My Light

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Author's Note: I had severe writer's block with this story. I hope you guys like this chapter. Sadly I'm going to do this chapter and an epilogue. Sorry! And thanks to Breakthefloor22 for all of the encouragement and reminders to write.

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"One more push Sam." I have no feeling on my hand anymore. It's extremely white but I'm watching my daughter come into this world!

"Do your doing great Sam." I kissed her head as she squeezed my hand again.

"Touch me again Luka and I'll…I'll hurt you!" I knew she doesn't mean it but it still hurts. The contraction ended and Sam's head fell back onto the pillow.

"Your doing great Sam." I told her. She looked up at me with pleading eyes.

"Make it stop Luka. Please I can't do it anymore. It hurts too much."

"I know Sam. I would do this for you but I can't."

"Okay Sam time to push." A groan escaped from her throat and she grabbed my hand again.

"I forgot how much this hurt!" She screamed bloody murder and it felt like my ear drums were going to bust.

"I see the head Sam. There are the shoulders. Okay, stop pushing." I watched her slide into the world and a new wave of emotions came over me. The same ones I felt when my children where born. She was so beautiful and I waited for the cries but they didn't come. She was immediately handed to the nurse for the ICU. They have to be present at every birth in case this happens.

"Luka what's wrong? Why isn't she crying?" Tears started to roll down her face. I stood there and watched them bag her. Suddenly a loud cry was heard throughout the room. I smiled and looked back at Sam. The look on her face is unforgettable. The nurse wrapped her up and handed her to me. I carried her over to Sam and handed her to her. "Hi sweetheart I'm your mommy. And this is your daddy."

"What's her name Sam?" I never took my eyes off of her.

"Lucille. It means Light and so does Luka." Lucille.

"Lucille what?"

"You pick."

"Lucille Samantha Kovac." Sam smiled at me. . I kissed her. Lucille Samantha. My little girl. My Lucille. My light.