1/6/05
NOTE: STOP now
Sorry, dear Dairy. They almost found you. I should change your hiding spot from under my bed. I'll do that later though. Anyway, here's the rest of what happened:
Beast Boy said, "You're not pregnant," He tilted his head, "Are you?"
"No!" I almost slapped him. I'm not like that. He should know. But, does anyone even really know me? (Off track again, blah!) "Come with me" I took Beast Boy out into an open hallway so none of the other titans could hear me.
"I thought it was dream, but now that everything is getting strange, I think it did."
"I don't follow, but ok" Beast Boy replied.
"I was downtown, not a week ago, and I went to sit in the park just to relax," (Or to get away), "Anyway, I heard a voice from the other side of the unlit park. It was so beautiful. It called me and, and I followed."
"Rae?"
"I, I came to the voice. It was a man, I don't quite remember his face, but I could recognize him if I would see him. He spoke to me; I don't remember what because I was in a trance or something. There was lust, there as passion, there was hope… and then…"
"What? Then what?"
"He bit me." I moved the collar of my shirt down and revealed two teeth marks. Beast Boy's eyes grew wide and he was groping for words.
"And my craving isn't for food,"
"It can't be," he said in disbelief, "No."
"It is for blood."
Beast Boy leaned against the wall and took a deep breath, "No, Rae, it must have been wrong. There's no such thing as vampires. Like when I bit my lip, it might seem like… I don't know. But when it bled, you weren't…."
Bleed? Blood? I started breathing erratically. I didn't know it but my hand began to move towards his neck. His eyes met mine and then he looked at my hand. I came in front of him pinning him against the wall. My body was on his, he became slightly afraid and began to say something but I put my pointer finger on his lips. Now my hand was around his neck. (What was I doing?) I breathed down his neck. I licked my teeth and felt that two of them were longer… and sharper. I began to kiss his neck when he grabbed me and shook me.
"Raven! Raven! Stop! Snap out of it!"
"Suddenly I couldn't remember what I was doing, "I'm, I'm s-s…" and then I feinted.
"Rae!" I heard him say just before everything went black.
I woke in my bed, and here I am now. Diary, I think I might be a…vampire. Why can't I just die? I'll write more later diary, sorry but – I have to go. Bye.