Do I tell Cal that I was in love with his half brother? Or that I killed him? Or should I just make it up?

"Morgan? Are you going to tell me?" I decided to go with truth. No matter how much it hurt him.

"Well, it started when I was 16, but that's only when you came to Widow's Vale. You came with your mother Selene Belltower. You didn't come with Hunter or Sky. You hated him because he was what your father left you for. You started a group of us into Wicca and we started a coven..." I told him everything that had happened in the past year. I had left all the bits out about me and Hunter. I thought I would tell him at the end. He looked so hurt by all this. "Cal, I'm so sorry!" It was an understatement. I didn't want to hurt him like this.

"Why, it wasn't like you made it up. It was a dream. And you love me now, don't you?" He asked that as if I was going to say yes immediately. He needed to know about Hunter.

"Actually Cal..."

"What, you're leaving me for someone in your dream. Because you had a dream about things that are not real that you don't love me anymore. Is that it?"

"Actually Cal I was going to tell you about Hunter in my dream." He calmed down by the name if his brother but seemed really tense as if he knew what I was going to say. "Hunter and I were dating in it and we were truly in love. I don't remember about here. We might have been, but I have really deep feelings for Hunter. I'm sorry if that hurts you. I really don't want to hurt anyone." I said before I started to cry. Cal took me in his arms and calmed me down.

"I'm so sorry Cal," was all I was able to say while crying. I repeated it over and over again.

"Morgan, it's alright. I'm not hurt." I didn't believe what he was saying. "Morgan, I knew that you had feelings for Hunter like he had for you. I prayed that your feelings for mine were stronger but I imagined they weren't. I thought that maybe when you woke up from the coma these feelings would just vanish, but I was just wishing. I would love to be friends with you Morgan, even if I can't have you?"

"Yes, I would love that more than anything." I said hugging him tighter. He stroked my hair like Hunter did. Just then the doctors walked in crashing our perfect fairytale moment. They needed to take the tests now. Cal kissed my forehead and left me with the doctors. This was great. I was with Hunter but friends with Cal. I wasn't adopted and wasn't involved with Wicca. But the last one gave off mixed feelings. I loved doing magick and all the friends I made from it. What weren't so wonderful were all the problems that arose from having such power. People wanting to kill you, take your powers, or just turn you evil. Maybe it would be better if I were dead on the other side. I could lead a normal life here and save Hunter from me and what can with me. I could save lives by dying. Ironic almost. If I die, others live. So what was more important? Hunter and Wicca or Hunter and Cal?

When the needle was stuck into me for my blood test my head hurt because of all these decisions. I went black then was in Hunters bed with Hunter covering my hand. I reached up with my other hand and touched his check. He put his hand on mine and managed a weak smile. Would the other Hunter and I be this close? Would Hunter just be another boyfriend or would he be my soul mate? I suddenly realised my hand hurt. I took it out of hunters grip and took my other hand from his check when I saw what it was. My hand had a scar right across the palm that I didn't remember getting.

"Hunter," I said while sitting up. "What's this?" I asked him. I was panicking. Was this one of the side affects of the Athame of Maliculum?

"Shh. Alyce needed some of your blood for the cure but you were asleep. They didn't know when you would wake up again so they took it when you were sleeping." Most of that was true but I know that when he said when I would wake up, he meant if I would wake up. I wasn't able to process this. I was really dying. Leaving this world and everyone in it for a new one. I couldn't go into the other world. I wanted to stay here. This was the real world, no matter how unreal it was sometimes.

"I don't want to die Hunter, please don't let me die. I don't want to go into this other world." I wanted to stay here with Hunter. I wanted to live in the real world, not the perfect one. But how could I when I was spending more time there than here? Would I have the choice?

A.N Does Morgan have the choice? How will everyone else be able to help? Will she change her mind, again?