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I shake my head, no, I can't love him, I'm making myself believes a lie, a lie, which will haunt me forever. "Are you done manipulating me yet!" I ask arrogantly.

"My child, that is what you're doing to yourself, it is not I, it is you" he tells me, almost believing his words. I shake my head in frustration, "why can't you give me the answers I need? Instead of talking in cryptic!" I scream desperately.

"Child, they are not puzzles, look a little deeper and you shall know the truth." He says wisely.

"What if I don't want to know the truth" I ask curiously.

"Then stay in your black hole that you have created around yourself, stopping everything and everyone from seeing 'you'"

"Then why can you see me?" I ask, talking to the nothingness that my mind has created.

"You ask all the wrong questions, and yet you don't even realise it" he tells me as if I'm supposed to get what his saying.

"I don't understand! God, why does everything have to be so hard" I ask frantically, eagre to know the answer.

"Not everything is hard, yet it will always seem that way, its only hard if you make it hard" he tells me.

"You're not making any sense! How do I get out of here? What happened to my child" I demand impatiently.

"Do you really want to leave this world for your old one"

I don't answer though, I'm stuck inside my thoughts, they are all so unforgettable.

I slowly look up with tears stinging my eyes"I'm willing to finish that task" I say shakily.

"Are you sure? Are you able to be completely honest with yourself for once"

"I'm ready to see how dark it goes" I whisper, and that is my honest answer, I want, need to remember my past and what happened to me, before I died.

"I want you to go back before you died, I want you to relive it, to over come your fears, you need to break the brick wall that you have created, you must" he tells me eagerly.

I feel the tears stream down my cheeks, knowing what I have to do, I close my eyes as I think back, not knowing how long it was but knowing that it wont leave me alone, the memories.

(Memories)

I hear the trees swaying, side to side and I hear the crickets playing, which only reminds me ofhow lonely I really am. I feel the shadows surround me, the coldness, which touches my skin I shiver feeling the brutal reality hit me.

I'm soon knocked to the ground, struggling to get up as my eyes widen in pain, feeling every single bit of the evilness, which is in the man, which is on top of my body. I look away, not wanting to remember his face.

Tears drip down my cheeks as I relies that he wont save me...I let out a cry as I see his face... watching me with his soulful eyes, which I once adored.

He is looking down at me in resentment as I see him give me a smirk, I cry out in pain. He is leaving me to die, what he should of done along time ago, then I wouldn't have to endure love or regret.

I soon feel the man on top of me roughly get off my body as he grabs my hair, I soon feel his teeth dig into my flesh as I'm soon left with darkness, darkness is my only closure...I close my eyes as I try to leave the man, which just raped me and Max behind.

(End of memory)

My eyes snap open as I cry out in pain"He didn't save me" I cry as my body falls into a lump on the floor.

"Tell me, how did you feel"

"HOW DID I FEEL? How the hell do you think I was feeling? Happiness" I ask sarcastically.

"Tell me how you felt" he demands.

I wipe away my stray tears, as I begin"I...I felt alone...insufficient, I did everything for Max... I even gave him up, not for the world... merely because he asked me too. I know how selfish that sounds, but he meant everything to me." I sob in my hands, trying not to let one escape.

"Fix... please Fix me" I whisper.

"But my dear, you're not broken"

"In a way...I am" I say honestly.

"Can you please give me, my two options now, I'm ready to choose" I say clearly.

"You have past the test, you will be awarded with two choices"

I nod my head, as I listen carefully "your first choice is to live in a world, where no one can hurt you, your free from the pain, resentment, you will be loved unconditionally, you will be happy." He pauses for a moment.

"That's my choice" I ask hesitantly, knowing already which one im going to go with.

"Your second choice is to go back into your world, were you feel insecure and loneliness, were you will be dead forever, yet walking, emotionlessly, feeding off blood from humans. Yet the only thing you will have is your child...which is human, which has a soul, something you don't have."

"Think it through, you don't have much time, if you choose your happiness your child will perish in hell, and if you choose your child's happiness, you will be living in a hell."

"My...my child will be alive" I question, my mind is breaking down on me, not knowing what option I will choose.

"If you choose your Childs happiness then your child will have a normal, human life, it will breathe and will be capable of feeling emotions," I nod my head, as I slowly give an answer, an unbelievable one...