Max Voiceover (Top of the Needle)-
I love him.
I love him, I love him, I love him.
God I wish I didn't love him…
It's been a weird two weeks. First there was that whole weird vampire transgenic thing and now Mia.
And what do I have to show for these two weeks?
I miss Logan so bad it hurts and I'm so happy at the same time, if that makes any sense at all.
I've been told dozens and dozens of times how lucky I am to have Logan, but it's clearer to me now. I mean yea part of me wishes that he didn't love me so, but I spent a year oblivious to his love, thinking I wasn't worthy of it, but now I see it so clearly it blinds me.
We're going to make it. There is no doubt we're going to make it. This rocking, awesome chick is going to be with her beautiful, talented man again. We're going to beat Manticore. They are not stealing him from me, no one will ever take Logan away from me again.
I can't help but smile thinking of sitting back on his sofa's laughing over me kicking the crap out of Alec. We just talked late into the night, talked like we used to. It was so nice to just be normal Max and Logan again. The touching seems so insignificant now. His company, his time, his love, that's what matters…