Falling in Insanity: The Thoughts of Another

By: Prince Marth a.k.a. Xai

Disclaimor: I don't own the characters...

Kira stood in the docking bay of the Arch Angel, staring at his Gundam, thinking quietly. "Flay..... I never wanted this to happen.... i...... wish this stupid war would end...." Thoughts forced their way through Kira's mind as he stood there. He remembered Flay's father dying as he watcheed the ship blow up. He remembered the threats made by flay, how her anger had over-come her. He remembered staring into Athren's eyes as they battled. "...I never wanted to join this war.....so...... why am i here? All because i decided to pilot this machine, because i tried to help some one. I ended up in this war........ It's not like i want any one to die......." He stood his mind flooded with thoughts almost now staring blankly, he spoke quietly.

"why does she think that just because i'm a coordinator that i did not fight my hardest? Why is it.... that.... just because i am a coordinator they think that i'll side with zaft? why is this... have to happen...? As he stood there Flay's anger engulffed his mind. "Flay.... i'm... sorry. Kira leaned against the gundam, tears rushed over his face. "Why is this my fault?!" Kira seemed convinced it was indeed his fault flay's father died, "They can't trust me.... but my friends do.... they do.....still though, i don't feel relived..why is this?" Kira was lost in thought, "I don't want to fight any more, i don't want anyone to die, but..." Just then the alarm sounded in the bay, some one shouted from above" We're going into battle!!" Kira looked up, "......If i don't fight some one else will die. I cannot allow that to happen!" Kira jumped into the strike. "Flay... this is... for you!!"

Two othe gundams approached Kira as he exitted the bay. "Why can't you leave us alone?! Are you so obsessed with destruction that you just can't stop fighting?" They pilots stared over at Kira, "Heh, shut up, we aren't here to talk." "I don't care.." Kira drew his beam sword, his eyes became dark, "Fine, then go away." He slashed through the first one, disabling the arms of it and matched off against the second, which was carrying a blaster riffle. "So you want to play Kira?" the pilot taunted. KIra's voice was deep and full of distant anger, "Do you think this is a game." He knocked away the gundam's riffle and held his blade at the cockpit. "DO YOU?!" The pilot became fearful, but Kira did not change expression, "Do you think killing inoscent people is a game?! well? answer me!!" The pilot turned on his gundam's boosters, but Kira re-acted, his blade cut clear through the booster pack and damaged the main reactor. The suit retreated, and Kira's trance diminished. He came into the docking bay, he was crying....