Thoughts of the Conspiring
AN: Hey all! I promised an update soon!
Is this soon enough for you?
Responses to reviews at the end of the chapter, which is rather short, 535 words.
Sorry to get your hopes up, but I wanted to respond to all of your lovely reviews.
I don't own Harry Potter.
Legalities done, you can read now.
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Harry POV
Hermione is right. I've been swearing too damned much. Well I've been swearing too much aloud. I've never sworn aloud before. Got thrown in the damned cupboard for a week for every cuss word that passed my lips. Merlin knows that I haven't tried to fucking swear aloud since Vernon didn't feed me for that week after I called him a bastard when I was ten. Well he fucking was a bastard! He was fucking hitting me because his precious Duddy-kins finally got caught punching some kid. Said I did something 'freaky' to his son. Too bad it was his own fucking genes that made his son look and act like an animal.
I have to tone down my swearing in any case. They'll be asking me what the hell is the matter every five minutes if I keep doing that, and that won't do if I'm trying to convince them I'm fucking okay.
Of course, Hermione is too damned perceptive. Must be from being a know-it-all outcast for the majority of her life. Nothing for her to do but watch people and read. I have to distance myself from her. That fight certainly helped. Now if I can maintain a level of annoyance. Shouldn't be too ruddy difficult.
I suppose I have to be more respectful to the bloody authority figures again. Damn it. I was finally telling them exactly what the hell I was thinking of them and it released some of my anger. All well, I'd rather be an angry psychotic person than a damned locked up one.
Damn it all to hell! That means I probably have to listen to Lupin! At least he had the decency to leave when I was trying to drive him off. And Merlin knows I need to get rid of 'familiar ties.' Dear old Bastamort would go after them. Just like he fucking used Sirius against me. I can't believe I've killed so many fucking people and I'm not even of-bloody-age yet! Mum, Dad, Sirius... Cedric... damn... I killed Quirrel too! It was my damned touch that kept him from cursing me but it also burned him. He bleeding disintegrated because of my damned hands!
Oh let us not forget all the people I've nearly killed! Ron, Hermione, Luna, Ginny, Neville, not to mention about half of the damned Order.
Damn... I almost got Neville killed. He's the one that can get us out of this mess. Not me. Not me. It can't be me who is in the prophecy. All I do is get people killed. Neville, he's ruddy good at Herbology and everyone knows that to be good in Herbology you need to make things LIVE, not die. I'm horrible in Herbology. How am I supposed to save the damned world if all I do is kill things? Its definitely Neville who will win the war for the light side.
Maybe Neville will finally get past his insecurities. He'll be able to kill Dear Old Voldie then. Yes. Neville will get past his insecurities and save people by saving lives and I'll save people in my own way as soon as I can convince the damned authority figures that I'm 'alright.'
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AN:
Here are the responses to your lovely reviews (can you tell I love reviews? I keep calling them 'lovely'):
Harry Fan: I don't know if I'll put any romance in it. I'm not too good at writing romance, but it seems to seep into my stories anyway. BTW... H/H Rocks! But that doesn't necessarily mean I'm going to write it into the fic.
Serpent of Light: Well Hermione's already worried about the validy of Harry's story and Harry acting so radically different now that he's awake, something had to come out... And as for Harry having a dirty mouth, pent up emotions could be a cause... :) His mouth won't totally disappear after this chapter though.
athenakitty: I hoped that when you previously reviewed this story the question thing was just a hyper stunt... I've pulled enough of them... All well, at least you reviewed! Yeah... Harry's a tad surprized about Dumbledore's appologizing, and mad isn't quite what Harry is dealing with... but it certainly seems to be coming out that way isn't it?
Padawan Jan-AQ: I've updated in a week! SEE???? *points proudly to the date*
Pip3: Stupid? You really think so? Well... I guess her reaction could be classified as stupid... but is Hermione all that stupid??? Just some food for thought.
Agnei Smith: I'm glad you like my story!
katedidnt: No you may not wash Harry's mouth out with some really strong soap. He might need his mouth in the future... But I agree... Harry does seem to be in need of some soap for his mouth...
Next chapter should be up soon... I'd say around a week.
Please REVIEW!!!
AN: Hey all! I promised an update soon!
Is this soon enough for you?
Responses to reviews at the end of the chapter, which is rather short, 535 words.
Sorry to get your hopes up, but I wanted to respond to all of your lovely reviews.
I don't own Harry Potter.
Legalities done, you can read now.
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V
Harry POV
Hermione is right. I've been swearing too damned much. Well I've been swearing too much aloud. I've never sworn aloud before. Got thrown in the damned cupboard for a week for every cuss word that passed my lips. Merlin knows that I haven't tried to fucking swear aloud since Vernon didn't feed me for that week after I called him a bastard when I was ten. Well he fucking was a bastard! He was fucking hitting me because his precious Duddy-kins finally got caught punching some kid. Said I did something 'freaky' to his son. Too bad it was his own fucking genes that made his son look and act like an animal.
I have to tone down my swearing in any case. They'll be asking me what the hell is the matter every five minutes if I keep doing that, and that won't do if I'm trying to convince them I'm fucking okay.
Of course, Hermione is too damned perceptive. Must be from being a know-it-all outcast for the majority of her life. Nothing for her to do but watch people and read. I have to distance myself from her. That fight certainly helped. Now if I can maintain a level of annoyance. Shouldn't be too ruddy difficult.
I suppose I have to be more respectful to the bloody authority figures again. Damn it. I was finally telling them exactly what the hell I was thinking of them and it released some of my anger. All well, I'd rather be an angry psychotic person than a damned locked up one.
Damn it all to hell! That means I probably have to listen to Lupin! At least he had the decency to leave when I was trying to drive him off. And Merlin knows I need to get rid of 'familiar ties.' Dear old Bastamort would go after them. Just like he fucking used Sirius against me. I can't believe I've killed so many fucking people and I'm not even of-bloody-age yet! Mum, Dad, Sirius... Cedric... damn... I killed Quirrel too! It was my damned touch that kept him from cursing me but it also burned him. He bleeding disintegrated because of my damned hands!
Oh let us not forget all the people I've nearly killed! Ron, Hermione, Luna, Ginny, Neville, not to mention about half of the damned Order.
Damn... I almost got Neville killed. He's the one that can get us out of this mess. Not me. Not me. It can't be me who is in the prophecy. All I do is get people killed. Neville, he's ruddy good at Herbology and everyone knows that to be good in Herbology you need to make things LIVE, not die. I'm horrible in Herbology. How am I supposed to save the damned world if all I do is kill things? Its definitely Neville who will win the war for the light side.
Maybe Neville will finally get past his insecurities. He'll be able to kill Dear Old Voldie then. Yes. Neville will get past his insecurities and save people by saving lives and I'll save people in my own way as soon as I can convince the damned authority figures that I'm 'alright.'
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AN:
Here are the responses to your lovely reviews (can you tell I love reviews? I keep calling them 'lovely'):
Harry Fan: I don't know if I'll put any romance in it. I'm not too good at writing romance, but it seems to seep into my stories anyway. BTW... H/H Rocks! But that doesn't necessarily mean I'm going to write it into the fic.
Serpent of Light: Well Hermione's already worried about the validy of Harry's story and Harry acting so radically different now that he's awake, something had to come out... And as for Harry having a dirty mouth, pent up emotions could be a cause... :) His mouth won't totally disappear after this chapter though.
athenakitty: I hoped that when you previously reviewed this story the question thing was just a hyper stunt... I've pulled enough of them... All well, at least you reviewed! Yeah... Harry's a tad surprized about Dumbledore's appologizing, and mad isn't quite what Harry is dealing with... but it certainly seems to be coming out that way isn't it?
Padawan Jan-AQ: I've updated in a week! SEE???? *points proudly to the date*
Pip3: Stupid? You really think so? Well... I guess her reaction could be classified as stupid... but is Hermione all that stupid??? Just some food for thought.
Agnei Smith: I'm glad you like my story!
katedidnt: No you may not wash Harry's mouth out with some really strong soap. He might need his mouth in the future... But I agree... Harry does seem to be in need of some soap for his mouth...
Next chapter should be up soon... I'd say around a week.
Please REVIEW!!!