I set up the circle with the four elements protecting me. I sank into a deep meditation. I asked the goddess what I was supposed to do.

Suddenly images passed through my mind. When I met Hunter the first time at Cal's house, when cal trapped me in his pool house and set it alight, when I throw an athame at Hunter's neck and sent him over the edge of a cliff, when me and Hunter faced Selene, when Amyranth almost drained my powers, when I almost killed Hunter when I was a wolf, when I went against Ciaren to strip his powers, the air battle with Selene, when Lila stabbed me and when the monster did. Other images flooded into my mind but they didn't seem to tie in with these ones. Me and Hunter making love, us kissing, us a couple of minutes ago.

This made no sense. I had asked the Goddess how I would choose between the worlds. Or to be more specific, how to choose this one and stay. But all I saw was all the times I and Hunter almost died or when we were together. Suddenly it all clicked.

I undid the circle and sat there thinking for a few minutes, thinking about how to do this. After about ten minutes, Hunter and Sky came in.

"How did it go, love?" Hunter asked as he helped me up and kissed my forehead.

"Not bad."

"More importantly, did it work? Do you know what to do?" asked Sky. Ever since Hunter left and we became better friends she seems to be more right to business instead of making sure people were ok. The big picture. In my first few months of Wicca, that was all I heard. You need to see the big picture Morgan, you don't see the big picture, when will you see the big picture. I still haven't seen it. I remember thinking that I would never see it. I don't think I ever will.

"Ye, I know what to do. Just not how to do it." I knew they knew what I was saying. What they were missing was facts.

"Morgan, I'm glad your back but when you came back you brought some vagueness with you. Explanation needed. Fill in the blanks. We need facts," Said Sky. How do I tell them this? This one thing to keep me from dying. To keep me in this world. The one thing they need to know I can't tell them because I'm afraid. I haven't grown up as much as these two have. I looked up to meet their gazes. Hunter was finally quitting the council and trying to make the world better. Sky had learned to cover her emotions from the world and kick butt while doing it. How was I going to tell them this? I could barely say it to myself.

"The spell I did was to ask a question to the goddess and wait for an answer. I asked Her how to choose a world. I got visions of every time Hunter and I have almost died. I also saw when I saw the demon the last time, when it stabbed me. I remember asking it how to choose and it said die. Then I came back here."

"Morgan, what are you suggesting?" Hunter asked though he knew perfectly fine what I was suggesting.

"I am suggesting that the only way to choose a world is to die in the other one."

A/N I know, it's short. But I wanted to end it like that but I couldn't pad it out anymore. There will be a few more chapters so you will be fine.