AN:Another Chapter. Please review.
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The Last Time I saw You
Chapter 5 Lying From YouDallas sat alone out in the prison yard. He hated it out here. All it was, was a small area with a fence around it a concrete path and some grass. Some table people were sitting at. It was to get fresh air cause you know what it's like inside a prison. Small cramped and the stench of crushed hopes. Dallas was so used to it but it was also unfamiliar.
'When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend to forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can
But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay
I'm just trying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm lying my way from you'
Dallas sighed and walked back inside. He didn't fell like sitting outside in the sun. He had been in here for about a month now. It was starting to piss him off. He walked back to his cell and closed the door and sat down on his bed. He'd though of several ways to get out. But every way was breaking the law and he wanted out. So that was out. He sighed an laid down.
'Why don't I just give up and forget,'He thought to himself.
He sighed. He guessed that's. what he had to do. Just forget about it and try to return
as soon as he could the legal way for once. He sighed. This was going to be a long 5 months. He sighed and rolled onto his stomach and rested his head on the hard pillow. He felt like tearing it apart in frustration but he didn't.
'No, no turning back now
I want to be pushed aside
So let me go
No, no turning back now
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can see
No, no turning back now
The very worst part of you
Is me '
He sighed. Why couldn't life be normal. But no everything had to fucking change. Change always pissed people off. Especially Dallas Winston. He growled and punched the wall. He was met with a searing pain up his hand. He bit his lip and looked down at his hand.
"Fuck,"He muttered.
This place sure was dull. No TV, No beer, Well he had cigarettes so that was ok. At least he could do something in this hellhole. He lit up a cigarette and took a drag. It started to melt away his pent up aggression and frustration.
'I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me and
Trying to bend the truth
The more I push the more I'm pulling away
Cause I'm Lying my way from you'
Dally's mind kept drifting to the night a month ago when he was shot. What happened between him and Starrla. He was an asshole. If he had just let to cops take him he probably wouldn't have been shot. he's an idiot. He wanted to go back to the gang. He knew when he had sex with Starrla it was her first time cause well it was pretty obvious. He sighed. He didn't want to think about it. They would probably forget about him in a few months. He doubt he'd return to the gang after. Even though he missed them. He doubt he could go back.
'No, no turning back now
I want to be pushed aside
So let me go
No, no turning back now
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can see
No, no turning back now
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me '
Dallas heard his cell door open and looked behind him. His cellmate walked in and the door closed and lock behind him. His old cellmate had left last week and he got a new one. This one didn't treat him like a kid though. Which he was grateful for.
"Hey Dallas."
"Hey. Yard time must be over huh."
"Yeah. You missed a good fight."
Dallas laughed "Really between who and who?"
"Phillips and Williams."
He laughed "They are always fighting."
"Yeah. You left quite early. Thinking about your friends and that girl again?"
"Yeah."
"Man forget about them. I doubt they'll be happy when you get back. Mine never are,"He replied.
"I'll keep that in mind,"Dallas said coldly and looked up at the cracked ceiling.
He picked up a little bouncy ball. That was pretty much the only thing they'd let them have. He bounced it off the ceiling catching it each time. It kept his hand busy and it gave him something to concentrate on instead of the gang and how he got in here.
'This isn't what I want it to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
This isn't what I want it to be I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
This isn't what I want it to be I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
This isn't what I want it to be I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this'
Dallas shook his head and put the ball down. Once again his mind drifted to thoughts of his friends. To her. He growled again and punched the wall. His cellmate knew by now to leave him alone when he was like that. As did everybody. He turn onto his side and starred at the disgusting walls. It smelt like mold in his cell. But at the moment he didn't care. He soon feel asleep. But his dreams were restless cause all he could dream of what that night.
'You
No turning back now
I want to be pushed aside
So let me go
No, no turning back now
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can see
No, no turning back now
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me '
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AN: I know this is short but Dally is jail isn't really a flare for me. I'm gunna write more about Starrla.
Song
Linkin Park - Lying From You