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The Last Time I saw You

Chapter 6 In the End

Starrla sat up in her room contemplating everything that had happened in the past month and a half.She hated silence though. It made her uneasy. A shiver went up her spine. She hadn't been feeling good lately but there was a flu going around so she didn't worry about it.

"STARRLA DINNER!"Darry called upstairs.

Starrla snapped out of her trance "COMING DARRY!"She called back standing up and pulling her sweater back on. She brushed her hair and walked downstairs into the kitchen and sat down at the table.

'It starts with love

One thing, I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme

To explain in due time

All I know, time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

It's so unreal, didn't look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on but didn't even know

Wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when'

Starrla finished dinner and went back up to her room. She grabbed her guitar and started playing and singing.

"Bye bye miss American pie Drove the Chevy to the levy but the levy was dry them good old boys drinking whiskey and rye singing, 'This'll be the day I die, this'll be the day I die,"Starrla sighed.

She put her guitar down and rubbed her eyes. It was only 7:00 and she was so tired. She yawn and got up. She took off her sweater and her pants and slipped on some shorts and took off her tank top. She slipped under the warm covers of her bed and fell asleep pretty fast.

'I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter'

Starrla woke up early the next morning. She didn't fell too good. She looked at her clock. It was 6:30. She heard the shower going meaning Darry was up. She yawned and dragged herself out of bed. She pulled on her jeans and her white tank top. She grabbed her black cover shirt and grabbed her hat and put it on. She pulled on her worn out sneakers and sat down on her bed. She really had to throw up.

She grabbed the garbage can and pulled it towards her and threw up in it. Pretty soon she stopped. She wiped her mouth and grabbed her sweater and walked downstairs. Darry was making breakfast.

"Hey your up early Starsky,"He said.

Starrla smiled. Darry hadn't called her that since before their parents died. it was like her dad's nickname for her. She shrugged "I went to bed early last night."

"I know. I went in your room about 8:30. I didn't hear you for a while and you were sound asleep. Must have been tired eh Starsky?"

Starrla nodded and opened the fridge. She grabbed the chocolate milk and poured herself a glass. She sat down on the couch and turned on the TV. Today was going to be a 'long' day.

'One thing, I don't know why

Doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme

To remind myself how I tried so hard

Despite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I'm surprised it got so far

Things aren't the way they were before

You wouldn't even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me in the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when'

2 blue lines. She growled and ripped the test up . She banged her fist on the wall. She was barely 17 and she was already pregnant with a dead guys child. She fell down on her bed and started crying. Life wasn't fair. It always found new ways to screw her over. She was home alone.

She grabbed her switch blade and flicked it open. She could end her life right there. Instead she cut her forearm. She watched the blood run down and into the garbage can long cleaned out. Unused. Starrla walked to the bathroom and cleaned off her arm and bandaged it. She hoped this wouldn't become a habit.

'I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter'

Again Starrla sat up in her room strumming on her guitar signing a song. But this time one she wrote herself. She closed her eyes and let the words slip from her mouth.

"He was no more than a baby then. Well he seemed broken hearted. Something within him. But the moment. That I first laid. Eyes on you. All alone on the edge of. Seventeen."

Starrla smiled. She Had never really written a good song. All the songs she had written before were like 'oh your cool' or 'Dear god I must be dreaming.' Teenage angst she guessed. But she knew she was living a heartless nightmare.

'I put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

And for all this

There's only one thing you should know

I put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

And for all this

There's only one thing you should know'

Starrla looked down at herself. She hated her body. When Darry finds out he's gunna be furious. She'd be lectured, grounded, possibly ripped apart. She sighed and layed down on her bed clutching the pillow to her chest. Hopefully they don't over react. She needed them right now. She'd have to tell them. And soon.

'I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter'

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AN: Ha. I knew you weren't expecting that. R&R

Song

Linkin Park - In the End