Disclaimers: I don't own Inuyasha

Summery: Basically Inuyasha looses it, transforms into his youkai form and rapes Kagome.

~ Chapter#1 mistakes and heartbreak ~

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Inuyasha had nearly defeated Naraku; there was no way he could possibly lose.

" Ahah"! Inuyasha smirked, as he spotted the wind scar. Naraku was hunched over breathing heavily, This was a perfect opportunity to kill the evil demon.

And the hanyou had every intension on finishing him off! " Naraku prepare for your demise"! Inuyasha yelled while slicing threw the wind scar,

Everything was going well until an arrow pierced threw the attack and canceled it out.

" What"!? Kagome, Sango, Miroku and Inuyasha gasped, Kikyo appeared next to Naraku while helping him up. " Kikyo"! Inuyasha yelled,

She glared at him fiercely, that look sent shivers down his spine. " Inuyasha! Why won't you die"! She roared, Inuyasha just stood in aw! The one he once loved betraying him before his very eyes.

It was enough to make him wanna cry. " Next time I'll kill you"! The undead priestess said with an angered facial expression, and with that she disappeared with Naraku.

Kagome ran to Inuyasha 's side, " Inuyasha, it's alright we can always try and kill Naraku another time and place". The miko said soothingly while placing a hand on his shoulder,

Only to have it smack away. Kagome backed away, Inuyasha began to glow. " Inuyasha"? She whispered in a worried tone,

Tattoos appeared on him, his eye became blood red. And he suddenly had fangs, Miroku became worried. The young kitsune began to tug on Sango's kimono, " What's wrong with Inuyasha'?

No one answered,

He swiftly turned around, Kagome was frightened by the look in his eyes. It was pure lust, " Inuyasha"? She cried, he only smirked at her as he roughly swooped her up and carried her off!

" Kagome'! Shippo cried,

The teenager was officially freaked out now! " What is he going to do"!? Her mind raced, he leaped from tree to tree until they arrived at an empty cave.

Inuyasha chuckled as he tossed her to the ground,

" Ow"! Yelped as she hit her arm, he then pushed her against he wall. His extremely sharp claws ripped her tender skin, she didn't cry out. She just bit her lip,

as blood tickled down her wrists, he lapped it up. " For a human bitch you taste pretty good". Inuyasha snickered, Kagome looked him in the eye. Searching for the hanyou she loved,

But unfortunately he wasn't in control.

" What..what are you gonna do to me"? Kagome cried, she already knew the answer. He smirked evilly!

Kagome shot up from her bed, she gasped for air. The young miko was covered in a thin layer of sweat, she clamped her hands down on her blankets. " Why do I have to remember"! She cried,

" I left so I wouldn't have to remember, or see him"! Kagome frowned while hot tears slid down her pale skin, she moved to the edge of her bed. Her once bouncy raven colored hair hung dully. Her brilliant brown eyes were now bloodshot do to the stress of school and being raped,

Her youthful body now left with scars, Kagome couldn't even sleep without the nightmare of reality come shrieking threw her mind.

And the purist thing about her now tainted, her heart. The man see loved, adored and cared deeply for had literally tortured her. More like tortured her heart, Even though it wasn't his fault, she couldn't even bare to see him.

After the incident Kagome ran home, cried to her mom and sat in the bathtub for hours trying to scrub the filth off of herself. And surprisingly she kept the jewel, she didn't even seal the well.

It had only been three days since her rape but it seemed to be like an eternity,

Kagome stood up and ran to her bathroom, she gazed at her battered body in the mirror.

" God! Why me"! She cried as she punched the mirror with her fist, then she fell to the floor, curled up into a ball and sobbed for at least two hours. Her fist didn't hurt despite the bloody gash on it. She had now experienced pain for worst, everything else seemed like a paper cut.

The fragile broken girl soon fell asleep. But before she did she prayed to good for some peace,

To be continued...........

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A/N: So how did ya like it? I hope it's gonna be as popular is my Surprises fanfic is. ( I can only hope for my fans to love this one too! So please R&R PLEASE!!!!!