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Chapter 14

James POV

I sighed. For probably the billionth time that day. I couldn't understand. Why did Lily reject me? What did I do wrong? What was wrong with me? Questions flashed in my head, unanswered.

I've been moping these past few days away, in my room, kicking the wall and mumbling curses to myself. I skipped all my classes, after pretending to be sick so I could. I bought this pill at Zonko's joke shop that allows you to barf, which I used to pretend.

Remus and Sirius were very understanding. (Wow, Sirius understanding…hard to believe…) They comforted (well they tried to) me.

Sirius: Wazzup homey?

Me: Nothing…

Remus: You've got to snap out of it, James.

Me: No.

Remus: You can't do this to yourself for a girl.

Me: She's not just a girl. This one is special.

Remus: I understand. (He sighs after that) I know.

Sirius: Lookie guys! I'm growing a BEARD!!!

For the next week things were basically the same. When I see Lily, she's still good-natured, but I avoid her all the same.

Then I thought of something. If I can't have her, I'd have every other girl in this freaking school. I asked every girl I see out.

"Hey Samantha!"

-giggle-"Hey Jamsie!"

"Wanna go out with me?"

-blush-"Sure!"-giggle- Then she went running off to her friends.

At the date, I would keep thinking about how much better Lily is than this girl. I thought, 'If Lily can break my heart, I could break everyone else's heart.' I dumped every girl I went out with. One by one, I made them go off crying.

As I was kissing one girl before I dumped her, I saw out of the corner of my eye that Lily was standing there in the shadows. I saw tears going down her face, and she turned and ran away.

Why'd she cry? Didn't she hate me? I asked myself over and over again later that night. Lily hasn't come back yet. I got worried. I walked back and forth outside my room door, waiting for her to come back.

After a few hours, at like 2:00 in the morning, she came back. Her face was tear-streaked and her hair was all messed up. She was hiccupping slightly, and without even a glance at me, she walked silently into her room.

I became calm again, and I went back to sleep.

SIRIUS'S POV

I was actually worried about James. He always looks like he haven't slept fully in days, and he hasn't been eating well either.

My thoughts turned onto Leonardo. I saw him the other day with this unknown girl from Slytherin. It was not a pretty sight. I was just going into this room and I saw him. Doing something unappropriate. I quickly shut the door, sure that that image would be hard to forget.

Did Sharrie and Leonardo already break up? I asked her in the common room.

"Heya Sharrie."

"Hi Sirius."

"Sooo ummm… did you and my cousin break up?"

She answered. "No."

I gaped. "No?" I repeated dumbly.

"Nope. Still together."

So my cousin has been cheating on my girlfriend's friend eh?

"I saw him and this slytherin kissing."

She looked struck, then started laughing.

"Yeah right. Leo is nice."

"But I did!"

She turned all huffy. "I don't believe you." Then she walked away, scoffing.

Oh so I'm a liar eh? I shall somehow show Sharrie the real him, before Leonardo breaks her heart.

SHARRIE'S POV

I can't believe Sirius can even think about that. I mean, Leo's so nice and such a gentleman too.

Sure, sometimes Leo goes off, but he always just says that he has schoolwork to do, and I believe him completely.

But now that Sirius mentioned it, I got…suspicious. Maybe Leo WAS cheating on me. I shook the thought away. Nah. I know Leo. He wouldn't do that. Would he?

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