Alright a knew chapter! I love new chapters. I love everything! Anyway, Matt is still italics and Sora will be bold. I still don't own digimon and I still love Matt and Tai!

"Matt are you alright?" I asked him. I jumped up on the bed and sat down next to him.

He didn't say anything, he just sat there. I put my arm around his shoulder to try to comfort him. The poor guy he must be depressed all the time. I'll make him feel better, I'm good at that.

"So, what do you want to do?" I asked him.

"I just want to go to bed." I said. It may have sounded weird it being only eight and I wanted to go to bed, but what else could we do. I was in a crappy mood and didn't really want to do anything right now.

"Yeah okay. Let's go to bed." Tai said.

I guess he understood that I wasn't very happy at the moment. It's not his fault, he didn't know that bringing up the whole Sora thing would affect me like this. It wasn't just the Sora thing it was this whole day. I hate my life.

"Come on Matt, let's go brush our teeth and get in bed so we can cuddle all night." Tai said. Moron didn't he realize that this was no time to joke around. That's way he was my best friend of course.

"Yeah, lets go brush our teeth." I said and followed him to the bathroom like I was some kind of soulless person.

"What are you two up to?" Dad said from the couch.

"Just brushing our teeth Mr. Ishida." Tai said.

"Did Matt go Zombie on you again?" Stupid dad knowing everything about me. Stupid Tai for answering his question.

"Yes, he's a depressed boy. I think I'll have to make him happy. Don't mind the loud noises coming from his bedroom tonight." Tai said.

Idiot! I of course quickly recovered from my zombie stage and gave my friend a good beating in the face. Tai's reaction to this was to curl up in a ball on the floor and laugh uncontrollably. I kicked him in the back and walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth. When I was finished Tai was still out in the hall in his laughing fit. What a moron.

I went back to my room and laid down in my bed quickly getting back to my state of depression. I closed my eyes to go to sleep when I heard someone enter my room and close the door behind them. It was Tai, I heard him still giggling.

"Matt you can't go to sleep like that! You need pajamas." Tai said. He then began to dig through my closet for some night ware.

"Matt do you wear pajamas because I'm not finding any?" Tai said.

"I wear my clothes to bed." I said.

"Oh yeah that's right. I remember now. Come on Matt cheer up. Is it because I wouldn't watch that detective show with you?" Tai said. He climbed up on my bed and laid down next to me. It was nice to have a friend like Tai.

"Yama?"

"I'm not mad at you Tai."

"You still mad about Sora or your band?"

"Yeah."

"Want to talk about what happened?"

"With what?"

"With your band? With Sora?"

"You wouldn't understand."

"Try me."

"My band kicked me out because of different views on something. Sora dumped me for the same reason." I said. I couldn't tell him the reason, not yet. Not ever. Tai was the only thing I lived for. There I go again sounding like I was in love with him.

"I thought you said you dumped Sora after you caught her with her ex?"

"I did catch her with her ex. Sora explained to me that they were still in love with each other and couldn't go out with me anymore."

"Now I'm confused so I'm going to go to sleep. Maybe when I wake up I'll understand something." Tai said. He put an arm around me and held me close. "Goodnight Matt. Hope you have dreams about me naked." Tai said.

"Gross Tai. I'd rather see Koushiro naked." Which was true actually. Izzy wasn't my best friend.

"Now that's sick." Tai said.

I closed my eyes for the second time hoping sleep would come. It soon did and I went off to dream land only to be woken up in a few hours from a full bladder.

I woke up at around eleven to find my dear Matt missing. I did what anyone would do, I began to panic. What could have happened to my dearest Yamato? Daisuke kidnapped him I just know it. He was jealous of the blond for having me. I'm going to kill that kid!

That's when I heard the toilet flush and my beautiful darling came back. He laid back down next to me. I pulled him in my arms and squeezed him as hard as I could. Maybe a little to hard. He yelped and slapped me.

"What are you doing Tai?"

"I thought Davis got you." I said, maybe I should be lying about this.

"Did Taichi have a bad dream?" he said in the cutest Yamato voice.

"Maybe. I thought that he took you so he could have you as his best friend so he could finish his plan to take over my life." Hey this actually sounded believable. I mean from me anyway.

"Don't worry Tai. Davis isn't here and I just went to go pee." Matt said before rolling over and going back to sleep.

"He won't take you away from me Matt." I said.

I too went back to sleep only to be awoken at midnight to find my beloved gone again. I know where he is this time! Myotismon came back and he took my Matty. He took him because he's so perfect. That stupid vampire I wish he would just disappear for good. That's when the toilet flushed and Matt came back.

"Matt don't ever leave me again!" I yelled.

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

"It's Myotismon!"

"Your an idiot Tai."

I didn't know what was wrong with Tai tonight. Every time I woke up to go to the bathroom he would wake up too and panic about me. I needed one of those mattresses on those commercials. The one where the lady jumps on the bed with a glass of water and it doesn't spill. Then Tai wouldn't wake up and worry that I got abducted by aliens or Kari was going to kill me with a chain saw. Or maybe I shouldn't have drank twenty glasses of water at the restaurant.

Tai and his stupid imagination it was making me happy. Wait, is that a bad thing? No, I guess it's not. It was around four in the morning now. Tai had his arms around me and was snoring loudly. I, however, couldn't get back to sleep. I wasn't used to sleeping this long. Usually I was depressed and couldn't get to sleep or I was out with my friends and didn't get any sleep. When I'm with Tai he makes sure I get plenty of sleep. When I'm with Tai I somehow can sleep. And right now I've had enough sleep!

I would have gotten up and went out to watch television or something if it wasn't for Tai. Stupid Tai! He was holding me so tight that I would never be able to get out. He was probably worried that someone was going to kidnap me.

"Tai wake up." I whispered. It didn't work.

"Taichi Yagami!" I said. He didn't even move so I pinched him on the arm.

"What?" He said sleepily.

"Wake up."

"Why?"

"Because your have me in a bear hug and won't let me go." I said.

"so what?" He said as he snuggled closer to me. I turned around so I could face him and ended up with hair in my face.

"mmm. . .Yama smell good." Tai said, he then began to snore again.

"Tai get up and let me go!" I said through the hair.

"Yama rhymes with lama. Matt's a lama." Tai said.

"Tai get up!" I yelled.

"Why do you have to pee again?"

"No."

"Then why do I have to get up?"

"Because I can't sleep."

"Well that doesn't concern me. Let me go back to sleep."

"Tai, your hairs in my face and your squeezing me to tight."

"Sorry Yama." He said.

He moved his head up so his face was even with mine and our noses were touching.

"Good morning sunshine." He said to me with that crooked smile of his.

"Good morning Tai." I said.

"What day is it today?"

"Sunday Tai. Now are you going to let go of me?" I said.

"No. Is there cartoons on today? In the morning?" He asked. He didn't wait for an answer before cuddling back up into my chest.

"Tai your hair!" I said.

"Yeah I know it's beautiful isn't it."

"It's in my face."

"Matt, I'm hungry."

"Let's go get something to eat then."

"But it's four in the morning!"

"No, it's twenty passed four." I said.

He released me from his grip and knocked me off the bed. He then rolled off the bed and on top of me. Having your best friend land on you like that when he was about twenty pounds heavier hurt. Not so bad where I would have started crying and screaming in the pain, but the ouch that's going to bruise soon kind of hurt.

"Tai your crushing my body."

"To early in the morning."

"Tai we slept for eight hours that's how many they say is needed." I said.

"Who's they?"

"I don't know. Doctors."

"Well, if the doctors say I had enough sleep then I guess I can get up now. Come on Yama let's go eat."

He got off of me and left for the kitchen. He sure does make a lot of noise, hopefully my dad doesn't kill me for being up this early. I got off the floor and went into the kitchen where I found Tai digging through all of our cupboards.

"Your dad already left for work or something. There's a note on the fridge." Tai said.

Indeed there was a note. It didn't say where he went or when he would get back, but it did say that he was gone and left today.

"What do you want to eat?" I asked Tai who was sniffing a box of corn flakes.

"Not these." He said as he threw the box on the floor behind him. "I'll make you some eggs Matt."

"How about we just eat the box of donuts my dad bought for us the other day."

"That sounds like a good idea Matt my good man."

I love donuts. I almost love them as much as I love Matt. I like the ones with a lot of sprinkles and frosting. Matt says there gross because they're more of a junk food than a breakfast. He likes to eat the plane ones with nothing on them. I picked out the donut with the chocolate frosting and the cream inside.

As the donut moved closer to my mouth I could smell the rich chocolate that covered it. My mouth watered at the rich chocolatley smell. I took a bight from the delicious pastry. It was so chocolatley, it was so creamy and it was mine.

Matt didn't seem to be enjoying his donut as much as I was enjoying mine. Who could enjoy a thing that was so plan, so not covered in chocolate. I glared at him wondering what kind of monster had told him to choose that donut, the healthiest of the bunch. It was Joe I just knew it. He was always trying to make us eat healthy food. That creepy doctor kid he wouldn't get away with this!

"Tai I don't like you staring at me like that. Don't worry I won't eat any of your precious frosted donuts." Matt said. "And for gods sake Tai you have chocolate all over your face." Matt said.

"Oh well." I said.

I finished my first donut and grabbed another one. Jelly filled this time. Not as delicious as my first one, but all the same it was yummy. Matt was yummy too. Mmm, Matt and donuts. Matt with a box of donuts. It was the best picture ever. No wait, chocolate covered Matt. Now there was something I should remember.

My beautiful thoughts about dancing donuts and a dancing Matt were ruined when Takeru and Daisuke ran through the door. What were they doing here? It wasn't even five yet! They should still be in bed.

"What are you guys doing up already?" Davis asked.

"Eating donuts." I answered.

"You have chocolate on your face." Davis said.

"Do I?"

I could see him fighting it. I could see him trying to pull back, but in the end it got him. He got real close to my face and then. . .licked me. No one could resist the chocolate covered Taichi. Mmmm, Davis's tongue. No wait I wanted Matt's tongue!

Once Davis cleaned all the chocolate off my face he went back to his place next to Takeru. Poor kid looked like he was going to wet his pants. He was probably shocked at what his friend just did to my face. Or he was disappointed that he didn't get there first.

"Chocolate, cream and jelly. Not bad." Davis said as he licked his lips.

"You just licked Tai's face." Matt said. He didn't look as shocked as his younger brother. Davis loved food and would go to any extreme to get it.

"Mmm. . .Davis so early in the morning. Tastes good." I said. I licked my lips as well.

Takeru grabbed Davis's arm and glared at me. Whoa, didn't know he was your property there my little friend. Wasn't a very good idea to get the little brother of my heart's desire mad. If little Matt was mad than big Matt was mad. Wow, Tk and Davis. I wonder if they're really going out. I saw Davis with a person by the name of Ken. Ken though could match good with anyone, Davis, Takeru, Matt, Koushiro, Kari, Miyako, maybe even Iori.

"What are you guys doing over here so early?" Matt asked.

"Just to see what you guys were up to." Takeru said.

"What's the truth?" Matt said.

"We were going to try to catch you guys on film sleeping with each other. Kari said that you two cuddle." Davis said.

"That explains the camera. Now go away." Matt said.

"I don't want to go away." Takeru said.

"Are you guys going to Izzy's today?" Davis asked.

"Of course." I said.

"Yeah, I'll be there." Matt said.

"What does the genius have planned for today?" Takeru asked.

"We're going to play a game of twister, then go into a game of spin the bottle, shortly followed by truth or dare." I said. I then grabbed another donut and shoved the whole thing in my mouth.

"Why twister?" Davis asked.

"He's kidding Davis. We're not going to do any of that stuff. You know Kourshiro never has anything planned. We just go there to hang out." Matt said.

"I'm going to go home." I said.

Go home? What the hell was the matter with me? Why did I say that? I didn't want to go home. I wanted to stay with my Yamato. Oh well, I'll see him later. I could use some more sleep anyway. Stupid doctors saying that eight hours was enough to sleep. I at least needed ten. Maybe Matt was lying to me. Why Matt? Why would you do such a terrible thing to me? It was the donuts wasn't it?

"Okay Tai. See you later." Matt said. What? Oh yeah, I'm going home.

"Oh you don't want to walk me home?" Walk me home Matt! You know you can't resist me.

"Not unless you want to wait awhile so I can take a shower, change my clothes, and do my hair."

"That will take thirty minutes for the shower, fifteen to change clothes, and an hour to do your hair. So that's one hour and forty-five minutes. Better get started Matt." I said.

Tai can't do anything by himself can he? He practically ripped my clothes off and threw me in the shower. Of course I wouldn't let him take my clothes of so he just threw me in the shower with them on. I had to peel them off when he was gone. It felt good to take a shower. To have the water running down my body and. . .

"Matt hurry up! Your fifteen minutes are almost up!" Tai said.

"Tai get out of the bathroom!" I yelled. I could have swore I locked the door once he left.

"I brought you a towel and some clothes I picked out for you." Tai said before leaving again.

I turned off the shower and peeked my head out first to see if Tai was really gone. Once I saw that the soccer star was no where around I opened up the shower curtain and got out. I wrapped my naked body up in the towel before going over to the sink to brush my teeth.

"Hey Matt you should just wear that out." I turned around to find my brother and Daisuke sitting on the tub. When did they come in?

"TK are you hitting on your brother?"

"Maybe I am."

"Get out you morons." I yelled.

Tai came to my rescue and grabbed the two boys. He dragged them out of the bathroom. Before he closed the door he turned back to me and smiled. I swear my heart just stopped. I smiled back and he left the room closing the door behind me. Am I falling for Tai?

This can't be happening to me. I can't fall in love with my best friend. It would just be too weird. My heart only stopped because I was embarrassed that they were all in here and I was only in a towel. Yeah that's it. I wasn't getting the hots for Tai.

I dried myself off and looked at the clothes Tai picked out for me. Did he think I was a girl? Did he think I was gay? Well, I did have these clothes, but they were only for when I performed. He had picked out the girliest blue shirt with lace on the collar. And the pants were tight leather pants that showed everything. They did look damn good on me though.. I put all the clothes on and took out my hair dryer.

"Matt are you dressed?" Tai said through the door.

"Yeah Tai. You can come in."

Tai came in and grabbed the hair dryer from me. He enjoyed drying my hair. I wouldn't let him touch my hair of course. Only few could touch the hair of the great Yamato Ishida. Right now it was only me who could touch my hair since I was single.

"There you go beautiful. All dry and ready for you." Tai said. He then gave my butt a quick slap and sat down on the tub.

"Must you watch me do my hair?" Matt asked.

"I love to watch you doing anything." Tai said.

I don't think Tai's joking around anymore. I seriously think he enjoys watching me, is he a stalker? And I think he enjoys touching my butt. It then hit me, Taichi is gay. Well, that explains a lot. It explains the closeness he has towards guys, why he never has had a girlfriend, and why he didn't kill Daisuke when he licked his face.

"So Tai, What time did we need to be over at Koushiro's tonight?" I asked him.

"At seven, maybe you can stay at my house for awhile?"

"I don't think so Tai. I think my dad wanted me to do something." Calm down Matt you don't even know if he's really gay. I just lied to my best friend! I feel so horrible now.

"Okay. When we get to my house want to sleep in my bed for awhile Matt? Eight hours, come on that's ridiculous." Tai said.

"No, that's okay Tai. I'll stay over for awhile in the morning though." Then maybe I'll find out some more about you and see if you have a crush on me or not.

"Almost done with your hair yet?"

"Yeah."

Matt was being very distant from me as we walked to my place. We usually walk down the street holding hands. Maybe he was still bummed about last night with the band. I still have to kill all those guys for Matt.

"So Matt what do you want to do at my house?"

"Something where we won't wake anyone up."

"So no wrestling?" He laughed shyly and then looked down at his shoes.

What's wrong with you Matt why are you becoming so distant? I just wanted to grab him and tell him that I loved him! That might only make it worse though. We didn't talk the rest of the way to my house. He decided to leave right away too. Why? Why? Don't leave me Matt. I love you. It was too late he was already gone.

Everyone was still asleep so I decided to sleep as well. That was my plan to begin with wasn't it?

I watched Koushiro typing quickly on his computer. He told me earlier what he was doing, but I couldn't understand a word he was saying. Sometimes I think he loves that computer more than he loved me. It was his passion and everyone had to have a passion. Mine was Tennis, Matt had his band, Tai has soccer, and Mimi has fashion. Sometimes I wish that Koushiro's passion didn't control his life.

He stopped typing briefly and I thought he was done. I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. Why is he on that thing so much? I only use it to email my friends.

"Shiro?" I said.

"Just a minute Sora I think I figured it out."

"Izzy the others will be here shortly."

"That's nice Sora. Now, let me figure this out."

"Sometimes I think Mimi was right." I said.

"Right about what?"

"Nothing." Right about you being in love with that piece of machinery.

"Speaking of Mimi where is she? I thought she was with you?"

"She's with Joe, her boyfriend. You do know what a boyfriend is don't you?"

"Sora are you mad at me?"

No, not really. How could I ever be mad at you I love you. Well, you aren't paying any attention to me, and you are kind of telling me to shut up, but no I'm not mad. I'm furious!

"No, not at all. Why don't you get back to your beloved computer."

"Sora, I'm sorry. I got carried away." Good he's done with his computer now he can spend some time with me, his girlfriend.

"Don't try to kiss me." He tried anyway and I slapped him.

No way was I going to let him kiss me now. It was almost seven. Any one of my friends could walk in and find me kissing him. Sure I loved him, but I wasn't going to jeopardize my popularity. He was let's just say not very popular in school, if anyone found out we were dating then it would be the end of me. I told Mimi of course, her being my best friend. And Matt kind of found out last year when he walked in on us kissing. He was cool with it though. He understands too that I want to keep it a secret. Until recently he hid his true feelings from everyone, but me and now he's in deep water.

I kind of feel sorry for Matt. He had the courage to tell everyone and what does he get in return. Poor guy he was probably at home right now crying. That is if Tai wasn't there. Tai could always cheer him up.

"Sora, don't you love me?" Koushiro said.

"Of course I love you."

"Then why can't we tell anyone?"

I don't really know. It's just me being stubborn. Why should I care what other people think. As long as I have him then I'll be alright. I love him. It shouldn't matter if I'm popular and he's not.

"Let's tell everyone tonight Shiro. I don't want to hide our love any more." I said.

He kissed me right as Tai walked in. There was a sure way of this getting around the school fast.

"Ew, gross!" He said.

"Shut up Tai." I said.

"Are you two going out?"

"Yes." Koushiro said.

"Izzy you could do better." That jerk! Who was better than me? Okay, so a lot of people are better than me. He's still a jerk though.

"Hey, what's going on guys?" Kari said from behind Tai.

"They were making out. It was so gross." Tai said.

"Not as gross as the way you were talking about Matt this afternoon. I didn't want to know how his butt feels or how he smells or. . ."

"Kari will you shut up!"

It didn't really matter. Everyone knew that Tai was gay and had a thing for Matt. Everyone but Matt that is. Even the people at school could kind of guess it. They weren't sure though so they stayed cool around Tai.

"Tai your such a jerk some times." Kari said.

"Yeah and you promised you wouldn't tell."

"I had my fingers crossed. Besides I'm getting you back for reading my dairy."

"You read Hikari's dairy." Ken said as he walked in the door with Davis attached to his arm. "That's not very nice of you Tai."

Ken and Daisuke now there was a match. Wasn't Dai with Takeru though. Why must I be so confused? And whoa, Sora and Izzy? What was he thinking? Sora was the devil, look at what she did to my Yama. I don't think I want to be her friend anymore.

"Tai's not a very nice person." Kari said.

"I am too! I'm the nicest person alive."

"No, Ken is." Kari said.

"No, he's the kindest person alive. And you Kari are the light that's filled with darkness." What I just said confused my self, but maybe she understood. "I am good-hearted Kari, compassionate, very humane, I'm a good person who's very sympathetic, I'm gentle, friendly and very generous."

"You are not! Your greedy, stupid, very unsympathetic, unfriendly, and don't even know the meaning of the word compassionate!" Kari said.

"He does if we"re talking about Matt." Davis said.

"What are you trying to say? That I'm only nice to Matt."

"He's not even nice to Matt." Takeru said. When did he get here? Joe and Mimi snuck in to while I was telling Kari how great I was.

"Yolei couldn't come she had to go to her grandmothers and Cody isn't feeling well." Joe said.

"Oh too bad for Iori and I was going to give him something too. Oh well I'll just have to keep it." I said.

"You're lying Tai." Kari said.

"Where's Matt?" I said.

"He said he wasn't feeling well. He was locked up in his room the whole day." Takeru said.

"What? Matt's not coming? No point in me being here then." I said and got up to leave the room.

"Tai we're your friends to you know." Sora said.

"No you're not. Besides I have to stop at Iori's and see how he's doing. He's the one who's really sick anyway. Matt's just depressed again." I said.

"What happened? Is he alright?" Mimi said.

"No, he's not." I said. Takeru and Daisuke grabbed my arm and dragged me back down onto the bed.

"You're staying Tai. For now." Takeru said.

"You're not being very nice Tai." Kari said.

"Whoever said I was nice?"

"You did." Sora said.

"Well, I want my Yama!"

"Why are you in love with him Tai?" Ken asked.

Yes I am in love with him. Who wouldn't be in love with someone as perfect as him. Of course I wasn't going to admit my love to him in front of all these people. I love him and only I have to know. Well, I guess Kari knows and Kourshiro. Kari probably told Takeru who told Dai, who told Ken, who told Miyako, who told Iori, who didn't tell anyone because he's a good boy. And Koushiro probably told Sora, who told Mimi, who told Joe, who didn't tell anyone because he has no friends. None that know me anyway so why should they care and why should I care.

"You're not kind, you're not even nice." I said to Ken.

"Anyway, I'm going to have a movie night on Friday. Couples only, so is anyone else dating anyone?" Sora said.

"Who wants to go to your house anyway?" I said, maybe I wasn't being very nice. I don't care I wanted Yama!

"Joe and I will be there." Mimi said.

"Anyone else?" Sora said. "Takeru, you and Kari should come together."

"Gross she's a girl!" Takeru yelled.

"What?" Sora said.

"I'm going with Dai."

Takeru grabbed his boyfriend and began kissing him all over. Kari and Mimi giggled as Joe, Koushiro and I gagged. Public displays of affection are not Joe's thing, Izzy agreed with me that the couple was not a good match. They might have their reasons for going out, but seriously what about Ken.

"Ken and I will be there too." Kari said.

"No way, if anyone's gay here it's him!" I said.

"He is not! Leave him alone Tai!" Kari yelled.

"So that's almost everyone. Tai want me to set you up on a blind date?" Sora said.

"What? With some girl? No way. Maybe I'll ask Yama." Did I just say that out loud?

"Are you admitting your love for him?" Ken asked.

"No! I. . ."

"We all know Tai." Joe said.

"Stupid doctor kid. Knowing everything." I said.

"Go get him Tai." Sora said.

Before I could answer she pushed me out of Kourshiro's bedroom and towards the door. I can't do this! Matt will get mad. I wasn't even serious I was just thinking out loud something I will never do again.

"Go Tai Go!" I heard Daisuke scream.

"Yeah Tai go get the man of your dreams!" Takeru yelled.

"I think you've waited long enough Tai. Go ask him out. If he says no, it'll be alright. At least you got it out, right?" She was evil.

I didn't answer her I was to busy. I ran out the door only thinking about my Yama. They were right I loved Matt and I had to go get him. I didn't stop for anything on my way to Matt's. I just kept running and running thinking of my blue eyed love. Okay so I did think of food for awhile and maybe a glass of water. And there was that one time that I was thinking someone needed to call an ambulance, but I survived.

I made it to Matt's place in twelve minutes and thirty six seconds. What was I here for? To see Matt? To check his temperature? To eat donuts? Oh yeah, to confess my love to him. Now I'm nervous, but I need water so I knocked on the door. Someone answered the door. This someone was not my prince charming, it wasn't even prince charming's dad. This person was Jun, the vulture that needed to give up.

"Tai! Are you alright?" She said.

"Water! Need water!" I said. I collapsed on her for a minute. Man was I out of shape or something? It was only twelve minutes!

"What's wrong?" Matt said coming from the kitchen in his pink apron.

"It's Tai he needs water." Jun said.

"Bring him in the kitchen I'll get him a glass."

Jun dragged me into the kitchen and sat me down in a chair. Looks like they were cooking. I love it when Matt cooks. He makes the best food. What is Jun doing here? Did I interrupt a date? No, Matt wouldn't go on a date with her. I did once, she's pretty nice actually.

Matt gave me an ice cold glass of water and I chugged it all down in one breath. The two looked at me in concern. I glared back at them.

"What are you doing here Tai? I thought you were going to Koushiro's?" Matt said.

"Did. I thought you were sick?"

"I was."

"Doesn't look like it. People don't just heal that quickly." I said.

"I wasn't sick, I was depressed. Jun came over to cook with me. Cooking makes me feel better. Now, why aren't you at Izzy's" Matt said.

"Kicked me out."

I couldn't tell him I loved him with Jun here. It would be weird, her having a crush on him and me being the guy she went out with. I only went out with her because rumors were going around that I was gay. I am, but I didn't want anyone to know that. I guess everyone did though, I told Jun too so it might still be all around school. I would have to wait until Jun was gone to tell Matt I loved him.

"Do you want to help us cook Tai?" Jun asked.

"No. I'll just watch TV. What are you guys making?"

"Cookies and pie." Matt said.

"I love cookies! And I love pie! You two are the greatest! I get some right?"

"Maybe. If your good." Matt said.

"I'll be good. I'll be good!"

I almost panicked when Tai showed up like that. What was he thinking running all the way here like that? And he wasn't telling me something! Why was he kicked out of Koushiro's house? Was he just concerned about me? That's really sweet Tai.

After Tai got water Jun and I went back to cooking and Tai went to go watch TV. He came back a few minutes later to tell us there was nothing on. I think he just wanted to watch us cook, I think he enjoys it.

Once the cookies and pie were done the three of us brought them out into the living room and put in some movie to watch. I hope Jun didn't leave before Tai. I really didn't want to be alone with him right now. He was part of the reason I was depressed, and the cooking didn't help much either.

At around ten the movie ended and Jun took off. Tai, however stayed.

"You should go home too Tai. It's getting late and it's a school night." I said.

"My mom doesn't care what time I get home."

"You'll fall asleep in class and I'm just going to bed soon anyway."

"I'll go to bed with you." Tai said.

No, you have to leave! I can't deal with you now Tai!

My dad came home a few minutes after Jun left. He looked at Tai who was whining and then to me who was glaring at him. I couldn't help but glare at him I wasn't liking him at the moment. Okay, so I was liking him, but it was too much for a friend to like another friend.

"Having a lovers spat?" My dad said. The jerk.

"Yama's being mean and won't let me stay the night." Tai said.

"Matt don't be mean to your friend. Let him stay over."

"Dad it's a school night."

"So what? He stayed here before on a school night."

"Come on Matt. All my books are at school anyway."

"Clothes?"

"I have some here."

"Fine."

I didn't really want to say no to Tai. I slept good when he was around and right now I needed to sleep. It's true that I was trying to avoid Tai today, but how can you avoid such a cute thing?

Is Matt starting to get feelings for Tai? That's so cute, but there could be trouble coming for the two cute boys.