23 November
Dear Diary,
It took them ten days, but the others finally asked Kim what the hell had been going on and what Trevor has been up to. They just couldn't believe she would get involved with someone like that when she had Tommy, so Kim explained her mother wanted her to date someone who took sports as serious as she did. On a visit she picked out Trevor to take Tommy's place and forced Kim to go on a date with him. At that time Trevor didn't seem to bad, but after that date Kim called me and told me she would never trait Tommy for anyone. After Kim's mom left things started to go bad. Trevor wanted another date with Kim, but she told him she loved Tommy and the only reason she went on that first date was because her mother forced her. Trevor told her he'd get her no matter what. Next thing she knew he was standing at her door with a gun in his hand saying if he couldn't have her nobody could, if she didn't sent Tommy a break up letter, he would kill her. Kim decided it would be better if the last thing Tommy heard of her was a letter telling she was breaking up with him instead of a message she had been killed. If she sent the letter then maybe there was hope she could dump Trevor and go back to Tommy. Trevor told her exactly what to write, gun pointed at her head so she wouldn't try and disobey him. Once the letter was finished he sent it, but things didn't stop there. A week after he had forced her to write the letter he wanted her to sleep with him, but she flatly refused, so he hit her. He could have rapped her if he wanted to, but he wanted her to give herself to him willingly. I don't think I've ever met anyone more sick than that, for he thought if he kept hitting Kim she would give him what he wanted. Renee was the only one who knew of this, besides me. Kim called me not long after she had written the letter and explained everything to me, but I said something stupid without even realising it until it was too late. The wall crumbled and every emotion Kim had kept inside rushed free and needed to be let out. Unfortunately I was the only one around. She started to yell at me and I yelled back. I ended up cutting the connection and only after that I realised what happened. I didn't dare to call Kim, afraid she'd be mad at me and Kim was scared to call me for she feared I'd be mad and we all know how it ended. Trevor never did get what he wanted, Kim was too headstrong for that. Guess having been a ranger did do her some good in that situation, for she didn't dare to fight him, scared she would lose or worse. You should have seen the shocked faces of the other rangers when they heard and I don't think Kim would have been able to tell them that if Tommy hadn't been at her side, giving silent support and comfort. Now that weight is lifted of her shoulders Kim is doing even better at practise then she did before. I really think she'll be able to take home the gold.
Love,
Ashley