I cringe, as I slowly release my hand from the tight grip, which was around his neck. I see him fall on the floor, touching his neck, gasping for breath as I hear myself mocking me.

"He says three little words and what do you do, you turn soft and let him go!" she screams at me.

He is still on the floor, where he kneels, tears spilling rapidly down his cheeks.

I hold my head and turn away from him, I don't want to see him in pain.

"Why...why do I feel?!" I scream

"Because your pathetic, your easy and your as much as a slut as Tess!" I scream at myself.

"Why wont you go away, why wont you leave me alone" I ask myself, I see her staring coldly at me.

"Because you need me, with out me you would be lost, you would be more confused then you are now! I am what keeps you above the water and this is how you repay me!" she yells at me, yet I don't feel anything, I feel completely numb.

I slowly turn towards Max, "she wont leave me alone" I whisper to him.

As I see myself smirking at me.

He is struggling to find words, I see him get up from the floor.

"wh...who wont leave you alone?" he ask confused, while he still holds histhroat in pain.

"Me" I whisper

He looks at me with a confused yet hurt look on his face.

"He doesn't believe you, you know, he thinks your going insane, then again maybe you are?"

"Stop it! Stop speaking to me like I'm a child!" I scream at myself, "why cant you see her?" I question Max, "why can't you hear what she's saying" I scream louder.

He stares at me, sympathetically, its ironic how people's emotions can change in an instant.

"You don't listen, despite of your ears, you don't feel despite of your heart, you cant see despite of your eyes!" I whisper as I still hear myself mocking me.

"Oh now aren't you poetic, I'm sure his going to throw you in the loony bin!" she says to me harshly. I shiver, why wont any one believe me, I questioned in my mind, why do they all patronise me.

I see Max slowly walk towards me, cautiously, "why doesn't anyone listen to me? Why do they turn there backs on me?" I scream desperately, wanting, needing someone to hear me out.

"No one saved me! No one came looking for me, you ALL left me to die!" I sob.

"Why didn't you save me? Why didn't any one care, why doesn't any one care? I feel so alone, so empty inside..." I say, with tears in my eyes, I wrap my arms around myself, trying so desperately to feel warmth.

I feel his embrace lingering on my cold skin, as he hugs me, I feel so warm, this is were I belong, this is what I need. I think to myself as I return the hug, my head lays on his neck, I quietly sob.

"I didn't kill her... I tried, she made me feel sympathetic towards her...I...didn't know she...I would of stopped him...if I knew..." I say sobbing on his shoulder. I feel my stomach, the pain is unbearable, why wont it be quiet for a few moments, I ask it not expecting for an answer.

"Aw isn't that cute, I hope you know he doesn't love you, your just to pitiful and to naive to see that, your so far in denial that you cant get out!" she says to me.

I feel my stomach one again

...feed....feed... its chanting, over and over again in my mind.

I cant! I tell it, it constantly chants, feed....feed... its telling me over and over in my head, I feel like im going to vomit. My mind is blurry, the whole room is spinning, I can't get out. I look over at Max...I have to do it, I think to myself.

"Im sorry..." I whisper to Max, his eyes widen, as my teeth reaches his skin, I slowly drain every single drop of blood, which is running through his veins. He taste so nice... I think to myself, as his lifeless body drops on the floor in front of my feet.

I look at it and I feel resentment for what I have just done, I hate myself, I despise myself, for what I've just done. I stand there looking down at his body as tears drip on his skin, my tears. The only person in the whole world which made me feel like I belonged and at the very same time he was the only one who could hurt me in such a way, that I felt like there was no point in living.

She smiles at me, an evil, cunning smile, "took your goddamn time!" she says to me angrily.

"How can you not have any emotion?" I whisper as I sob in my hands, I kneel down next to him, as I lift his head onto my lap and slowly rock him.

"I hope you know you have gone insane, this is exactly what we came here to do, LIZ! Get a grip, we have to get everything done before sunrise!" she says eagerly.

I shake my head as I'm still rocking us, back and forth, crying softly, I continue to say sorry but now he wont listen, now he cant.

"LIZ! You should be happy! Because now he will be with you for eternity" she says to me forcing a smile. I look up at her, "really?" I ask, hopefulness in my eyes.

"Really, now lets go get the others, so were one big happy family!" she says as she continues to smile.

I slowly and gently put him on the ground, as I get up, "I will be back," I whisper at Max, doubting that he heard me. I open his door to go find Isabel, but there is something stopping me, its like I cant even get out.

There is an invisible force field, I turn to myself "why cant I get out?" I ask shakily. I hear her sigh.

"Because your supposed to be invited in, I think the only reason you were able to go in Max's window was because he invited you in ages ago." She says to me as if its logical.

I roll my eyes, "nerd" I whisper. She looks at me as if im being childish, I straighten myself up and then turn around to the window.

I look at his body... im lying to myself, how can I do that? I let out a cry as she stares at me again.

"You're lying to me, im lying to myself!" I scream. She looks at me, like im nothing. "I cant believe how much I hate myself that...much...I...I just killed the only person I care about...the only reason to remain on this earth!" I scream at myself.

"Shut up already! Screw Max! All he ever did was hurt you! He is not the only reason why your still living!" she says pointing to my stomach.

"That is the only reason, I know it, you know it. Your just to blind and ignorant to see that!" she says to me coldly, I nod my head knowing that she is right, that all he ever did was hurt me.

"The bastard didn't even save you! None of them did!" She reminds me.

"Bastards!" I repeat to myself, "you say you want your revenge, but your too weak!" she tells me.

"NO! I want my revenge!" I tell her eagerly, she smiles at me.

"Well lead the way," I slowly walk towards the window and open it. I climb out and jump, I land successfully on the footpath, were there are a few houses. I block the thought out of my head, while im trying to remember how to get to Maria's.