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"If only you knew."
Neela couldn't take it anymore. She was having suicidal thoughts. But she couldn't tell anyone. She couldn't tell anyone that poor, innocent, take for granted, Neela is pregnant. But Abby needed to know. Abby could help her and she knew it.
Neela's Point of View
"Abby..."
"Neela? Where are you?!" Abby called over the phone. Suddenly she sounded at a distance.
"Guys! It's Neela!" And as if I were a celebrity, all the phones started connecting to my conversation with Abby.
"Neela!" Susan sighed, relieved.
On the other line I was putting my head down. Tears were wetting my jeans. It hurt me that I would hurt them so bad.
"Abby." I said again taking a breath. "I just wanted to say goodbye....to all of you now I guess." My voice was cracking horribly.
"Goodbye" was mumbled by everyone on the line. But not "Alright. Nice knowing ya." or "Okay. See ya." It was "Goodbye" and it wasn't even a statement, it was a question. This is what made me realize I was making a mistake.
That five-second moment.