Ch.29

Shayne looked down at his bare chest to and also for the first time saw what Allison was pointing at. Shayne was speechless, he had no idea what to say to Allie. He felt terrible, they fought because of his unreasonable jealousy and Allie was hurt and almost raped while he was drinking and making out with two other women. He hated himself at that moment and didn't even know how explain it to Allison or what to say.

Allison's heart broke when she saw this. "*OMG!, what is this?*he cheated on me?*  *Shayne, the one I love was with someone else while this happened to me!*No! why? Shayne?* why did he do this?* I cant believe this is all happening.*"… were all the thoughts running through her mind, while she couldn't come to speak from all the sadness and heart break she felt.

"Allison, baby, let me explain, its not exactly what you think" Shayne began as he rushed over to her. Shayne tried to put his hands on hers but Allison pulled away. "Don't touch me! Shayne, don't u dare touch me!" Allie said as she painfully and unsteadily stood up and moved away from him now crying again.

"Babe, please listen to me" Shayne pleaded feeling awful and just wanting to die at that moment. "I love you Allison, please, I'm so sorry.. It was.. " he was cut off. "Shayne why? Why?! I thought you really loved me" Allie said sobbing but covering her face with both her hands. "Baby , I do love you, I love you more than anything in the world. But we only kissed, then I when I realized what was going on, baby I'm so sorry, I was drunk and was mad because of what had happened earlier" Shayne said with his tear filled eyes.

"So that's your excuse?!, you were drunk?!" Allie yelled. "Get out!, just get out!"

Shayne threw on some pants and a shirt real quick not even taking enough time to put on underwear. "Allison please lets talk about this" he said as he tried to get close to her but Allie just moved further away. "GET OUT!! LEAVE! GET AWAY FROM ME!" Allison yelled crying loudly and with much pain and emotion in her voice.  Shayne turned around and walked out of their room.

~Shayne headed down to the beach and walked along the shore and thought about everything that had happened in only one day. He felt like shit for what he did and didn't do. Shayne began reminiscing on these past months since Allison walked into his life. Their first encounter, the roxy,  their first date, how beautiful she always looked, the day they expressed the love they had for each other, the first time they made love, how she stayed the whole time he was in the hospital, everything they had both done together. He loves Allison so much and has never been any happier or more 'in love' before in his life until his babe entered his life. And now it was ruined, and probably lost her forever. But no, Shayne wouldn't let that happen, he was going to fight and try as much and as hard as he had to for as long as it took to be with Allison again.

After about an hour of walking along the beach, still feeling guilty and horrible for what had happened, he headed back to the suite to talk to Allison and beg for forgiveness.

Shayne entered his suite to find that Allison wasn't there, her clothes were gone and there was only 1 plane ticket left. Shayne found a note on the bed and quickly read it. …

(**NOTE**)

~*~* Shayne,

 I cant handle all of this right now by myself so I've decided to go back home. though you hurt me like no one else could've ever done so, I want you to know that I still love you Shayne Wst and I'll always love you with every single beat of my heart, forever&always. But know that 'Us' ended here. Please, don't follow me, don't call me and don't look for me.

       Allison.

                    (**End of Note**)

Shayne had tears run down his cheeks. He noticed that she had said and meant exactly what he had inscribed in her bracelet which was sitting on the bed also. He realized he lost Allison… but KNEW he wouldn't leave things this way, he loves Allie and will do whatever possible to get her back.