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I look around, all I see is desert, dirt, trees and small houses, I shake my head trying to get rid of the unwanted thoughts which still linger in my mind. I look beside me, I see me, with a determined expression across my face.
Inside of me, it feels like a never ending battle with myself, my emotion s. everytime I think something is right, that I'm doing the right thing, in the end its wrong...so wrong, beyond wrong. I don't understand anyone in this world, I barely even know or understand myself.
I shake my head as I'm walking towards my so-called friend's house.
"I wonder if she cared about your death? If she bothered to even go to your funeral but then again, we both know that no one in this cruel world, loves you, not the real you!" she says to me coldly, reminding me of the things I already know, how can I not when I remind myself constantly every single minute of my life.
I look up at the sky as I see the bright moon staring down at me I can see all the beautiful stars just shimmering. For a slight second I felt at peace with myself...but as fast as it came it was then gone.
"Why the hell are you just standing there?" she asks me angrily as I see her resisting the temptation to hit me. I look at myself with a flash of despair in my eyes, I quickly close my mouth and keep walking.
I finally see her house, it's within eyes distance.
"Well come on, RUN!" the image of me screams, I nod my head and start running, I'm there faster then I relies. I walk swiftly to the side of her house were her room is, I look around making sure that no one is following me.
I walk near her window, as I slowly get ready to knock, I hear a loud scream coming from inside her room. I look inside if I said I was shocked it would be an understatement. I quickly break her lock and jump into her room, not knowing what im going to do. I quickly grab him by his collar and shove him against the wall, satisfied with myself, I run towards Maria.
Instead I find her unconscious, lying on the ground with tears in her eyes, I shake my head trying to get myself together as I bend down to check her pulse. I smile as I realize her heart beat is strong, I slowly get up to face my fears. I once again hear myself mocking me. Instead of listening I try to block it out as I concentrate on the man in front of me.
"Your...dead" I whisper in disbelief as I take several steps back, trying to protect Maria, now more then anything because how vulnerable she is.
"So are you," he says coldly
"You got what was coming to you" I whisper hoarsely, I see him give me a sly smile as he comes running towards me. I kick him in the chest before he even realies it, I smile at myself at how strong I really am and not even realizing it. I see him jump back up and try to kick my legs so I would fall on the ground but instead I'm to quick for him as I jump and high kick him in the stomach. I see him bend over in pain as I take a cheap shot and punch him in the face.
"What am I doing?" I whisper to myself, I quickly look over at the other me, smiling at me in satisfactory. I shake my head as I lean against the wall as I see Max gasping for breath, guilt washes over me as I stumble to keep my balance. I see Max on his knees struggling to wipe away his stray tears.
"I'm...-" he cuts me off like he always does, making me feel that little bit more pathetic and insignificant.
"You mean nothing to me, you never did," he then gives me a sly smile as I see him once again running towards me, I struggle to keep the tears in place. I lose my concentration as I feel his fist against my stomach as I bend down in pain. Hoping to whatever god there is that my child is ok.
I cough up blood, I feel some of it on my hands as I feel it against my finger tips, I look up at the man I thought I loved as I feel tears running down my cheeks. I angrily wipe them away as I quickly get of the hard floor into a fighting position. I feel like my mind is cloudy, like there is something blocking my thoughts, I feel so useless.
I look around only to see Max behind me, he kicks me in my throat, I'm now gasping for breath. I hold my throat as I see Max smiling at me and for once the other me shuts up. I ignore the pain as I get up once again from the floor, I kick low, successfully he falls hard on the floor, now it is I who gives him a huge smile, a fake one of corse but its all I can manage.
"Bastard" I yell as I kick him hard in the back, I hear him sob as I slowly take a few steps backwards. Not wanting to see his tears. Knowing that if I see his tears that I will turn soft, I hate feeling like that, like im weak and vulnerable.
I see him trying to pick himself off the floor but without luck he falls straights back down on his stomach. He rolls over on his back, facing me, I look at his eyes, they seem so cold. A shiver runs down my back as I feel like I've lost everything which ever mattered to me. I hear him taking long breaths trying to grab as much air as possible.
"How is this possible?" I snap at myself.
"You are so stupid, you should already know that once you drain all there blood out of there body, they become you, you just get more of there energy" she explains to me even though im barely listening.
"He doesn't have a soul" she whispers to me, I almost didn't hear it, "He doesn't have a WHAT?" I scream at myself.
"He doesn't have a soul" she says softly but bitterly, I can feel the tears down my face as I once again look at the man lying helplessly on the ground. He disserved it, I think to myself, barely believing myself.
My thoughts are broken as I hear a soft whimper from beside my feet, I slowly look down only to see Maria get up cautiously.