20 November
Dear Diary,
I don't believe this! I couldn't be happier at the moment. I visited the doctor again today, just a routine check. Andros went with me of course. I could see the light in his eyes when he looked at the ultra sound. And that was even before they let us hear the heartbeats of the babies. God, why do I have to wait another four months until I can finally take them in my arms and show them just how much I care? It just isn't fair. But I'm not going to dwell on that thought, at least for now, for there is something else I'm going to live towards now. I still can't believe this, but I just have to look at my hand to know it's true: ANDROS AND I ARE ENGAGED! He took me to lunch after our visit to the doctor. We had both taken a day of, so we decided to take a walk through the park not far from the gym. There he sank to his knee and asked me, begging me not to accept if I thought he only did it because of the babies. Of course I accepted, for I know he didn't do it because of the babies. We talked about marriage way before this all started. We told the others when we got back and they were all thrilled, even Carlos congratulated me, though it was kinda reluctantly. It couldn't be he still has that crush on me, could it? If that is so, this whole ordeal is breaking his heart. Damn, do thing really have to become this complicated? I think I'll sit Carlos down for a talk tomorrow.
Love,
Ashley