I walk through the rain, slowly, dreading every single step I take. Now I don't have a plan, don't have a destiny all I know is this thing, which is growing inside of me has to feed. Whether I like it or not I will be damned if I let my own child die, I walk through the muddy roads, feeling completely and utterly alone.
I hold my small body tightly as I continue to walk, feeling the rain come down heaver and the cold wind running down my back. Ironic, I got my revenge... and yet I still have this empty feeling inside of me, but...why? I ask silently.
"Some friend you are! You let me die, you didn't save me!" I turn around quickly; my eyes meet his, as I slowly put my hand over my mouth to stop a sob.
"Alex..." I ask, barely in a whisper.
He walks up to me, "your so sad and miserable, such a shame you are so weak and useless. After all if it wasn't for your alien powers then you would have been raped...again," he says to me as he laughs harshly.
"Your...your not, Your not Alex!" I scream through the rain, as I notice that the man whom is standing in front of me isn't even wet.
"Yeah your right! He died along time ago because you didn't save him, you were to blind and absorbed in Max to notice that something was wrong with me! If you had been a friend like you were supposed to be then maybe just maybe you would see I was different!" he says coldly.
"I'm...sorry" knowing full well that sorry doesn't make a difference. That it won't bring back the dead.
He looks at me, I can already tell that he resents me, perhaps maybe even more then I do myself.
"I...I have to go" I say weakly as I turn my back on him, just like every one else did to me...the same way I didn't want anyone to do it to me.
"Turn your back on me, just like you always do to your friends and the people you love" he says with irritation in his voice.
"No" I say shakily in a whisper, "That is what they all have done to me!" I whisper a little louder. He looks at me with a smirk and gives a short laugh, "No Liz, cant you see! Your in the wrong you always have been, your just to blind and idiotic to see that, I pity you" he says coldly as I hear him laugh. I shake my head, not believing that my best...only friend could say such cruel...cold things.
I look at him as I try to meet his eyes but he keeps avoiding my gaze. I shiver in remorse and guilt that washes over me. I hate these feelings; I wish I could just wipe them clean and not feel a thing...my thoughts get broken as I see how icy his eyes really are.
It frightens me to see my once best friend look so evil, beyond evil would be an understatement.
I make myself look away, not wanting to remember my best friend as cold as he is now. I force myself to look at the mud under my feet as the pain inside finally sinks in.
Im drenched and it feels like blood, it feels like I cant get out of this nightmare, I'm stuck and the walls are caving in on me. The worst part about it all is that no one seems to care; they have all turned their backs on me.
I don't know what to think anymore, I'm so lost and confused in this cold, cruel world that I died in.
I look over towards him once again; he stands there with unconfutable silence feeling the icy air around us.
"What do you want from me?" I ask bitterly, trying desperately not to show any emotions...
"There coming...you better be ready" he tells me as he fades away into the nothing that they have all originally left me in.
"Who's comings?" I scream as I'm greeted with silence I angrily turn around and continue my walk, thinking how easier it would be to have transport.
I angrily walk, still not knowing were to go the empty feeling which I continue to suffer in, hating the fact that I now know that it will never go away.
I hold myself tighter as the raindrops twinkle on my cold skin, not finding any Shelter I continue to walk down the empty roads, which looks so foreign to me. I cross a street, which only has one car on the road driving incredibly slow as I walk normally to the other side. I slowly look up only to see the place that I once called home.
'The CrashDown'
I reach for the door to open it as I slowly walk in, seeing people eating and talking among them selves I take a seat on the further side of the door. Not knowing what I'm doing I sit there and wait for the new waiters to serve me.
"Okay what the hell you want" he ask demandingly and rudely, I slowly look up to see who it was to see why my parents hired this extremely rude man. If I said I was shocked it would me an understatement, I see Michael Guerin wearing an apron, holding a notebook and not bothering to look down I also cant forget thous ridicules headbands which bong off his head.
"How did you become the new waiter?" I ask almost laughing, yet couldn't find the emotions to bother. Ironic, as it was I think it was the first time I tried to laugh for a long time.
"I'm doing it for my fre- that is none of your damn business!" he replies angrily obviously not even looking at his customer. I give a heavily sigh, not even sure what I'm doing here.
"So how have you been?" I ask impatiently, I don't even know how I've become so cold and ruthless.
"Shut up and tell me you're Order!" he demands as I see his eyes finally look down on me, I see his eyes widen in shock as he roughly grabs my arm and pulls me out to the back. I know that I could probably snap his neck before he pushed me roughly on the seat demanding me to sit down but I decide to go with the flow for once.
"Who the hell are you!" he demands and questions at the same time, he sees me standing there without even flinching as he scream a little louder, trying hard not to let anyone else hear us.
"Your a shapeshifter aren't you?" he demands angrily, as he pulls me from my seat and pushes me against the wall, leaving a couple of metres distance between us as I see his palm faced towards me
I don't even flinch as I shrug my shoulders, "You obviously are one heartless bitch! How dare you shapeshifted as my friend! My dead friend!" he screams, holding back tears.
I show no emotion but inside I'm screaming for someone to hear me...anyone but instead the ice surrounds my emotions.
"I don't even know why I'm here" I say, confused as I walk slowly towards him, he stiffens from my presences as I just stare at him.
With one quick flick from my wrist he goes flying on the other side of the room as my emotionless form walks slowly towards him.
He struggles to get up, "don't move! You will be dead before your feet touches the ground" I say coldly. I see his eyes dart furiously around the room looking for any weapons. I smile evilly as my palm once again faces towards him...