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Chapter 3.

Olivia woke up to the pain of a seat belt digging into her bare skin. She opened her eyes slowly and blinked against the harsh morning light. Once her eyes opened, she glanced down at her body. She was completely nude, and her belly had some sticky substance on it. She didn't know what happened or who might have happened.

All she knew was that she didn't remember if she had sex with someone, why she was naked and sleeping in the back of her SUV, and that between her legs was incredibly sore.

"What happened?" Olivia whimpered to herself.

Olivia drove herself to the nearest hospital. If she had blacked out, she knew something had happened. Maybe someone drugged her and raped her. The moment that thought crossed her mind, all she could think about was that it happened again. Someone used her and she didn't get to fight for herself.

"Uh, I'm Olivia Benson… can someone help me?" Olivia asked, as she glanced down at the same dress she had worn to the party the night before.

"Captain Benson? Are you okay?" a familiar nurse asked, as she turned to face Olivia. Olivia grabbed onto the edge of the counter, as tears burned her blood shot eyes.

"I need someone to perform a rape kit… I need a complete blood panel and an internal exam. Please," Olivia whispered. Usually she was on the other side of things. Usually she was the one to hold a victim's hand as they got the exam.

"Captain-"

"I believe that I was attacked last night, and I don't know by who… I just know that I woke up naked in my car, and I'm so sore," Olivia whimpered, as she shifted back and forth. She was so sore, and all she wanted was to know what happened and who caused this pain.

"It's okay, Captain. Come with me, I'll take care of you," The nurse said with a weak smile.

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Olivia thought about the exam as she drove home. The nurse had found semen inside of her, on her thighs, and on her belly. She found dried saliva all over her body, and a low amount of GHB.

Now she knew that she had been drugged, but also raped. Or maybe she wasn't raped, since she couldn't remember. Maybe she finally let her hair down and did something crazy for once. There wasn't anything crazier than having sex in a car with someone she may barely know.

All Olivia needed was to have faith in the world she worked in, and that the medicine she took would prevent STDs and pregnancy.

The question remained: Who would drug her? That makes absolutely no sense.

Olivia arrived at her apartment, and could not be more thankful that her apartment building had an elevator. After the exam and her attack, she could barely walk up the front steps without crying out. She quietly unlocked her door and took a slow breath before opening it. Inside, Noah and Lucy were sitting together and watching some cartoon on the living room TV.

"Mom? I thought you were still sleeping!" Noah spoke, once he heard his mother move into the apartment. Olivia bit her lip as she tried to figure out what to say.

"Hey, sweet boy… I got a little drunk last night so I stayed with Amanda… why don't you get back to your show? I am going to take a shower," Olivia breathed, her voice strained. Noah jumped to his feet and ran to his mother.

He gave her a tight hug, his head resting against her side. The moment they parted, Olivia took off her heels and walked into her bedroom.

"Liv, are you okay?" Lucy asked, stopping Olivia before she could close the bedroom door.

Olivia turned to face Lucy and shook her head slightly.

"Thank you for watching him, Lucy. If you'd like to leave, he'll be fine until I'm done with my shower."

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Standing under the hot water of her shower helped to ease the ache in her body. She took her time and used all of her favorite showering items to hopefully feel more normal. This shower made her feel like she was in control of herself for the moment, since in a few days she may not feel normal ever again.

As the hot water rain down her back, she replayed the night. However she couldn't remember anything past the last drink that Elliot had handed her. Everyone was fine, and she was drinking a beer. She knew that Elliot would drug her, but what if someone else had?

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He had a hard time remembering what happened after the party. All he knew was that he woke up in the back of Olivia's SUV, and her body was beneath his. The sun had just started to rise, and he couldn't believe that he was naked and pressed up against his friend's naked body.

He didn't know what happened, especially since half of the night seemed to be a blur. He slowly reached down and grabbed his pants and tugged them into place as he tried to not wake Olivia. He felt so guilty for having slept with her, so he climbed out of the back seat without even trying to explain the situation to Olivia.

He didn't know why, but he had this feeling in his gut that something went wrong last night. That something caused him to sleep with Olivia, when sleeping with her had barely crossed his mind before. To ensure that he didn't sleep with Olivia just because, he decided he needed to have a drug test. He needed to know something, since he couldn't remember what happened.

Until he knew something else, he was going to keep his mouth shut. The last thing he needed to do was bring this up to Olivia and ruin more than one relationship.

TBC?