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Chapter One: Harry's Confessions

"Just wait up!" Hermione Granger called after her best friend Harry Potter. Harry, with immense determination of ignoring her, kept walking. He didn't want to talk about anything to anyone. Especially about what happened last night in the dungeons...

Flashback:

"Harry Potter," an evil voice said breathlessly, "once again, you have stupidly fallen into my clutches."
Harry struggled trying to hold back tears; he was under the Imperius Curse, and was being to stand where he was and not to move.
"Harry, Harry, Harry," Voldemort shook his head, "when are you going to listen to your clever little friend?" He walked over to Hermione, who was tied around the pole, and touched her cheek. She flinched horribly. He walked to where Ron was and did the same to him; Ron looked as if he was going to die right then and there,
How dare he?! How dare he touch them?! Harry thought. "STOP! DON'T TOUCH THEM, YOU BASTARD!" Harry screamed at the top of his lungs. Before he knew it, he had his wand out and pointing straight at Voldemort's heart. He had fought the Imperius Curse.
Harry and Voldemort fought like there was no tomorrow. Harry, who forcibly tried to avoid using any Unforgivable Curses, was on his knees, screaming. He couldn't take it anymore. Voldemort looked at Harry with a sneer spread across his face. He walked to him and told him to stand up.
"Stand up, Harry," Voldemort said, "your mother, father, and Sirius would want you to..."
First, he kills my parents, kills Cedric, helps kill Sirius, touches my friends, and NOW HE'S TELLING ME WHAT MY PARENTS AND SIRIUS WOULD WANT!! HOW DARE HE?! I-I'LL KILL HIM! I WON'T LET HIM LIVE! I'LL BE A MURDERER NOT A VICTIM! I will not use that curse! I will not be like him!
These thoughts rambled throughout his head, jamming against his brain. Harry didn't know what happened next, but he did something that he swore that he wasn't going to ever going to do again. He conjured an Unforgivable Curse.
"AVADA KEDAVRA!"

End of Flashback

"Harry, wait up!" Hermione caught up with him. "Listen, I know how you must feel, but you can't always go blaming yourself!"
"No, you don't!" Harry turned and faced her. "YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT FEELS!" It was a good thing that they were outside or Harry would have caused all the teachers to come out and see what all the commotion was about. "You and Ron (A/N: who is still in the Hospital Wing) have no idea!"
Hermione looked Harry's emerald green eyes. He was so handsome, and muscular. His messy hair was so him and any girl could melt away looking into his eyes. (A/N: In other words, he was damn hot!) "Harry, I'm sor "
"Shut up!" Harry hollered at her face. "It hate this! I hate everything!" Harry was so angry.
"Harry you can't hate every "
"YES, I DO! I HATE THIS SCHOOL, I HATE MY LIFE "
"Harry," Hermione said quietly.
"I HATE YOU!" Harry blurted in her face.
Hermione looked lost of words. Harry hated her. She looked up at his eyes again. To her, Harry was the most ugliest guy alive right now. She started to walk backwards still looking at Harry's eyes.
Harry sighed. "I-I didn't mean that."
Hermione shook her head. "I-I know exactly what you mean." While chocking on her tears, she walked out of his sight.
Harry stood there, watching her walking out his life.
A/N: I know that Harry is a bit of a jerk in this part, but I promise, that he will change!! I don't know when I'll going to update the next chapter, but hold on!! While you are wait please cheek out my other story, Harry Potter and the Arch of Memories!! There is so HHr stuff there as well!

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