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My love for you can span the seas, but I can never have you.
How can frizzy red hair and mud colored eyes ever compare to sleek black locks and oriental eyes? But I love you more than her.
What can I do to make you see me as more than Ron's little sister? What lengths must I take to show you that I am my own individual?
I tried to get over you, started dating other people to distance myself from you. But every one had one of your characteristics. Corner played quiditch and Thomas a Gryffindor your age. All was only a part of the larger picture that I sought so avidly.
Sometimes I think that maybe, if I confess, you would see me as I really am. Then I see you look at her in the way I wished that you would look at me; with love. But do you love her; do you really find her constant tears a refreshing break from us? Tell me, I am capable of crying whenever I look at you. I am capable of weeping at a love lost. Perhaps it is worse because my love is alive.
I am one of the people closest to you, but I wish to be closer. I want to be the one you turn to when you need advice, to be the one whom you share your secrets with. I want to laugh with you when you're happy, to comfort you when you are sad. I want you to love me the way I love you.
Why do you torment my thoughts so? Why am I so obsessed with one that I can not have? Why can't you just let me be? Why is it that I do not know the answers to any of these?
I want to send this letter to you but my hands betray me. They reach not for the owl, but for the wand so that you can never see this letter, so I can throw it away like the hope that you would see me as more than a little girl with a crush. My fingers know that this letter could make me the happiest woman on earth, but it could also make me the saddest. My fingers are wiser than my heart. And so, before I burn this letter, I shall write this, in the hope that on some level you will hear me. I love you.
Ginny
I'm in two minds about this one. Do you think I should delete it???