X-perimenting
By: Elims
Chapter 3:
Discovery
"So, you've come"
A soft voice filled the shower room... there was nobody else, just him and his "escort"
"Umm.... yeah"
He softly said something and then, from within the shadows, the other guy, this brunette who was looking at him appeared...
"umm... Listen... I... I'm just here for... I shouldn't be here you know... I better"
"Don't"
His thin companion hold his arm, and then looked at him
"I know you're nervous, since you're a newbie... I know that. Listen, I know what you want, I'm going to do it"
"No man! You don't know what I wa.."
The brunette placed his finger over Hunter's lips and he interrupted
"If I got a coin for every single person who comes asking for my services and said that.."
"Listen, I'm just here because I... I'm..."
"Hey blonde, listen, think carefully what you're going to say, organize yourself and stay calm, I'm not bitting you.... well, not now, but maybe later I'll do it if you ask me to"
"Look man, I..."
He stopped and took a deep breath, then he released his words...
"Listen, I've come here because I wanted to cancel this thing, I don't know If I'm ready to do it with somebody, I mean, I want to, but I don't know if I'm doing the right thing"
"Honey, this ain't anymore 'bout good or wrong decisions... this' about being good with yourself and feeling fine, this is about being yourself, honey"
"Stop doing this"
"Doing what?"
"I'm not your honey or your blonde, kay?"
The brunette just looked at him and then he sat on a bench...
"Listen, I'm just trying to figure out what I am... but I don't really know if I can... If I like dudes or gals or... I dunno... I'm just trying to look out for this and then I heard from some boys that you... well that you do this kind of stuff and I thought that maybe trying it would be fine, but then... I had this fighting with a friend of mine because I tried to talk with him about this, and I tried to... Man, I can't keep doing this"
"Here, come here"
The brunette, opened his arms asking for a hug
"Come here, hon... dude"
Hunter approached carefully, one step ar a time and then, when he was there, he layed his head on his shoulder, close to the ear of this brunette
"Look blonde, I know you're kind of messed up, and lot's of people who come to me are like you... y'know people always have this kind of stigmata against us"
"Stigmata?"
"Yes, I mean... it's like a taboo or something, and they try to pull us out of everywhere just because we're different, but y'know, everybody's different... I mean, they try to stick up to whatever is "right and moral" but the rightness and the moral changes by every culture you step on"
Hunter sighed while hearing his speech
"I know how you must feel... I felt that way myself, but grieving and thinking and trying to bring up what I am it's just and useless falacy... I mean, if you like boys go on, if you like girls go on, just don't harm the people who like what you don't, and if they do, be wise and listen for once to your heart, not what others want from you"
The blonde separated from the brunette and looked at his eyes, expecting something else from here... he was kinda confused because this guy, who looked to be very popular and easygoing, so airheaded and worried only of his looks could make something so deep...
"So, the big question is" He continued "What do you really want?"
"And that's my problem"
The brunette smiled to him and then placed his hand on his hair, played with it and then his hand stayed at his left shoulder...
"Man, your problem is only one, not knowing yourself, and I can help you out..."
And then he came closer to him, closer again... one feet, one inch, he pulled Hunter to him an opened his lips, he just kissed him softly and smoothly
Once he finished, he looked to the blonde, expecting the answer
"So...?"
"So, what?"
"So, What do you think about this? Did you enjoy it or did you not?"
"I... I don't know, it's my first make out with a boy and..."
"Is it different from the one you had with a girl?"
"No... not at all...."
"Did you enjoy it the same way?"
"I... I think so..."
"Are you feeling fine?"
"I... I... I dunno, I mean..."
The guy then stood up and walked to the door, then he said something to the blonde
"Think about it, and when you realize of it, come and look for me, I got another appointment so I must get going or else he's going to get mad..."
And as he walked off, the blonde stood up as well
"Umm... dude, I didn't catch up your name, you're...?"
"I tried to keep this as anonimous as posible, but in your case I can make an exception, since you're all good looking... my name's is Esteban Ramirez, but everyone calls me Steve..."
"Esteban... Steve... Dude, mine's Hunter, Hunter Bradley"
"A pleasure to meet you Mr. Bradley"