25 September
Dear Dairy,
Coach said I should start looking for a doctor right about now. If the Megaship Mark II had been finished I would have had DECA to take care of that, but no I'm not that lucky. Kim and Karone both offered to go with me. I must say I really appreciate Kim's offer, but I probably won't take her up on it. Karone on the other hand isn't so lucky. I don't want to go alone. What if something is wrong with my baby? What if he or she won't make it? I know I wouldn't be able to take that. I can't lose another person I love this much. I'm not going to let anyone or anything hurt this baby. This evening Zhane and I had the apartment for ourselves. Kim and Renee were to the movies with a few friends and Karone was talking about the trainings session for tomorrow with coach Schmidt, so I asked him if he could tell me some Kerovan names, because I want my child to have a Kerovan name. If it's a boy I'm tempted to name him Andros, but it would hurt too much to name our son like that, maybe I'll use Andros as a middle name, but it has to be Kerovan no matter what. I'll make sure he or she knows about KO-35 and how brave his or her father was. I'll tell him or her about every monster we faced, how we met, how we found Karone, but above all else, I'll make sure he or she knows how much Andros would have love him or her.
Love,
Ashley