So this is my last chapter, its probably gunna be really crappy, so sorry in advance but look for my new fic, itll be up later tonight im sure, or tomorrow.
Chapter 10
Seth went through the letters scattered around his bed, looking at all 7 induvidually once again. Sometimes he read different sentences from each one, and them together. Sometimes they wouldn't make any sence at all, and sometimes he was a little freaked out by how great they sounded together. Once he just closed his eyes and his finger landed on random words. Once he chose 13 words. They came out to form the sentence 'I miss you ,I wish we could still be together. I love you.'
They were all letters to Summer. It had been almost 7 months now since she'd talked to him. He'd never sent her the letters. He'd just needed to get out all the feelings. He put them back in the shoebox, shoved it under his bed, and went downstairs.
"Hey mom, What are we having for supper?"
"Um, your father and I are going out. So whatever you want." Kirsten smiled, and patted her son on the back and took a sip of her coffee. "Why don't you go see what Ryan wants?"
Seth nodded, and slipped on his flip-flops. He headed down to the poolhouse and knocked on the poolhouse door. He slipped in and saw Ryan catching up on one of Seths comicbooks - or, he would have been if he wasn't sleeping.
"RYAN!" Seth said, casually as he smiled to himself. He watched as Ryan writhed out of his sleep.
"What?" He grumbled
"What do you want for supper, the 'rentals are leaving us."
"Ugh, umm yeah, about that, Im going over to Marissas."
"Oh."
"You can come if you want..."
"Third wheel.. not really me.."
"No, no, Summer will be there too. So really, if you don't come, someone will be the third wheel. So come. Please?" By this time Ryan had gotten up, and was grabbing a towel for his up-coming shower.
"Sure. I'll go tell mom."
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"Oh, hi... Seth." Marissa said, giving him a dirty look, and letting both inside.
"Summer look whos here!" Marissa said, bugging out her eyes.
"Hey, Im Summer..''
"Uh I know."
"What?"
"Its Seth."
Summer looked at him blankly.
"Seth Cohen."
Nothing.
"We shaved off Marissas eyebrow two years ago... she poured dog food on you... she ripped up the picture of our mothers and us together when we were babies and wrote all over your walls with black paint?"
Nothing.
"Summer we had sex 7 and a half months ago at Hollys Pool party!"
Marissa and Ryans jaws dropped and Summers eyes bugged.
"Right."
"You know what Summer? I don't know why I even came here tonight. We were best fucking friends and now you can't even remember me? Fuck you!"
Seth raced out of the house, and slammed the door behind him. Summer looked down, and then raced after Seth.
"Seth wait!"
"No Summer, Ive done enough waiting!"
"Seth, I didn't forget who you were, I new exactly who was walking through that door tonight, I just.. I didn't think I could face you. Its been too long."
"Whos fault is that? Im the one who called you everyday for a month straight, and everysingle time.. everysingle time, Summer, your Dad would call your name, you'd yell "Okay!" and then when he hung up, you did too."
"Seth -"
"No. Its my turn to talk. This has been bottled up for almost 8 months. I came to your house once Summer and you know what? Your the one who turned off the light in your room, and peered out your window until I was gone, not even coming down once to see what I wanted."
"What did you want, Seth? We're from two different worlds, it never could have worked..."
"I came to give you a copy of the picture Marissa ruined. Thats what. Because I knew it ment so much to you."
Seth looked at her one more time, and turned to walk away.
"Seth! Seth, come back!"
"What?"
Summer sighed.
"I think about you, us, every second. But this is highschool and its important and.." she sighed again. "and I can't do anything about it. Not yet. I'm really sorry."
"Well Im not. 'Cuz its made me see what a real bitch you've become." And with that, Seth turned and walked away.
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knock knock knock
"Go away!" Summer said. She was in her bed, surrounded by used kleenex, and about 4 empty kleenex boxes, 2 full ones. The Valley was on her tv screen. It was a sad eppisode about Karens boyfriend Jake leaving on his plane. He said he was going to Hawaii, but really he was just on a friends boat in the harbor.
knock knock knock
"Go away!" Summer screamed, followed by an outburst of hystarical crying.
"Sum, its me." Marissa called.
"Oh. Coop. Come in."
Marissa came in and sat on Summers bed. She was holding a shoebox.
"Here sweety. Ryan found these under Seths bed, I think you should read them." Marissa got up, and let herself out.
Summer sat up, and looked in the box. It was filled with paper, and messy scribbley writting. She picked up a letter labeled ONE and read it.
She picked up the next one, and read that one too, and then the next until she read all of them. And then she read them all again. She got up, and got in her jeep, heading straight to Seths.
She got out, not even realizing her lips were pouting, her mascara was dried onto her cheekbones in long streeky lines, and her hair was messy. She was in a white tanktop and checkered pajamas.
She rang the Cohens doorbell several times, before Seth answered it.
"Summer."
"Seth, listen. I want you. I always have. Please forgive me, I don't care about school or Holly or Marissa or anything just please say you want to be with me too."
Seth went straight for the lips. He put his hand in her hair, weaving his way through the tangles and cupping his hand on the back of her head.
'' I love you, Cohen.''
"I love you too."
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:o Im done!! So, its not exactly following the show, but who cares? everyone said they wanted to see them together, so I made the people happy. And that would be you. Was it good? Remember thats the end of it all! lol. Hope it didn't suck, and I pleased :o. Lol REVIEW!!
