Ok this is my first fic, just to let everybody know. So when you review (which you will) go easy! I can accept constructive criticism, though! Anyway here it goes.

Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts, otherwise I wouldn't be here writing this, I'd be animating it!!

Chapter One Settling In

Looking at their new home, Riku knew that this place was going to suck. They had only moved here because of Him. He hated his fathers guts. He was glad that his father was behind bars, but it didnt feel like it. His fathers relatives had threatened Kairi & Riku because they put his sorry ass in jail. Also when they had moved to Destiny Islands, Kairi & Riku, they both had to see a shrink.

Great, Riku thought, thats really going to persuade people to talk to me. I wonder how Sunny is taking this. That is what Riku called his sister, because she always had a positive attitude towards life, even through all of the shit they had been through

Well, better go unpack or else mom will be pissed off and then I cant go explore the island with that neighborhood kid. Oh, what was his name? Soran, um.. SORA!! That was his name, Sora.

Riku walked into the house and went up the stairs to his room. It was a dark blue room with a black ceiling. He liked his room dark so when he can think there was no disturbance. He started to look through the boxes that sat in front of him.

He had just started to really get into unpacking when Kairi walked in. "Hiya big brother, I love you so much!"

"Ok what do you want?" "Well.." Kairi started with that puppy dog eye thing working, "CanIphlezzzegowithyouandthatkidtolookaroundtheislnadpleeezzzze?!?"

How much sugar has she had today, Riku thought. Giving in to those puppy dog eyes he said something that he may regret later,

"Yes."

"Ohhhh thank you Riku thank you!!"

"Yeah, yeah now get out," Riku said while playfully pushing her out of his room.

Looking through his pictures he saw a family portrait. His family looked so happy at the time. But they were not happy at all. It was a living hell in that house. Ansem was a cruel bastard who didnt deserve children. He used to beat on his mom, Luna, to the point where they had to take her to the hospital almost every night, making up stuff to tell the hospital staff about her injuries. Not to mention what he did to Riku & Kairi. Poor Kairi, their "father" raped her every time he got drunk, which was a lot. She was only 14 at the time. Even though he felt awkward talking to her about what happened he was always there for her.

And Riku wasnt left out of the abuse "circle". He got beat whenever he looked at his father the "wrong" way, which was when he ever looked at him. Bruises scattered across his body. But that one night, that was the night he could never forget.

God I hate him, I really ,really despise him. I really hope that in jail he drops the soap. Riku laughed out loud at his sick joke.

He put his photo book under his bed. Continuing to unpack, Riku felt this depression come over him. He put down what was in his hands and crawled onto his bare mattress. He laid down in the fetal position, consumed in his own thoughts.

If there was a God then why did he let that bastard into moms life? Why had he let that bastard hurt her? I dont care if they hadnt met I wouldnt be here on this earth. Maybe that wouldve been the best thing.

At that last thought, he suddenly got up and walked over to one of the boxes in his room. He pulled out a butchers knife. He was just about to press the cool metal against his skin but he forgot to grab a potion out of the same box. He always held a potion in his hand in case he cut too deep.

Ok here it goes.

As soon as he had cut himself, he sighed a sigh of relief. Even though it hurt, it relaxed him in a way he couldnt explain. It also turned him on a little, too. But he never admitted it to himself.

DING DONG DING DONG

Uh oh, he thought. Soras here already?!? He looked down at his watch, it was 5:00 already last time he checked it was 3:30. Panicked, Riku gulped the horrible tasting potion and watched the cut magically heal. He was glad that it left a slight scar, so he could the remember those feelings that he had always felt.

DING DONG DING DONG

"Kairi can you get that?"

"YES!!"

Riku hurriedly found a clean, black shirt and a pair of black jeans to wear. Ran a comb through his hair, and put his shoes on and slid down the bannister.

Once he got down those stairs he checked his watch. Hey one minute, not bad!

When Riku got to the door, he saw this Sora kid flirting with his little sister. And of course she didnt see what that kid was trying to do because of how naive she was, even after what happened.

But Kairi did find him very attractive.

Surprisingly, Riku did, too.

"Hey...Riku," Sora said shyly.

Was that good for my very first chappie??? Well I hope you review! Pleeezzzeee!!!!! I need to get reviews in order to update people!!!! Plus I would love to get feed back!! Also, I would like to get some advice on where to go with this. WELL WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR, HUH??? GO REVIEW!!!