Title: No one ever said love was easy-Chapter four: Starfire's lost

Disclaimer: no, I do not own teen titans. The only thing that's mine is the plot.

Second Disclaimer: this is about a relationship between two gals. Just thought I'd warn ya….

On to the story!

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"Oh Raven….."

"Oh Beast Boy……."

Her eyes shot open as she pulled herself up out of bed. Her clock read twelve-oh-five a.m. and she had only gotten two hours of sleep in the last two days. Yet none of that bothered her. Not since raven and beast boy had made love to each other.

Raven's room was a few doors away from hers, making the love sounds not too hard to hear. And the worse part was, they were doing it again tonight! Starfire bit her lip as she heard raven moan once again out of pleasure and then again as she heard Beast Boy call out her name.

It was like Beast Boy was doing this just to torture her and it was working all to well. Another turn as she heard another moan coming from their room a few doors down. Why? Why didn't Raven like her?! She was pretty wasn't she? Starfire sighed as she caught a glimpse in the mirror.

Her face had taken on a blank look. Her eyes no longer shined like the moon on a cloudless night. She no longer smiled with ever breath she took. She felt nothing anymore. Nothing except……heartbroken and betrayed. She glared at the wall as she heard another moan escape Raven's lips.

She couldn't take it anymore! If she heard either of them moan one more time, it'd be sure to kill her. Sighing, she made her way out of the covers and started to fly out of her--

BAM!

Starfire slowly picked herself off the floor and looked around her bedroom. There was no one in her room, so no one was there to attack her, unless……….

She tried again, leaping up in the air and gritting her teeth as she crashed to the floor again.

After three more tries, and two new bruises, nothing had changed. She had even tried to summon a starbolt in between tries and failed. It had just fallen to the floor and went out with a hiss.

It was official. She couldn't fight or fly. To fly, she needed to feel happiness and to produce starbolts, she needed to feel anger, and right now, she didn't feel either. The only thing that had kept her from fading from existence was the fact that Raven hadn't……done what she did tonight.

But tonight she had, and that was almost too much for poor Starfire. It was like the straw that broke the camels back, or so to speak. That night, the last flame of hope that flickered dimly in her eyes went out like a light bulb. Starfire held her head in her hands.

Had she really thought that Raven and she'd have a chance together? Starfire bit her lip softly to stifle her cries as the tears came out of her eyes. "I just…..I really wanted to be her first….."

Yet she didn't see the pair of robotic eyes that watched her from a few miles away from the tower.

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Next chapy-slade goes after starfire and raven takes notice of Starfire's changes….

So how'd yall like it? It was very difficult for me to right. Very difficult. I had a hard time coming up with the plot….but it's done! I'd better stop talking and start writing the next chapter!

Sabrinaw226