26 October
Dear Dairy,
As if it wasn't enough already Coach Schmidt told us people wanted to make a TV-program about the training of the Olympic athletes. That means we'll be in it too. That means that if anyone from Angel Grove watches (what they surely will) will know we're here. If they know we're here, they'll tell my family and friends. They will want to check if it's true and watch too. When they see us they will wonder where Andros is and why we never said we were here. I thought my life was screwed enough already, but I guess I was wrong. I didn't object to the suggestion though. I think it might even do me good. I mean IF people from Angel Grove watch and IF they tell and IF we're found out, surely someone will contact us, that might just make it easier for me to move back to Angel Grove, right? But how am I going to explain? Will I be ready to? What if the wrong people watch? People who want to hurt the Power Rangers? What if they will hurt my babies? Even with my over-size shirt on it's obvious I'm pregnant now. The martial arts team has noticed and all of them (minus Trevor) have wished me luck. So now my fears are growing. I'm scared of Trevor and Kim knows I am. Now I know how she must feel. I can't lose my babies. Please don't let anything happen to them. Please just get me out of this mess, because I think Trevor is going to beat Kim up again very soon, I just can feel it. Heaven help me.
Love,
Ashley