(sheiva)
Man
I felt like shit. Jason had runaway from home to get me and all I
could think about was the fact that he betrayed me. I felt like a
greedy wolf child, the ones who got to eat before everyone else did.
I took what I pleased and left little behind. Even though I felt mad
at myself for treating Jason like crap I couldn't bring myself to
apologize to him. I guess I was still a little mad at him, which made
me mad at myself. I looked over towards Jason; he was looking
forward, focusing on something. His eyes turned an emerald color and
shone brightly his lips twitched. He looked towards me and I saw
understanding on his face, but I also thought I saw a look of pain,
regret, anger. The look disappeared quickly as if it hadn't
existed.
" Look" Jason said pointing forward towards the
sun.
I turned and saw the sun, I gasped. It was beautiful. I ran
words through my head to describe what I was seeing. The sun was
dipping downwards. It kind of made me think of dipping Oreo's into
a glass of milk. I looked towards Jason who was looking at me.
"
Jason… I…I shouldn't have acted the way I did I'm sorry" I
heard myself saying. My voice sounded weird to my ears as Jason
leaned closer, I leaned in. Are lips were a breath away. This was
going to be it. My first kiss. I closed my eyes. I could feel Jason's
breath on my face. It was warm but cool; it sent shivers done my
spine. Are lips were just touching when, a car honked it's horn at
us. I sighed miserably I was so close. I looked around us to see why
he would interrupt a moment like this. I looked up and noticed we
were on his driveway. I sighed again and started to move forward. I
put my arm around Jason's waist and leaned in to him. I was
surprised to find him stiff. As soon as I looked at him he smiled and
put his arm around my shoulder. He pretended he wasn't stiff. I
thought of all kind of reasons why he would be stiff. While I was
thinking of why he would be so stiff he started to hum. I listened to
see if I could recognize it. I couldn't disappointed in myself I
brung myself to ask him.
" What you humming?" I asked a bit
nervously, I wondered if he could tell.
" I thought you would
recognize it.
It's the song from your cd!" He laughed
softly.
"Oh" I sighed. It wasn't the answer I thought I
would get.
I felt my thought closing from the inside. Oh no not
this again. Not now. I started to struggle for air. I told myself in,
out, in, out. It was no use. I started to panic. The pain in my chest
made me come to a stop. Jason was still walking with his arm on my
shoulder. He pushed me over by accident. As the ground came closer
and closer to me I thought I was going to die. I landed on my chest.
It let the air out but no air would come in. Suddenly I became cold
so cold I was shivering and then I couldn't feel anything but pain.
Jason squatted beside.
" What's wrong?" He asked bitterly. I
guess he was in as much shock as I had been the first time.
I
wanted to answer him but my thought wasn't working. Neither was my
heart apparently. I saw him and then I saw nothing.
(Jason)
I
was squatting by Sheiva in the snow. I thought she had fainted
because of shock or something. Then I realized pain was written all
over her face. I wondered what was wrong. I began to check for broken
bones. I came up with the total of zero. I looked at her boobs
decided now was a good time since she wouldn't catch me. I slid
towards her. I reached my hand to her belly. I was about to put my
hand up her shirt when I realized something was wrong. Deadly wrong.
Sheiva wasn't breathing.
" I looked at the man who had pulled
his car in the driveway.
" She isn't breathing," I yelled at
him in desperation. He shook his head and muttered something about
kids these days. I looked down the street and saw a woman holding a
baby. She bound to know CPR.
" She isn't breathing," I
yelled to her.
S he looked at me and the girl at my feet, she
hurried over and practilly threw her baby into my arms.
The man I
had yelled to first came out to retrieve his newspaper and saw the
lady doing CPR to Sheiva. He ran over and apologized.
Sheiva
opened her green eyes and gasped for air. It came in so fast she
nearly started choking on it. Once her breathing became normal she
looked at the lady and the man.
" Do any of you see a boy named
Jason?" She asked bitterly, I guess she was momentarily thinking I
had ran away on her.
" I'm here" I sighed sitting beside
her, then realizing I shouldn't have the ground was wet and
cold.
(Sheiva)
Man when Jason told me how, or what happened
I cried. Not against him though cause I was scared of him being stiff
again.
LATER…………..
We got moving faster
then I imagined possible. I felt my muscles clench and tighten every
time I took another step. I looked over to Jason.
" Can we rest
a moment?" I asked looking at a rock by a creek.
" Yeah" He
sighed.
I pointed to the rock. We moved toward it I was slow Jason
was even slower. I sat on it before he could. He got mad, fake rage I
mean. He picked me up sat down and put me on his lap. I looked at
him, his lips. I looked up to his eyes they were studying me
intently. I looked back at his lips and grinned. I knew what to do. I
looked at his eyes just in time to see them leave my lips.
"
Give me a kiss," I whispered. This shocked me a bit, but I liked
it.
"Why?" Jason asked leaning closer.
" Cause I want you
to, and you want to too," I answered leaning in.
" Oh" he
said leaning even closer.
" Don't try to hide it from me I can
see it" I smiled leaning in.
" If you say so," He answered.
He was so close I could fell his breathe coming on to my face. I
closed my eyes as are lips met. When we broke a part he was grinning
stupidly, I guess I was grinning stupidly to cause we both started to
laughing. I looked towards the creek. To reach the creek you had to
go down a steep hill. Jason looked at me, I looked at him and we
started laughing again. Jason's knee hit my knee, which made me
fall over. Soon I found myself rolling down the steep hill towards
the river. As I hit it I shivered it was cold. I looked up the hill
to see Jason running down it. He tripped and fell right beside me.
He
put his arm around me. I sighed.
" Your all dirty" I told
him.
He looked down at himself and started to move his arm from my
shoulder.
" Stay still" I hissed.
He looked at me like I
was crazy.
" I never got to kiss you back," I whispered
leaning towards him.
He was to high up I would have to ask him to
bend towards me. I was about to tell him when he did. I kissed hi
long and hard. I felt electric shocks through out my whole body. We
broke a part and grinned. This time not as stupidly.
We got up and
realized we better keep walking or before we knew it we would be wolf
prey.
