X-perimenting

By: Elims

Chapter 4:

Thinking

From Author: Sorry It took me so long to update but I've been busy with all that school stuff... anyway, here it is and enjoy it!!

The blonde guy was walking on the dark streets; those streets which took him to his home.

Once in there he threw his backpack to the couch and then he threw himself over his bed, his face facing the warm pillow and almost leading him to the dream world... then he started his daily summary

First he heard before about this guy who was the "escort" of most of the popular guys, with absolut discretion and total pleasure the guys came over to see him looking for his "services"... he heard it before and the he tought it was a good idea to do the same way...

Well, at least it was a good idea to try it out, because he wasn't even sure if he wanted to do it. Even before from all this messed up feellings he had a strange dream where he and a girl where talking in a bench, near a nice and warm park.

Then, all of sudden he was making out with this girl, who turned to embraced him... then it was a guy and then he was in the bed with a guy, hugging him...

What was that? A sign? A Dream? What does his mind try to tell him?

And so much more questions came out after he awaked in the midnight, full of sweat and so surprised about it... He went out to the fridge trying to look for some milk and when he was drinking some of it spilled from his mouth to his bare chest.

He came to his room again and he couldn't close his eyes. Was he gay? Was he trying to look for same sex experiences? What was that?

Since that night his mind never stopped thinking.... sure, he had some terrific girlfriend and some great girl made out with him pretty often, but somehow he turned them down pretty fast, not even a week they got... so his friends made some jokes about it, specially Dustin, his fellow.

In fact, some of his messed up ideas came from him... Dustin. Dustin in fact was an interesting topic for Hunter, since he saw him as his friend, but there was this something that made him think that he could trust him

Trust him in the way a girl does to a boy

Trust him in the way the lovers do

But somehow, he managed to pull back to the reality, where his fellow failed to him. It was clear that Dustin had some issues about guys liking other guys, and that was so cruel... specially when his best friend tried to talk with him about it...

But then, the doubts stroke again...

Will Dustin tell his other friends? Will he lose this precious friendship? Will they meet again and pretend nothing happened?

Something was for sure, nothing was going to be the same way than before...

Hunter changed his pose in th bed, and turned around to see the ceiling above his head... it was the same ceiling he had been watching for over a month since that stupid dream. Nobody else noticed it, only Dustin. Not even his brother noticed the slight changes in Hunter.

He started again thinking and as his thoughts flew aways and the dream wold came again to him, he started to realize what he wanted... the dreams told him the ultimate truth that he wanted to hear and something that he knew even from before...

One... two... six... six were the hours that passed by as he dreamed, and in his dream, Esteban was next to him, comforting him, wishing him, hearing him, teasing him, waiting for him, looking at him, kissing him and having it with him....

One... two... six... six were the numbers he tried to figure out when he woke up in the middle of the night... What were those numbers? Were did I left them?

And again, as he found them lying in the floor, he started to push them, one by one, one after the other, and the ringing began. Softly, somebody picked out the phone in the other side

And in mumblings he heard something that looked like a "hello" at the middle of the night...

"Hey... umm... Steve?"

"Yay" he grunted and then continued after a gasp "Who's this?"

"I-it's me... Hu-Hunter, remember"

"Yay"

"umm... I was thinking and then I thought that... well, y'know, about that..."

"Hey, blonde..." He yawned "Could this thing wait a little bit... y'know I'm a lil' bit tired and.." Again a yawn

"This'll be fast... look, I want to... well, y'know... I, I, I n-need so-something"

"Like what?"

"Li-Like... y'know, all that stuff ya do... y'know"

"Services? In the middle of the night?"

"umm... well If you ca-can't it'll be fi-fi-fine!"

He yawned and then he continued

"Yay... I'll be ther soon, just ell me where are you..."

"umm... actually... I was thinking if I could go to your home..."

"Dunno man... it's very late y'know"

"Ye-Yes, I know, but I..."

"'Kay... come over my place... Know where it is?"

"Yes... I-I'll be there in a minute"