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I often wonder why I'm staying in this world were I couldn't live, were I'm ashamed and reluctant to breathe. The irony is that in reality I'm not truly living, there's a fine line between death and the living I just cant seem to work out which I belong to. I'm filled with shame and self-pity where I constantly berate myself, and no one seems to mind. I envy thous who can keep a smile on their faces and actually mean it; I pity the fools which lie to themselves...I pity myself. I slowly look up to the out-going blonde who is staring at me intensely

I see so many different layers that she tries to hide from the rest of the world, that she tries to hide from even herself, yet she doesn't fool me. Under her deep hazel eyes there are unleashed tears that she forgets to shed that she forgot to understand. Confusion surrounds her soul; she's trapped in the world that I died in. My eyes linger in the absence in her eyes; her pain runs deeper then what she shows on the surface.

Yet she hides it under her façade that she has worked so hard to protect. I always thought I understood her, understood the bubbly blonde who pretends that she is happy, not a care in the world. But now I know I didn't, just by looking at her I already know that I never did understand her, not the way that I thought I once did. Its ironic how you think you know someone as much as you know yourself but as it turns out, you find out that you barely even know yourself from the beginning.

"Snap out of it! Are you going to get out of the bathroom...? Now!" says a fulsome voice before me. I slowly nod my head in agreement as I cautiously make my way to Max's bedroom. My eyes search the hallway, the dull colours remain on the walls. I soon find myself in my lovers room were there are bloodstains which blemish's the bed and where there is a dead body lying next to it. I can't seem to take my eyes off her fragile yet mutated body were it lies lifeless, never to breathe or live for that matter again.

I slowly step over the woman, who once berated me as I walk towards the window; I slowly open the curtains, which blinds my view to the outside world. I soon find that its pitch-black, were I have failed to recollect. Random yet furious thoughts enter my addled mind, knowing that I must feed...need to feel life running through my veins, to hear there endless cries for help, I need to feel human in some minute way.

I quickly open the window to persist my destination; I must for it is my survival after all. I climb on the windowsill as I look down to see an abyss of dark empty thoughts, with not much hesitation or delay I leap off the windowsill and onto the hard concrete. I leisurely look up into the now dark, acrimonious sky, which lingers now above me. There are no stars to be seen as well as there is no moon.

"Were are you going? On such a gloomy night?" asks a husky voice behind me. I promptly turn around to find that there is nothing. I search for any signs of movement, but there is nobody to be found.

"I'm up here," says a dawning voice, I slowly look up to where I heard the mysterious yet familiar voice.

"Why are you following me?" I almost scream to where he sits on top of his roof. Even in the dark I can still see his piercing eyes looking into mine, where they never seem to rest.

"Stop it!" I whisper as I look away from his gaze.

"Stop what?" he asks fulsomely, I stutter for a moment as I leap from the ground to were he sits. I look to where I have landed, on the roof of his house, where there is a long drop down, which probably wont kill me.

"Stop making me feel so small!" I insist angrily as he stares at me.

"Where were you going to go?" he asks demandingly. His eyes run up and down my body, I slowly follow his gaze to find my shirt open to where it shows my bra. I feel my cheeks turn red as I quickly grab the sides of my t-shirt and pull them together.

"Pervert" I mutter as I use my powers to manipulate my long top into a silky blue top and long, baggy pants.

"You were going to run away again...weren't you?" he asks hesitantly, his eyes looking at me with concern yet annoyance.

"You think that little of me? I'm appalled that you can past such a judgment on me" I scorn furiously.

"What else am I supposed to think?" he whispers.

I shake my head in anger as I take a step to jump off the roof. He stops me though I look at where his hand seems to loiter on my wrist as he looks at the pieces of glass, which is still deep in my flesh. I quickly flinch my hand back as I take a few steps away from him.

"Max, just leave me alone I don't need you" I whisper without looking up, not wanting to see his acrimonious eyes.

"What happened?" he asks softy as he looks to where I'm bleeding ,I ignore him.

I look up into his pleading eyes, which still seems soulless and I can't stand what I have done to his once beautiful eyes. I often wonder what life would be like if I had Max's child inside of me instead of that profound man, which I knew from the shadows. I could never wish upon such a devious yet vindictive thought and yet if I had a choice I would choose it.

"Don't waste your breath," I warn in a trembling voice.

"And if I do? What are you going to do? Kill me?" he mokes under grunted teeth.

"I don't have time for this, I have to sire someone else, which is worth my time" I bark angrily.

"You are so selfish" he murmurs as his gaze drops to where his feet are.

"I'm what?"

"All you ever think about is yourself! You don't give a damn about anyone or anything as long as you're loathed in self-pity then its fine by you!" He tells me as he sits back down to where he originally sat.

"After all we have been through, in the end you never really knew me. Did you?" I ask, trying to keep my emotions in check. I frown at him as he refuses to look at me. His eyes burn a whole through the dark sky, which is pure black.

"At least have the courage or to dignity to look at me!"

He slowly but surely takes his gaze off the gloomy sky as he cautiously looks up to me. "You wouldn't even care for what I have to say, simply because you don't have the time!" I scorn in antagonism.

"I have all the time in the world Liz or have you forgotten?" he whispers back.

"Don't you dare play the guilt game on me! You got what you deserved you pitiful bastard!" I know how cruel I am for saying what I did; yet I don't have the strength to admit my wrong doings in front of the man I love.

"Don't worry Liz I don't expected you to feel any guilt or remorse for that matter because I know how heartless you are" he rebukes coldly.

"Well I guess you never really knew me," I say almost in a whisper as I jump off the roof and onto the pavement. I quickly pick myself up as I sprint towards the place I once called home. Having, needing to see the people I claimed to be my family.

Tbc..