Help me find myself.

The toll bell rings and I become undone

A disarray of emotions, so twisted I can't feel

So melancholy with mutiny, I don't even know

If this is real…

I don't even know who I am…

Have no one to go to now

Feel this heartache shatter me

It always turns everything inside out.

Upside backwards, inverse reverse, implode, explode…

Learn to trust first…

Catch the bus to nowhere first

In the midst of lies

Beat me till' I'm black and blue

And I'll just say…

Help me find myself…

Or its inside I'll forever stay.