she is a more passionate lover than me.
She laughs at me, calling my caresses "clinical" and "dispassionate." She says she will teach me passion, and how to truly love a woman's body. She says this as she kisses me, her hands already going to undo my lab coat.
And she shows me, with firm fingers coaxing my flesh to arousal. She proves to me that she knows passion as she draws a hardened nipple into her mouth. She teaches me, her fingers expertly going between my legs and touching me. She never does one thing for too long. She rubs me, thrusts fingers inside of me slowly, quickly...
She doesn't understand that I trust her already. She doesn't know that merely allowing this act is the ultimate in my trust. To try to win what she already has, she constantly proves she is the best in everything she does.
I will keep it from her a little longer. She performs at top quality this way, both at work and in bed.
But she must know she is good.
For we are Schreiend.