Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha and co.!!! I only own my writing technique, OC's, and plots!!

Warning: This story contains lemony yaoi content and hints of masturbation(if you do not prefer yaoi male/male then do not read any further!!) I will put up a notice when it starts.

A/N: This is dedicated to Tara because i had forgotten my idea that i gave her five minutes after I had forgotten it!! This one is for you Tara (it's got your favorite.. Kouga)!!

Title: I'll Be Missing You
Pairing: Sesshoumaru-Sesshoumaru/Sesshoumaru-Kouga
By: Sweet Raptured Light
Date: 1/22/05

His lover hadn't even been gone for two days and already his missed him. 'He'll be back at the end of the week,' Sesshoumaru told himself. But it was Sunday and he still had six and a half days left for Kouga to come back.

He couldn't wait that long! Though sometimes Kouga would play the dominant one, Sesshoumaru was the master in the S&M relationship. He needed Kouga. The taiyoukai wasn't the type to be disloyal to his mate. No, he would be on his honor while Kouga was away taking care of his lands, though he was now Lady of the West; he was still Lord of the East.

"Oh Kouga, you should have let me come with you!" he said allowed. He was certainly horny right now, but he restrained himself from going out in the hall and grabbing a wench. No he wouldn't do that to Kouga.

Oh Kouga, indeed. Sesshoumaru went to lay down on the futon. He closed his eyes right when his head hit the pillow. Of course he wouldn't sleep the day away because that wouldn't help; in the morning he would still be missing his dear mate.

He slipped his hand down his pants and curled his long luscious fingers around his length as he envisioned the wolf youkai on the night they met.

Dream Sequence:

A pack of wolves had been running through the forest, their leader injured. He was the strongest in the Eastern Lands even without the help of the jewel shards. Ever since Kagome took them, he always lacked that boost of energy he had before. That was the flaw that signified his demise.

The wolves raced back to the cave. Everyone was out on the hunt, except for those who were injured. They looked in the cave, no one of much help, except for the latter. They explained to them the situation.

"Well, go find the others. I would help if I could but you know how the shaman gets when an injured tries to leave," one young boy said. The wolves just whined and left to go find some of their comrades. The stopped a few times to howl to them, but they were to far away to be able to get to them before they had to howl again.

While this was going on Sesshoumaru had been walking around his lands when he smelt the blood. Wolf blood. The wolf Lord, damn him. He was already going through heat and had left his castle. He was too fed up with the other lords to think about relieving himself. But the blood sent him over the edge. He ran towards it, savoring the coppery smell as it burned in his nose. He etched in his mind the smell forever, and a brief sketch of the wolf till he found him. Lying on the ground, his limbs all tangled together, in a pool of his own red ooze. What had happened? He was rumored to be strong.

'Must have lost his jewel shards,' the taiyoukai thought. He scooped up the young wolf and ran back to his castle. By the time the wolves came back, the faint scent of The Lord of the West and their own Lord were fading.

When he got back to the castle, he gently handed Kouga to one of his servants.

"Be gentle with him. Take care of his wounds and after chain him to the futon in the room next to mine," he ordered as he headed up the stairs. The servant bowed and headed to the East wing where the infirmary was.

The taiyoukai waited for what felt like hours, which in reality was only 20 minutes. He heard a knock on his door, soft and meek. He opened it and there stood the female servant he had handed the wolf lord to. She was beautiful; her hair was bright red which had neko youkai ears protruding from there, and her bright blue-green eyes were brought out by her blushing. It made her look so innocent, but he had bedded her many times in the past when he was in heat. He didn't love her, no. Though she could be a decent mother for his pups, his heart was for another, but how she had loved him.

He softly beckoned what she wanted.

"Your guest is in bed. Chained, how you wanted," she informed him. How she loved him.

"Very good Mayuko, you may go now," he told her, she bowed and turned to leave, "Wait," he said to her. Why not give her something in return for all those nights when he was in heat? He grabbed her chin and fiercely kissed her in thanks. She understood and was left heart broken. Sesshoumaru didn't care, he then went straight to his waiting slave.

Kouga shook his head. He had woken up with a splitting head ache. And why couldn't he move his arms? They were crossed over his head and bound by something cold. A metal perhaps. He had remembered hearing a faint voice whisper to him, well maybe not to him, but it was concerning him and he still heard it.

"You're so lucky Milady; I was hoping I could be the lady and mother his pups. But you beat me to it." She laughed, "Since you are male, you can't bear pups, oh please choose me when you two are looking for children," she had hoped he heard her, but to no avail she couldn't see any indication. That was when Mayuko left to go inform her Lord Sesshoumaru his guest was ready.

Kouga opened his eyes. What was this about? He could smell his own blood and couldn't very much remember what had happened, he must have passed out. He heard the door squeak as it was opened, and in stepped Lord Sesshoumaru himself. Kouga quickly shut his eyes and waited for what was to come. He had a vague idea of why he was here; he could smell the spicy scent that swirled around Sesshoumaru's aura, the smell that indicated he was in heat.

"I know you're awake, now open your eyes," Sesshoumaru said calmly. When Kouga did open his eyes he saw Sesshoumaru sitting with his back to him. The taiyoukai's back was rigid as he sat up straight, controlling himself, holding back. Kouga had a hint of what was going to happen, he had to admit, he was kind of anxious. He had always admired The Lord of the West from a far. He knew this was a forbidden love. He was a lord, but not as powerful as Sesshoumaru, so if others found out, Sesshoumaru could shun him, and he would be mocked. But, oh this was a great turn of events! Sesshoumaru was attracted to him as well! And what the girl had said was it true?

"What do you want from me?" he uttered in his jack-ass way. He tried to mock him, to make him angry.

"I wouldn't speak so high of yourself when you are chained to the bed," Sesshoumaru smirked, but Kouga didn't see it. He licked his lips; he would make his move soon. He could barely wait any longer. The scent of the young wolf lord's blood and arousal spiking was enough to drive anyone else insane five minutes ago.

"You know what I want," he turned his head, and Kouga saw his eyes were turning crimson with a hint of lustfulness in them. Was this really what he wanted? Was Sesshoumaru going to be gentle with him, or rape him mercilessly?

Lemon Begins Here!! It goes till the end!!

The taiyoukai smelt the falter in the arousal and knew this was time to make his move. As quick as a flash of light he had Kouga's clothes off and was on all fours on top of him. He leaned his head down and trailed his tongue up Kouga's neck and jaw line. He whispered over his ear and his breathe caressed the skin, making Kouga shiver underneath him.

"I know you want me too, don't you?" he kissed down Kouga's jaw once more and now he was suckling the nape of his neck. Kouga moaned an inaudible yes and arched his chest into Sesshoumaru's, his skin begging for more attention.

Sesshoumaru took the hint and kissed up and down the wolf's chest. He lingered at the naval and stuck his tongue in to tease Kouga, causing him to whimper against his own will. Sesshoumaru got further down and stopped just a hair's length away from Kouga's manhood. He caressed it with his breath and kissed the inner thigh, making Kouga more erect and hurting.

"Turn over so your chains aren't crossed," he leaned up and knelt on the bed, watching Kouga turn over gracefully. He ran his hands up his legs, the muscles twitching underneath. Sesshoumaru grabbed his firm butt and slid his hands up Kouga's sides. He kissed up Kouga's spine until he reached the back of his neck. He pulled away and heard Kouga whimper in protest. He proceeded to remove his clothing and followed the same procedure. His hands rested on Kouga's hips as he positioned himself.

Before he thrust into the wolf Kouga thrust back onto him. The wolf winced once and sucked in his breath. Sesshoumaru brought his hand down to Kouga's erection and started to stroke up and down. Sesshoumaru started a soft motion as his other hand trailed up to Kouga's shoulder and neck, softly caressing him down.

The taiyoukai sped up his thrusting when he heard the young lord slip a moan passed his lips. He brought his free hand slowly down Kouga's arm and intertwined their fingers. Sesshoumaru brought his head down to the nape of his neck and traced his tongue along the skin. He thrust one last time into Kouga as his hot seed poured into him. Seconds later he felt the sticky substance on his hand. He bit down on the nape of Kouga's neck and pulled out of him as he laid underneath the young lord to lap at the blood.

Kouga marked him as well and after, Sesshoumaru took out his youki whip and got rid of the chains. He picked up his mate and walked out into the hallway to his own room, still clad in his nakedness and a nice sheen of sweat.

End Dream Sequence

Sesshoumaru felt himself cum inside his pants and exhaled a long shudder. Maybe he wouldn't miss his dear, sweet Kouga as much as he thought. There were alternatives until he came back.

"And when he does come back, I'll show him how much I've missed him," he said allowed as he went to change for bed.

A/N: Hello! This is the second of four ideas for my new years resolution of yummy yaoi stories!!! The next pairing I will be working on is Inu-Kouga. I hope you liked this story!! It is also a one shot.. I am adding two more yaoi fic ideas, tho they are for harry potter, I am going to post them here. The pairings for the two new ideas are: Fred/George, and Malfoy/Snape... hehe, yes, I am very much more perverted when it comes to yaoi.. heh.

Please read and review! And if you have any ideas/pairings that you would like me to write about, just tell me in a review!! I'll give you credit!!! Well, thank you and I'm gonna go now!!

Ja Ne!
---Sweet Raptured Light