AN:Another Chapter. Please review.
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The Last Time I saw You
Chapter 12 Taste You
When Dallas woke up he could hear the regualr noise coming from downstairs. He didn't know what time it was becuase Starrla's clock had somehow stopped working. He looked down at her. She looked much younger when she slept. So innocent, peaceful. He watched her sleep for a while before gently shaking her.
"Starr, wake up,"He said.
She stirred and slowly her eyes fluttered open.
"What time is it?"
Dally shrugged "I dunno your clock broke."
"Fucking hell,"She said throwing her clock into the wall.
"Woah anger management,"Dal mumbled.
Starrla punched him playfully in the shoulder "Hard ass."
Dally grabbed her by the waist and pulled her back down onto the bed. She laughed. He smiled and kissed her. She kissed him back. He ran his hand down her side and onto her stomach.
He pulled away from the kiss "What's that?"He asked pressing his hand lightly down on her stomach.
Starr pushed his hand off her stomach and wrapped her arms around her knees "Nothing. Forget about it."
Dally looked at her. He looked in her eyes. She was hiding something and he was gonig to find out what it was "You're lying,"He said "Tell me."
"I don't have to tell you shit,"She responded.
He glared at her. Starrla looked and him then looked away biting her bottom lip.
"Well?"Dally asked.
Starrla sighed "Do you really want and have to know?"
"Yes."
Starrla looked at him and closed her eyes. She ran a hand through her hair "Dal."
"Yes,"He looked at her curiously.
She sighed opened her eyes "I'm pregnant."
'Oh my love, oh my love
I can't hear you my love
Tell me where have you gone
Oh my love, oh my love
I can't taste you my love
Tell me what have I done'
Dally starred wide-eyed at her. He shook his head and ran his hand through his hair. He opened his mouth to speak but he closed it again unsure of that to say. He looked at her. She looked just a nervous as he was. He wanted desperatley to make her feel better. But he couldn't figure out what to say. The akward silence was starting to make him more nervous.
Starrla obviosly wasn't comfortable either. The silence was getting to her too. She felt Dally grab her hand and she shivered. She could feel him starring at her. It was unverving. She sighed and looked up opening her eyes. She found herself starring into his eyes. One of them had to say something. She was afraid it would have to be her. She colsed her eyes again and she felt Dally kiss her again.
"So,"Dally started. He was playing with his hands "Is it mine?"
"Who elses could it be?"She said.
Dallas looked up at her "I dunno. But do you know for sure?"He asked. He hated the tension that seemed to fill the room.
"Yes,"She replied "That was a little over 2 months ago Dal."
He nodded "Do your brothers know?"
"Of course they know dumbass,"She snapped.
Dallas backed away. He didn't really mean to get her upset. He but his clothes back on and looked at her. She had her head rested on her knees. He put his fingers under her chin and kissed her and opened her window.
"I think I should go now,"He said unsure of what else to do. She got up and got dressed and looked at him. She looked upset.
"Why don't you use the front door?"She asked.
"They don't know I'm here or that I'm alive for that matter,"He said.
"Soda and Darry were in here earlier Dal. They know your here."
"How do you know that?"He asked slightly confused.
"I always wake up when my door opens. I can't really explain it but I do. No one thinks I'm awake but I am. Rarely do I not wake up when that door opens."
Dally looked at her strangley his head tilted to the side a bit. He sighed and walked over to her "Are you mad at me?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Just give answer me Starr. Fuck you can never give me a staright answer."
"No I'm not mad at you,"She replied quietly looking down at her hands.
"What's wrong?"he asked cupping her face in her hands.
"It's nothing."
"Tell me."
"I don't have to tell you everything,"She snapped.
He stepped back from her "I didn't mean to upset you Starr."
"Doesn't matter,"She snapped "You don't care"
"Why do you always act so ARG!"
"What? How do I 'always' act?"
"Your always so.....,"He trailed off.
"Well?"
"Your such a fucking drama queen."
Starrla glared at him "Get out,"She growled quietly behind gritted teeth.
"What?"He starred at her.
"Get out,"She growled a little louder.
"No. You just don't wanna hear it."
"I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!"She yelled pushing him into her bedroom door. She reached by him and turned the doorknob opening the bedroom door. She shoved Dally outside and slammed the door.
Dallas stood outside her door shocked. He really didn't know what he should do. He didn't want to risk opening the door. He knew something was wrong with her and it had nothign to do with her being pregnant. Instead he just sighed and walked downstairs. Everyone looked up when he got to the bottom of the stairs. Everyone but Darry and Soda strred at him in shock. The room fell silent except for the blaring TV. Two-Bit, Pony and Steve got up and wnet over and said things like 'nice to see you' and 'your alive?' and 'it's good your back'. But he didn't understand anyone of it since it was more jibberish then real words.
"Hey guys lay off him,"Darry said.
Everyone reluctantly stopped and went back to what they were doing. Things seemed to be somewhat back to normal. Well at least for them anyway.
'Plug it in
So I can digest you
I will taste you'
"Dallas. Can I talk to you?"Darry asked.
"Uh yeah sure Darry."
They walked outisde onto the porch. Darry sighed and closed teh door and looked at Dallas.
"Look. I know about everything and Dallas I have one thing to say to you."
"And that would be?"
Darry put a hand on his shoulder "Dallas is you hurt her I will kill you. Understood?"
"You know I wouldn't hurt her Darry,"He replied shrugging Darry's hand off his shoulder.
"I know. But if Starr hurts herself because of you I will still kill you."
"Why would she do that?"
Darry looked around nervously and looked back at Dallas "You know. It's hard to keep a secret. But sometimes you have to, to protect the people around you."
"Cut the shit Darry and just come out and say it,"Dallas snapped.
"Well it's about Starr. No one knows this but...." Darry looked around "Starr she has some problems. Starr she's manic depressive. I wouldn't be tellign you this but you have a right to know if you wanna be with her. Right now all the changes going on is getting to be too much for her. Keep a close eye on her and stay close to her. Don't let her think like she should kill herself."
Dally starred at him wide-eyed but nodded none the less "I will Darry. Don't worry about it."
"I think it's safe to go talk to her now Dal."
"You sure?"
"She should be cooled down right now."
"Thanks Darry. I really thought you were going to tear my head off."
Darry laughed "Starr would never forgive me if I did that."
"I don't think she'll forgive me for leaving her."
"She already has Dal Just go up and talk to her."
"She probably won't let me in."
"If she doesn't I'll make her open the door."
Dally laughed "Ok it's your funeral."
"I'll take the risk. Starr needs someone right now and I swear it ain't gunna be Two-Bit so it better be you."
"Whoah woah woah back up a sec. What about Two-Bit?"
"I think you should ask her about that."
Dally's eyes narrowed "Alright. She better have a good explanation."
"Dallas think a minute. She needs someone and I'm damned if it's gunna be Two-Bit. I don't even think he likes her and vice versa. It's just a fling. It doesn't mean anything. Besides I prefer you over Two-Bit anyday."
Dallas nodded "Than's Dar."
"No problem Dal."
'Far away, far away
I can't feel you today
I need healing my love
Appetite running fast
Following my gut
Turning up every rock'
Starrla look up from her book when she heard a knock on her door.
"Who is it?"She called.
"It's me."
Starrla rolled her eyes" Who's me,"She replied looking back at her book and continuing to read.
"Starsky,"said the loud voice of Darry on the other side of her bedroom door "Open the door."
Starrla sighed and closed her book and placed it on her night stand. She got up and opened the door. Dally stood there with Darry behind him.
"What?"
Darry pushed Dallas into her room and left. Starrla sighed and closed the door.
"What do you want?"Starrla snapped her eyes narrowing.
"Look Starr........What I said earlier. I didn't mean it. You were just hitting my every nerve back there."
"Yeah. I know I was. I didn't mean to."
"So what's this thing with you and Two-Bit?"
"It's nothing Dal."
"Please Starr? tell me"
"I fucked him ok! Not only did I do it once but twice. Woah Dallas look at me I'm a fucking whore!"Starrla nearly yelled.
Dallas sighed "No your not Starr. I was just asking."
"You were so not just asking."
"Come here Starr."
"Why?"
"Just come here,"Dallas said sitting on her bed.
"No."
"Look I came up here to apologize not be yelled at by you,"He stated.
"Bullshit. Darry dragged you up here."
"FUCK! stop being so fucking impossible."
"Why did you really come up here?"She asked raising an eyebrow.
That made him hate Two-Bit more, Yet he remained silent waiting to see what she would do if he didn't answer her.
"Please?"She askked sitting on her knees on the bed next to him.
He sighed "I came to apologize."
Staeela's face fell "Is that all?"
"No."
"What else then?"She asked curiously.
He turned his head and looked and her. Her hazel eyes shinning with something he couldn't really place.
"I....."
"You what?"Starrla asked.
"I love you."
Starrla smiled "I love you too."
All Dallas could do in return was smile. She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him.
'You're disappearing my love
I need louder than this
Please fill me up'
"I don't hear yelling anymore,"Soda observed.
Darry looked up from his paper and listened "Niether do I little buddy."
"She didn't kill him did she?"Two-Bit said half joking half serious.
"No. They most likely solved their argument."Pony said continuing on his homework.
"Yeah. Starr doesn't stay mad for long,"Darry said putting his paper down "You just have to talk to her."
"Yeha. I know,"Two-Bit replied walking out of the house onto the front porch. He reted his elbows on the railing anf looked out at nothing in particular.
Soon he was joined by Steve "We never get a brea. Do we?"He said lighting a smoke.
"No we don't Stevie, we don't."
"Why did he have to come back in the first place. It would have been better if he didn't come back at all."
"Steve don't be an ass. He's our pal so we'd miss him if he was gone. You know that. I know that. Everybody knows that."
"Yeha I know but still."
"Yeah I know. Starr sure made her descision quick,"Two-Bit said lighting his own smoke.
Steve laughed "I can see why. He is the one who knocked her up in the first place."
"Steve that's just mean."
"Hey it's true. I'm only stating the facts here."
"Whatever. But I don't think Darry would like you talking about his baby sister liek that Stevie."
"You know what? I think Darry is an asshole and maybe he should go one day being us."
"Steve just shut the fuck up alright. I don't need your fucking bullshit right now."
With that said Two-Bit walked off the portch and down the street. Steve sat down on the steps and sighed
"Why?"Hhe asked the starry night sky and sighed once more and ventured back inside.
'Good tidings I bring
To you and your sins
I'll forgive'
"Dallas,"Starrla said sitting up on her bed.
"What Starr?"
"What are we gunna do about our little problem. It's too late to do anything about it. I mean should we keep it or give it up?"
"Starr I'll do whatever you want me to regarding the situation. I mean it's as equally my fault as it is yours."
"I know but I want your opinion,"She replied sitting on him straddling his waist.
Dallas ran his hands up and down her legs (yes they are wearing clothes) "Well I think we should take responsibility and keep it. What's your opinion babe?"
"It seems we are on the same page,"She replied smiling.
He smiled back "So,"He said rolling over so he was on top of her "What do you think your brothers will say?"
"Seriously? I have no clue."
"Niether do I."
"Do you know what Darry told me?"
"What?"
"He said he preferred me better then Two-Bit."
"He really said that?"
"Yeah."
"Woah I didn't expect that."
"He cares about you Starr. He wants you to be happy. No matter what it costs.
Starrla smiles and wraps her arms around his neck "That's a good thing."
"I guess."
Starrla smiled "So how do you think we should do this?"
"What do you mean?"He asked.
"I mean how are we gunna do this when the baby is born?"
Dallas shrugged "I dunno,"Dallas said sitting up on the bed.
"Maybe we should live together or something you know. So we can share responsibilites."
"Yeah. But I dunno what your brother would say about it."
"Screw them. Who care,"Starrla pulled him down and kissed him "What we think is all that matters."
Dallas smiled and kissed her back.
'Come to me
Plug it in, so I can digest you
I will taste you (taste you)
My appetite in that hole
Tempt you with it now
I will taste you (Ooh ooh)'
Dally's hand rested on Starrla's hips and her arms were wrapped around hsis neck as tehy kissed. Dallas ran his hands up and down her sides. They were interrupted by a loud knock on the door.
"Yeah?"Starrla called.
"Hey Starr can I talk to you for a minute?"Steve asked through the door.
"Yeah. Just a sec."
Starrla and Dallas looked at eachother. Dallas sighed and rolled off of her. Starrla got up and opened the door. Shutting it behind her as she enetered the hallway.
"What is it Steve?"
"Why?"
"Um Steve. I ain't a mind reader. Why what?"
"Why did you pick him over everyone else?"
Starrla sighed "Steve. You know since i was 13 that I liked Dallas. That is almost 4 years now Steve. It's not like I tried to hide it either. You had a chance and 'you' didn't take it. I picked who 'I' liked best. Get over it!"
Steve held his hands up in defeadt. "OK OK. Fine. I should have known. Afterall I am your best friend."
"Yeah."
"I'll talk to you later ok Starr."
"Of course. Bye Steve."
"Bye Starr."
Starrla smiled and opened the door again and walked inside. She closed the door and locked it.
'Please shake me and tug,
I need shaking my love
Can't you be the one
I can't fake it my love
I need filling come on
I need it louder than bombs'
"What did he want?"
"Nothing too important. Nothing that you should be worried about,"Starrla replied laying down on the bed next to him.
"I don't have any competition for you do I?"He asked grabbing her hands and running his thumb over her figers smiling playfully at her.
"Of course not,"She punched him playfully in the shoulder "You better then them anyway."
Dallas laughed "You not trying to soften me up are you?"
"'Maybe I am?" She said suggestivlt "What are you gunna do about it tough guy?"
Dallas smirked and started to tickle her. Starrla started laughing uncontrollably. She tried to turn away from him but it didn't work.
"Dal. Please. Stop. I. I . Can't. Breathe,"She gasped out between her fits of laughter.
"Ok. Just because you asked so nicely."He stopped tickling her.
He leaned down and kissed her. Starrla's arms automatically wrapped around his neck. His hands slid up and down her sides and slowly started creeping up her shirt. Starrla grabbed his hands and he broke the kiss and looked at her.
"What?"He asked his voice short of breath.
"I don't really wanna...."She said.
Dallas sighed "Ok. That's fine. I won't make you,"He replied kissing her on the forehead.
"Thanks Dal. I apprieciate it,"She said curling up next to him.
"No problem,"He replied quietly.
He wrapped his arms loosly around her. He pulled her to him and the 2 started drifting off too sleep. Dallas realizing hoe tired he actually was.
'Come to me
Plug it in, so I can digest you
I will taste you (taste you)
My appetite in that hole
Tempt you with it now
I will taste you (taste you, taste you, taste you)'
"STARRLA FOR THE LAST TIME WAKE UP!"Darry yelled from downstairs waking both people up.
Starrla sighed and opened the door "I AM UP!!!!"
"GOOD!"Darry called abck.
Starrla sighed rolling her eyes slamming her bedroom door.
"He is so god damned annoying sometimes."
Dallas laughed "Well that's Darry for you."
"Yeah."
Starrla walked over to her dresser and changed out of yesterday's clothes. She pulled out somethnig new to wear. She pulled on a black long sleeved shirt and a pale green, red and borwn zip up plad t-shirt. She pulled on her regular jeans and rolled up her sleeves. He turned around and looekd at Dallas.
"So what's up for today?"She asked.
Dallas shrugged "Whatever you feel like doing."
"Why don't we just go downstairs."
"Sure if that's what you wanna do baby."
Hand in hand Starrla and Dallas walked down stairs. Only Ponyboy and Two-Bbit were there. They were on they're way out the door to the school.
"Hey Starr. You coming today?"Two-Bit asked.
"Nah. I'm gunna stay here likeusual. I'm thinking about dropping out anyway. For a while at least."
"You know Darry would kill you if he heard you say that,"Pony said.
"Like I care. Now get going or your gunna be late."
Pony sighed "Fine. Bye Starr."
"Bye Pone. Two-Bit."
"Bye Starr,"They both called abck.
Starrla closed the door for them and sat down on the couch. Dallas sat down next to her.
"Well it's just us."
"Yep."
"What you wanna do Starr?"He asked.
"I just wanna relax. The last few days have been very stressful."
Dallas kissed her "I love you."
"I love you too. Anyway you hungry?"
"A little."
"I'll make us something them."
"Go ahead."
'Feel that movement my love
Pulling up from above
Are you lis'ning love
My emptiness in a way
Is tempting
Guiding you from my gut
I will taste you
I will taste you (I've got a big mouth)
I've got a big mouth (I will taste you)
I will taste you (I've got a big mouth)
I've got a big mouth
I will taste you
I will taste you (I've got a big mouth)
I will taste you'
Starrla and Dallas ate a nice breakfast at the table. They looekd at eachother and smiled.
"So heres to us?"
"Yes. And to new beginnings."
'Oh my love, oh my love
I can't hear you my love
Tell me where have you gone
Far away, far away
I can't feel you today
I need healing my love
Oh my love, oh my love, oh my love
(Oh my love, oh my love)'
THE END
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AN: OMG! this is the first story I have finished ever. I am so exicited.
Song
Melissa Auf der Maur - Taste You
OMG After nerve wrackign months and days it's finally done. I hope you liked it. I would like my firends Jasmine, Anna, Tommy and Jeff for encouraging my to continue I apprieate it. I would also liek to thank all my reviewers. I made this chapter long just for you. Believe me it was going to be longer. Lol.
Thanks for the fantastic ride down my mind.
2 new Stories coming up.
Price You Pay - Sequel to The Last Time I Saw You (not a songfic )
Tim Shepard Superstar - A musical taken from Jesus Christ Superstaer. Behold my creative mind. I did change the words to fit though. Might get confusing. I already started. Will be only 26 or 27 chapters I have it limited anyway.
Thanks everyone.
Hope you read these.
Foamy