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Note: This chapter is dedicated to you Jessica in honor of your Birthday!:) The song playing in this chapter is called "Crawling In The Dark"
Guardian Angel
Chapter #4: An Angels Pain
I will dedicate
And sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth
Of how my story's ending
I wearily opened my eyes. No urgent voices, no shooting pain, nothing.
Yet this didn't feel right…
I knew something was wrong, I just didn't know what.
"Good morning Brooklyn, I see you're awake and well" The doctor said coming in, looking a great deal calmer then yesterday.
And I wish I could know if the directions that I take
And all the choices that I make won't end up all for nothing
"Is something the matter?" The doctor asks me "You look fairly concerned"
"It's nothing" I say, putting on a fake smile.
"Well if you're sure…" The doctor said turning around, and leaving the room a little while later.
As soon as the door closes I try to search for you. I can't see you, but the worst is that I can't feel you. None of the comfort your presence gave me, but I know you were watching over me last night.
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
I look around the room. An outline is slowly coming into view.
It's you, I can tell, even though the outline is so faint.
My eyes widen in shock…
How could this have happened?!
Is there something more than what I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
I see you. Scars, blood, and slashes all over you.
I go over to you, you seem to be unconscious.
"Amaku, Amaku are you alright?" I ask urgently.
Your eyes open wearily, the haunted look is stronger then ever.
How could anything harm someone that's already dead?
Help me carry on
Assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes
To navigate the darkness
You stir slowly.
"Are you alright?" I ask.
"…No…Brooklyn, it was Boris…" You say wincing in pain.
"But how did he- when did you-?"
"He was somehow able to go into my previous life and injure me" You answer "there's no doubt about it, he's dead but still going"
Will the ending be ever coming suddenly?
Will I ever get to see the ending to my story?
You sit up, grasping your shoulder. I can see a deep slash going through it.
I feel a rush of hatred towards Boris.
"Damn him" I whisper angrily.
"Brooklyn…" you say to me quietly "He wants you dead…"
"I know, and I don't give a shit about it. He can kill me for all I care"
"Brooklyn!"
I sigh. "Sorry, I just got carried away…"
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
"I'm afraid I don't know how to stop him…" You say sadly.
"I'm not looking for a way to stop him, I'm looking for a way to destroy him"
"You can't destroy him. If he can penetrate me, then a living being won't stand a chance, I'm sorry Brooklyn, I failed you"
"Failed me?"
Is there something more than what I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
"I was supposed to protect you" you say to me "I was supposed to make sure you would make it out of the darkness alive. This wasn't how your life was meant to be"
I look down at the floor. I wasn't meant to get Zeus? I wasn't meant to destroy Boris's ambitions? I wasn't meant to join him in the first place?
"You're wrong"
"Brooklyn what are you-?"
"Everything that happened here was made by my decisions. Every choice has a consequence"
So when and how will I know?
How much further do I have to go?
How much longer until I finally know?
Because I'm looking and I just can't see what's in front of me
In front of me
"Amaku, I think I understand what you meant about losing everything" I say with a bitter smile "I have nothing, so why not let Boris kill me?"
"Brooklyn no! You can't!"
"I will. This is my own life, and my own path to go down. I will die"
SMACK!
You struck me on the face. For the first time, you hit me.
I was in shock, in disbelief.
"I already told you Brooklyn, you will not die, weather you like it or not!" You yell at me, the tears are back in your haunted eyes.
I touched the spot where you'd hit me, and look at you.
I see you drop your hand to your side.
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
"I-I'm sorry I just don't…" Your voice trails off.
"Don't be, I deserved it. Because of me, so many people are in pain, and you got hurt…"
I don't know why I said that, it just seemed true. It was my fault Amaku was hurt, and that Boris was after me. If I hadn't been weak and won the battle none of this would've happened…
"Amaku, I'm going to stay and wait for Boris, and nothing you say is going to stop me. One way or another, one of us will get revenge tonight"
"It's your decision Brooklyn, I'm going to stay here."
I nod steadily. Your eyes have the haunted look in them, and I wonder if mine do as well.
I feel warm arms encircle me. You give me a small hug, and vanish.
Is there something more than what I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
That night I keep my eyes open.
I'm waiting for you Boris; let's see who will gain vengance…
ENDChibi Amo: Grrr… BORIS! I MUST KILL HIM!
J-chan: We had a discussion about this on the phone a few days ago, let me explain in a flashback:
Jessica: I hate Boris so much! I feel like slapping him!
Amrit: Same here! Beat him into a bloody pulp and drag him down into some hole in the pits of hell where vultures shall gnaw on his discarded innards!!!!!!!!!!!
Jessica: … That's going a bit overboard…
Amrit: NO IT IS NOT! Wanna know why Boris is still alive? Heaven doesn't want him, hell's afraid he'll take over!
Jessica: AHAHAHAHAHA! GOOD ONE!
Amrit: ::Continues ranting::
End FlashbackJ-chan: So now you see… Amrit is a MAJOR Brooklyn fan
Chibi Amo: YEP! Anywhoo, please R&R!
Ja ne!!!!
Closing Quote: To the world you may be one person but to one person you're the world
-Chibi Amo
P.S To answer your question in "The Changes Life Brings" Evil-Kai-Girl, e-mail still won't work… --;;… Aw SCREW IT!