5 July
Dear Dairy,
It's been a week since my last entry and things have settled down a bit. Kim and Renee had a spare bedroom in their apartment, which they donated to Zhane and Karone. Kim gave her room to me and now she and Renee are sharing a bedroom. Most of Kim's stuff is still in "my" room, but I told her to leave it. The only thing that has been removed is her bed and a queen-sized one for me replaced it. I told them it was way too big for me, but they told me that once my pregnancy was going to be showing I would be thanking them. Zhane and Karone have a queen-sized bed too and I can't help but envy them, because they have each other to share it with. The girls in the gymnastic team are really supporting and one, Georgia, told me to keep faith. Her father was on life-support once and the doctors were going to terminate his life too, but before they got the chance he showed shines of improvement and he pulled through. The chance is small, but Andros might still be alive and recovering. I really want to believe that, but I find it so hard to, just like the other rangers and my family still don't know we're back. None of us can bring up the courage to call, we can't even get it over our lips that Andros is..... Oh you get the point. There is a bright side to us coming here, though. Trevor has been laying low and Kim is really relieved about that, but I don't think it will take long, as soon as he find out about my baby (the martial arts team doesn't know) he'll probably begin to beat Kim up again and I'm scared that if anyone tells he'll hurt my baby, I don't see why he wouldn't. Please don't let anything happen to my baby. It's all I have left.
Love,
Ashley