A/N ; heelllllllo, haha, I swear this is the soonest I could put it up. Lol. Sorry for the cliffhanger, but comeon, who didn't know what was going to happen? Lol. Well, I love the reviews you kids left me, and Little-sunandstars ohmy, if you're still reading, please be my beta, ahaha. LOVE, HERO.

Lily and James 7th year Chapter 4

James kissed Lily, like he had never kissed anyone, not even Maria, before. He trailed his hand over her neck and under her ear to the place where her hair meant the skin on her neck. He tilted her back supporting her with his one hand behind her back.

Lily kissed him back briefly, then realized what she was doing, "James!" She said in a raspy voice. "No, I can't, you can't." She looked up at him, into his eyes, searching his face "James…"

"Lily… You can't deny me this…please." James replied "Just…one more, one more kiss and you tell me it doesn't mean anything, if it really doesn't. We'll forget it ever happened, I promise."

Lily frowned in thought, "Okay," She said defenselessly, what else was there to do? She was in the arms of handsome Gryffindor Quidditch Captain, James Potter. "Okay James."

Lily walked down to the common room around two in the morning. She sighed and sat in one of the big plushy chair pulling her legs up to her chest. "Oh Lily, what are you going to do?" She asked herself.

"Depends on what you did." Said a voice coming from a girl coming down the stairs.

Lily turned around "Oh little miss May, you scared me." She said turning back around.

May came across the room and sitting in the other plush chair. "And what exactly did you do?" She asked pushing her tank top's straps back on top of her shoulders.

Lily sighed and looked at her best friend "I can't even try to not tell you can I?"

May shook her head "Spill it."

Lily wrung her hands. "Well…James and I went on this walk and we found ourselves in this dead end and then," Lily looked up, "Next thing I knew…we kissed."

"And what about Sirius?" May asked

"What about Sirius?" Lily repeated.

"Are you still going out with him?" May asked bringing her eyebrows together with a frown.

"Yeah…" Lily said quietly.

"I see…" May said squinting her eyes in a skeptical way.

"Yeah well…I don't know." Lily sighed, "You got to help me May."

"What do you want me to do?" May asked, "You have to pick one or the other. I can't do anything."

Lily put her head in her hands. "What am I going to do?"

May stood up. "Maybe you were a bad idea."

"What?" Lily asked looking up.

"I said maybe you were a bad idea, you heard me." May repeated.

"What the hell is that supposed to mean?" Lily asked.

"It means that maybe you should have stayed far, far away from Sirius, and far, far away from James. Because now you're going to tear them apart." May said matter-of-factly turning and going up the stairs.

Lily woke up around six thirty and got showered and dressed then walked down to the great hall by herself. She sat at the very end of the Gryffindor table. There was a quidditch match today and the only people awake were quidditch players, including, Sirius, James, James' little sister Noel (who was in Ravenclaw, they weren't playing today but she was always up early for quidditch) Danny Wood, and a few others Lily didn't really know.

James and the crew motioned her down to them when she sat down. She reluctantly scooted down next to Sirius, across from James. She looked across the table at James and curled the edges of her mouth slightly.

"So, Lily," Noel started "How come you don't play quidditch?"

Lily looked over at Noel who was sitting to the left of James. "Oh, I don't have the stomach for it."

"The stomach for it?" Noel frowned "What stomach do you need?"

Lily shrugged "Heights freak me out."

Noel looked up at her brother and laughed a little "I see." She shook her head "So how many goals you going to get today Jamsie-Wamsie??"

"At least nine I'm hoping." James commented.

"And how about you Sirius?" Noel said "How many players you going to knock out with those bludgers of yours?"

"Every last Slytherin on that field Noellie." Sirius said with a wink.

Lily looked at James 'We need to talk' she mouthed.

'I know' James mouthed back.

"Well…I have to go mail a letter," Lily said standing up. "I'll see you guys later."

Sirius smiled and gave her a little kiss on her cheek "Alright,"

"Good luck if I don't see you before hand." Lily caught James' eye and gave a little motion to come with her.

"You know what Lily," James started "I think I have a few letters to mail too, I'll come with you." He said grabbing a pile of toast and started towards the exit of the great hall.

"Are we actually going to the owlery?" James asked as him and Lily walked down a hallway.

"Sure…why not, maybe it'll give us some privacy." Lily replied

They walked the rest of the way in silence.

When they go to the owlery they climbed to the tallest tower.

"James…" Lily said breaking the silence.

"Yess?" James responded.

"I am really confused…what about you?" She asked.

"Oh I'm right there with you, no doubt about that." He commented.

"I don't want to hurt you or Sirius, and I don't want to mess up your friendship…" She sighed, "James…" She said burying her head in his chest.

"It's okay…" He wrapped his arms around her back.

"What are we going to do?" She asked

"I don't know…" He admitted.

"I want to be with you…" She commented.

"Then you'll be with me…okay? I promise…" James looked down at her and smiled.

Lily looked up with a smile and nodded. "Okay James, I trust you."

"You better," He laughed and leaned down to kiss her.

"Hey James you ready to- …" Sirius said swinging around the corner.

"Sirius!" Lily took a sharp inhale pushing James back.

"Sirius…" James repeated.

"My girlfriend…and my best friend…how cliché." Sirius said and spat on the floor turning back around the corner and pounding down the stairs.

"Oh James…" Lily said covering her face.

"I'll…handle this." James commented kissing her forehead "Later…now, I have to do quidditch."

Lily nodded as he walked off and down the stairs off to the locker room.

"WELCOME!! Today's game will be Slytherin verse Gryffindor!" The student announcer said over the speakers. "Lets welcome today's players, for Slytherin, Malfoy, Bryun, Havarrds, Finx, Amiods, Lizous, and Trazel! And for GRYFFINDOR, Potter! Black! Wood! Bones! Patil! Zeback! Annnnnnnddddddd Perry!"

The stadium roared as all fourteen players flew onto the field. The captains, Malfoy and James shook hands. James turned and looked at Sirius "Good luck buddy,"

"I'm not your buddy." Sirius said coldly swinging a leg over his broom "A buddy doesn't find himself in a love hold with his best friend's girlfriend" He said shooting off into the sky.

"Sirius! That made no sense…" James said mounting his broom and going up after him.

"AND LET THE GAME BEGIN!" The speaker roared. "The snitch has been released and the bludgers are flying, and there's the whistle and the Quaffle has been tossed. Gryffindor is in possession, Slytherin in possession, going for the goal, nice save by Gryffindors keeper, Dan Wood." The speaker boomed on.

Sirius grinned his teeth and shot a bludger straight for James. Lily gasped from the sidelines, as James didn't see it coming, with a swift movement of her wand she sent it into the other direction.

Sirius frowned down at Lily and went past James quickly hitting his left arm hard with his bat "Sorry about that BUDDY, was an accident." Sirius mocked.

"Gryffindor scores! And it looks like our Seekers, Luicious Malfoy and David Bones are hard at work chasing down that snitch, but not hard enough."

James sighed catching the ball and throwing it to Greg Patil as Sirius nearly knocked him off of his broom.

"Sorry again," Sirius called.

James shook his head "A mess." He mumbled.

"Score for Gryffindor bringing it to 50 to 10"

James ducked as a bludger came close to knocking off his head. "Sirius!" James yelled out of annoyence.

"And David Bones has got the Snitch! That's a game folk!"

James sighed with relief. "Whew. I'm sick of trying to keep my head on." James slowed his broom and landed gentley and started back to the locker room.

"Nice game James." Sirius said hitting James's back extra hard.

"Stop acting like a 12 year old Sirius Black." James roared.

"I'm not." Sirius defended "You were holding Lily…Lily's mine." He said possessively.

"There's nothing between me and Lily." James lied. "I swear, she was just giving me a good luck hug."

"Really?" Sirius asked, silly little gullible Sirius.

"Yeah man, Lily's your chick." James smiled.

"Alright…" Sirius said with a skeptical look.

"I swear!" James replied to Sirius' look.

"Okay, okay man, chill." Sirius replied with a warm, playfull smile.

"We cool Si man?" James asked hopfully.

"Defiantly." Sirius said brightly.

A/N ;; OHMY. This chapter was defiantly a FLOP. I hate it. But yeah, I promise the next one will be better and something will happen…that reflects some kind of plot…maybe…maybe I'll just be gay and give it a sugar sweet ending in a chapter or so. Who knows, LOVE, HERO.