I'm Sorry

Disclaimer: I don't own Inu Yasha, or the song "I'm Sorry" by F-iv or "Because I Love You" by WAX. I also have to credit the translation of the songs to

All translations by: Eebyul and/or Seo JungHee (also credit: )

Author's Note: Once again, you have to read the song (the lines which are centered or italized) to understand the story, if you do not and do not understand the story, DO NOT blame me, thanks.

THREE MONTHS LATER

Sango looked around the crowded shopping center for her best friend. 'Dammit, where is she? She better not be at home again.' Sango had been so proud of her this morning. Finally, Kagome had agreed to stop moping, and spare one hour of shopping for her best friend. 'Stupid ass monk!' She laughed softly at that. It was strange how when they first met him, every one had christened him, "the monk" for having grown up in a temple, but he was far from celibate, or even innocent.

She had really hated him ever since he broke up with Kagome, because she had done nothing but mope and work. As she saw a silky black haired head moving in the direction away from her, she broke from her thoughts, cupped her hands over her mouth, and screamed, "Kagome!"

I cried every night because of you
I spent the whole night like that
I thought I would forget you as time passed
And it should be time for me to forget you

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She walked around aimlessly. She had come early, long before the time Sango had designated, but she couldn't find her. 'I shouldn't have come, I should have just stayed home.' Just as she began walking away from the pavilion, she heard someone call her name, and turned to it.

A woman ran into her, hugging her. "Kagome, I can't believe you finally left your apartment, I've missed you, we've all missed you, even Inu Yasha wanted to see you." Sango said. Kagome smiled slightly at her friends' antics. "Okay, Sango calm down. We came to shop, so let's."

When another day passes,
Another layer of regret stacks up in my heart
My small habits still contain you in them

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After almost two hours of shopping, the two went into a small restaurant to rest and eat, mostly due to Kagome's pleading. Reluctantly, Sango had agreed, saying she would only drink but wasn't interested in food. Almost instinctively as Kagome sat down, she dug her hands into her purse, and with a triumphant, "I got it!" she showed her prize to Sango, before realizing who she was with. 'This isn't Miroku I am going out with, Sango isn't the picky guy who hates germs, and is almost scared of them.' Looking at the small bottle of disinfectant spray, Sango gave a worried look at Kagome.

Kagome laughed weakly, sheepishly looking away. "Sango, I'm not hungry anymore, do you still need a drink." Sango answered with a no, and the two stood up, looking apologetically at the waiter. Just as they walked out, a woman dressed revealingly, clinging on the man beside her, rudely bumped into Kagome.

She then proceeded to get mad, and yelled at Kagome. Kagome said sorry still looking at the ground, when Sango glared back at the woman and screamed, "Why the hell are you yelling at my friend? If you had any brains you would have understood that you walked into her, you whore!"

Why did you do that?
What was so upsetting?
Did you hate me enough to breakup with me?

I regretted it because of my petty pride
I regretted our breakup even though I didn't catch you

Just as she was about to continue she looked at the man at the woman's side, and a gasp elicited from her mouth. Kagome turned around to see what had given her friend shock, and felt tears sting her eyes as they threatened to fall as her realization cam to mind, 'Miroku dumped me for some woman!' She didn't say anything, and tried hard not to cry, sparing them but a glance.

Grabbing Sango's hand she strolled out, not stopping till she got outside the pavilion and into the parking lot. "I'm sorry, I didn't know, other-" Sango started, only to be cut off by Kagome. "No, it's not your fault; I was the one who wanted to eat. That's the price I pay I guess," she said laughing weakly.

Sango looked at her sympathetically and said, "Forget about him, Kagome. You're young, you're beautiful, you're smart, and you can have every guy you want. I know a lot of guys who'd die for you. Let me hook you up with one okay? Come on, Kagome."

Kagome almost shook her head when her thoughts yelled at her. 'He has moved on, shouldn't you? He will not come back, don't wait for the impossible.' With that thought she nodded yes, and walked to her car, telling Sango, "Let's go again next week okay. I feel refreshed from all this shopping."

After you left, everything changed
I dont know how I survived

Just in case you'd forget how to find me
Im still at the same place

As she drove home, in the back of her head, though, she couldn't help but wonder, 'Is this really the end of Miroku and me.' She wanted to answer yes but knew she could not lie to herself thusly. She loved Miroku, and she always would, despite anything he did.

Its still not too late, you can come back
We can meet accidently like the first time
Dont say anything, lets start over
We shouldnt have broken up

There is a reason to why we need to meet again
Because I love you