Disclaimer:
I do not own these characters nor do I claim too, this is a simple fan based homage. Their creators and the companies they work for and with own the characters and all that pertains to them. (I.E. Rumiko Takahashi, Viz, & Etc.). I do not intend on making any profit from making this story but only a writer writing about one of her favourite character, namely Nabiki.
I DO NOT OWN THE SONGS OR THE SONGS' LYRICS, THEY ARE OWNED BY VARIOUS MUSIC COMPANIES, PRODUCTIONS AND RECORDS… I ONLY WANTED TO USE THEIR SONGS AS TO INSPIRE ME TO WRITE AND THERE WAS NO PROFIT GAINED FROM THIS FIC..SO PLEASE DON'T SUE!
I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY FOR I AM BROKE!
This second chapter is inspired by the a little segment in "Nabiki's Heartache" written by various author's and can be found in the Nabiki and Ranma Fanfiction Archive.
I also do not own the song "4 paged Letter" it is performed by music artist named Aaliyah (Rest in Peace) and has no connection to me what so ever. So again please don't sue.
Bold means Song Lyrics
Italics means thoughts
Bold Italics means Diary Entry
Mama Always Told Me To "Be Careful Who I Love"
And Daddy Always Told Me, "Make Sure He's Right"
I Always Had My Eyes, On This One Particular Guy
I Was Too Shy, So I Decided To Write
Nabiki looked outside her window, where she had a view of her secret love fighting with a panda. She can't believe that over the time he has spent in withher family, she began to fall for him, maybe she even was attracted to him when they first met. But after finding out about his curse she had changed her mind because it was fear that got to her first before she could accept him as a person.
Thinking of what others may think, she had given him to her younger sister Akane. It was that fear that made her loose him. It was also her own doubts and how people viewed her made her actions seemed justifiable at the time. She also knew that her sister began to care for him, and as much as she cared for him secretly, she won't be the reason for her sister's unhappiness.
Unconsciously she began to feel tears run down her cheeks. It hurt to see the anger and fear in his eyes when she was around. She reluctantly left her window and took out her diary. It was different from any other diary, for instance it doesn't contain everyday entries but all her inner most feelings and heartaches; from her family, school, other people and Ranma. It contained all her pains, doubts and anguish. It was how she lets go of all her inner turmoils, since she knew she couldn't trust anyone else. Of course there was always Kasumi but she was too proud to let her emotions show.
I'm Sending Him A 4 Page Letter,
And I Enclosed It With A Kiss.
And When I Write Him He Better, Get It On Time.
I'm Sending Him A 4 Page Letter,
And I Enclosed It With A Kiss.
And When I Write Him He Better, Get It On Time.
She instead began to write about her feelings about the martial artist. How much she had regretted hoisting him off to her sister and what a fool she had been. She wrote about how she coped with the pain by treating him badly in the hopes to get over him. Using him and treating him like an inanimate object to further distance her feelings from him but she was wrong. No matter what she did to him he was always there for her for support.
People Always Sayin That I Play Myself For You.
They Say That You Don't Even Notice Me
Maybe When I Get The Nerve To Come To You.
Promise Me That You Wont Diss Me.
How she constantly puts him down and called him names even though she was hurting every time. How much her control was crumbling. How her wall was slowly being torn down by him. Cause no matter what she did, he forgave her and even still trusted her. She had hated what she has become but knew she needed to. Because of her sister. Because of her family. It hurt sometimes to think that if he had chosen once again, he would have rejected her.
I'm Sending Him A 4 Page Letter,
And I Enclosed It With A Kiss. (A Kiss)
And When I Write Him He Better, Get It On Time. (He Better)
I'm Sending Him A 4 Page Letter,
And I Enclosed It With A Kiss.
And When I Write Him He Better, Get It On Time.
She became a mercenary because of her family. She lost her dignity and her reputation for them and now was willing to sacrifice her love as well… all the while thinking to herself that She wont be the one who would break her sister's heart… Tears flowed from her eyes. Her visions was blurred but felt that she had to write down what she feels.
Im a Write You,
A Love Letter Tonight(echo)
You Better keep Watch Cause The Mail Mans Coming.
Im a Write You, A Love Letter Tonight(echo)
You Better keep Watch Cause The Mail Mans Coming.
She heard Kasumi call her for dinner. She needed to fix herself. She was worried that Kasumi might go and get her and just left her diary on her table. Considering no one would be dumb enough to set foot in the room. Especially with her. No one dared to cross her. No one dared to get close or near her. She was alone. She felt herself slowly spiralling in the abyss of loneliness and depression. She needed to talk to someone. Writing wasn't enough.She decided to go to her mother's grave. Its been a long time she had visited her. Ashamed of what she has become. But she really needed to know what was happening to her and felt that by visiting her mother would ease her pain. And left to tell Kasumi she was going to out for a while and might not be back for a while.
I'm Sending Him A 4 Page Letter,
And I Enclosed It With A Kiss. (A Kiss)
And When I Write Him He Better, Get It On Time. (He Better)
I'm Sending Him A 4 Page Letter,
And I Enclosed It With A Kiss. (A Sweet Kiss)
And When I Write Him He Better(When I Write), Get It On Time.
A few minutes later Ranma was sent flying inside the Tendo home. Directly in Nabiki's window. Seeing what has just happened Genma immediately left the area assuming that Nabiki would really be pissed off and thinking about what she would do to him. Ranma your on your own he said to himself. Meanwhile Ranma dusted himself off. He noted he was inside a room and that he had just landed on a table. As he tried to work out where he was he picked up a diary… for a while he just stared at it… and without any second thought began to read it.
Author's Notes:
Well what did you all think about it?
Should I go on or leave it?
To tell you the truth the next chapter to this is already finished...
I'm just waiting for the reviews to come...
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Ja Ne