Hi I'm back with the fourth chapter! Yahoo!

Don't own Digimon.

Matt = italics

Sora = bold

Ken = bold and underlined. I love Ken, he's so evil.

I get to sleep over at Yama's! I get to sleep over at Yama's. See every time is a time to celebrate. Only not out loud because that would be weird and bad. I guess Matt wouldn't notice my weirdness. He thinks I'm pretty weird as it is.

"Yama will you hold me all night?"

"No."

We got into bed and I grabbed hold of my friend.

"You smell good Matt. You went back to your other shampoo." I said.

"Yeah. I bought a new bottle on my way home this morning."

"Can I touch your hair?"

"No." He never let's me touch his hair. He never let's anyone touch his hair, but I want to!

"Matty are you okay?" I said.

"I'm fine Tai."

"Liar!"

Matt turned around to face me. His face was inches from mine I nearly passed out. If I stuck out my tongue I would get his nose, bad Taichi. I've never been this close to Matt's face, except for last night I guess. It was so beautiful.

Matt reached his hand forward and put it on my face. Calm down Tai, calm down. His hand moved and went into my hair and brushed through it. What is he doing? And how come he can touch my hair and I can't touch his? He just could that's why.

Drool.

Too much going to faint.

Tai's face was gorgeous, his skin was smooth and his hair was so soft. Calm down Matt, calm down and for goodness sakes Matt take you hand off Tai! I was probably freaking him out. I couldn't help it though, he was so perfect.

I didn't know what was going on. For the whole day my thoughts always were about Tai. Every time I thought about him my heart would skip a beat. What's happening? What is this feeling? Am I really in love with my best friend? I can't be.

I fell asleep in his arms again tonight. I always want to fall asleep in his arms. I loved him.

Why does Matt have to be so perfect? Why do I have to be in love with him? I'll tell you why, because Matt likes to be perfect and I just am! We were holding each other when we woke up. I didn't want to move I was so comfortable.

"I don't want to get up!" Matt said into my chest. He was snuggled into it and he was messing up his hair.

"Come on Matt we need to go to school." This coming from me? How weird.

"Yeah, I guess we do." He said as he took my hand and began to rub it with his own. Okay...Matt's on drugs. He's gone insane. Nuts. Loony.

"Tai promise me that we'll always be friends." Matt said.

"I promise Matt." He was being so cute!

"No matter what you hear today or what happens."

"I'll love you even if you murdered someone." Did I say love!? Please Matt you didn't hear that!

Did he just say he loves me? Just as a friend though I'm sure of it.

"Why are you so concerned Matt?"

"No reason."

He was lying to me again, but he can do that all he wants. Unless it's something serious like he has a girlfriend! That jerk.

He rolled out of bed taking me with him to the bathroom. He went to the bathroom in front of me! I didn't even have time to look away I saw everything. Calm down Tai! He changed in front of me! I tried not to look I really did, but I looked. Nosebleed!

I didn't want to lose Tai he may be the only one that I have left. I brought him everywhere with me today. It looked like he was freaking out a few times, but actually looked as if he was enjoying being with me.

I was right in thinking that people were going to be acting weird around me today. I think Tai noticed too. Even he was being acted weird against. I didn't want him to get involved in this, but I didn't want to lose him either.

At lunch time Tai dragged me to the others to eat. I didn't know how they would react either. I hope that they wouldn't be as mean as some people. They all greeted me with smiles and their usual cheerfulness.

"Hi Matt how are you today?" Sora asked, I already knew she was okay with this. She knew for a while now.

"Fine."

"Don't lie Matt. We can see that your not taking all this very well." Koushiro said.

"Taking what?" Tai asked. He already finished all his food and was now eating some of mine.

"All the abuse he's getting from people. Didn't you notice?" Sora asked.

"Yeah I guess. What's wrong with everyone today? I mean that one guy tried to shove you in your locker. You're one of the most popular. . ."

"Tai I'm gay." I said before he could finish his sentence.

"So what?" Tai said. Was he serious? I mean yeah sure this is great that he doesn't care, but I expected some reaction. This means Tai won't leave me though.

"Why should people treat you differently?" Tai said.

"Because they don't understand. They think it's wrong." I said.

"I don't."

"Are the rest of you okay with this?"

"You're our friend. Why wouldn't we be?" Koushiro said.

"I'm gay too why should I care if you are? Besides I already knew a long time ago when Takeru told me." Daisuke said.

"Long time ago?" Tai said. We all just ignored him though.

"I've always been fine with it Matt." Sora said.

"I think that it's cute!" Mimi said. Of course, she thinks a lot of things are cute. "Joe doesn't mind either." She said.

"I think it's cute too! Maybe we can go check out guys together." Yolei said.

"Sure Yolei. Anytime." I said. They were all taking this well and wait a minute.

"Davis your gay?" He nodded and grabbed my brother. That explained a lot I guess. I didn't even know my brother was gay.

"Kari, Ken, are you guys okay with this?" They were to busy making out to answer though.

I had the best friends in the world. They all still liked me even though I am what I am. All the others had made me feel like I was some kind of horrible person. Like I was going against everything and trying to destroy the world or something. And my friends made me feel like I was normal. I was normal! There is nothing wrong with being gay!

"How long have you known Matt?" Tai asked.

"About a year now. That's why Sora dumped me because she thought I was gay. I thought about it for a long time and figured it was true."

"They kicked you out of the band because you're gay didn't they?" Tai said. He wasn't as stupid as everyone thought he was. Actually, he was pretty smart.

"Yeah Tai, that's why. They said it would ruin them. They said that no one would show up once they found out. They said that the fan girls would all be disgusted. They were the ones who were disgusted."

"Disgusted by what?"

"Me."

"You're not disgusting Matt. Don't you ever think that. They're the ones who are disgusting. They are the ones who should be shoved in their lockers, not you." Tai said.

"Thanks Tai. Just don't hurt anyone alright?"

"I won't unless they hurt you Matt."

My heart skipped a beat again. Did he really care for me that much? I would have asked him, but he shoved some food in my mouth before I could. He always liked to feed me. I always let him too. I couldn't say no to Tai. I could punch him in the face, but never say no. Okay so I say no to him all the time, it's fun.

Matt's gay! Gay, not straight. I could have a chance with him. This is the happiest day in my life, for now. He clung to me the hole day hoping that people might leave him alone if we were together. They didn't really, they just said we were both queer and should go to hell. They can go to hell, just leave my Yama alone!

Some teachers even had heard about Matt and his liking guys thing. Some were alright others tried, and others were mean about it. It made me hate them. Matt told me not to hate any of them. He said that they just don't understand and not to stoop to their level. I'm on a level of my own baby!

After school I went over to Matt's where I planned to tell him that I was deeply in love with him. I hoped that he would take this as well as I took him being gay. We watched after school cartoons for a while and then went to go get a snack.

"Want to spend the night again Tai?" Matt asked me as I took a bight out of the pie that Matt made.

"Yes. I want to spend the night every night." I really wanted to say I want to spend every night with you, but that might freak him out.

"Great, I'll tell dad when he gets home. You should call your mom she might get worried."

"yeah, I'll call her."

I dialed my phone number after a few rings my sister answered the phone.

"Kari, is mom there?"

"No. . .oh...." she began to breath faster. I heard Ken in the background groaning.

"Ew Kari! You don't answer the phone while your doing that!" I said. I then slammed the phone down. I'll have to remember to hate Ken.

"Was your mom home?"

"No, just Kari and Ken and I don't want to know what they were doing."

"Me neither. So what do you want to do Tai?"

Whatever Ken and Kari was doing would be fine. Bad Taichi, bad! Should I tell him that I love him now or wait till later. Matt's dad walked in and helped me make my decision, later.

"Hi Matt's dad!" I said.

"Don't you have your own home?" he said.

"Kari's there."

"So Matt how was your day today?"

"Not so bad with Tai there." I'll be there for you forever Matt. I think I'm blushing again, make it stop!

"Anyone tease you or try to beat you up? Any teachers threaten you?"

"Yeah, all of that happened."

"What teacher? I'll make sure they never teach again!"

"Dad cool it. The principle wants to see you tomorrow."

"What? Why?"

"I don't know he just said he wants to see you after school."

Matt's dad had a spaz about this thinking the principle was going to kick Matt out of the school or something. I hoped not, if he did then I'd change schools too. I guess he'd have to kick me, Daisuke and Takeru out if he kicked Matt out.

We spent the rest of the day outside playing soccer at the park. Matt playing soccer is a pretty funny sight. He's not used to playing sports. He didn't want to play, but I talked him into it. We got a game going of me, Matt, Takeru, and Daisuke. Matt was on my team of course.

After the game Matt and I went back to his place and he took a shower. I'll be stinky and gross for tonight. I don't mind. Matt came into his room with only a towel on. I think my noise started to bleed a little. He looked amazing his body glistening from the water. He grabbed some clothes and went back into the bathroom to change.

When he came back he wasn't wearing his clothes, just some boxers. Damn Matt, put some clothes on. Your making me hot!

"I thought that it was too hot in here." He said.

"It is a bit hot." Only because your almost naked!

"You can take your shirt off if you want." Matt wants me to take my clothes off.

"Yeah." I said. I took my shirt off and laid down in his bed.

He laid down next to me and faced me like he did last night.

"I'm so glad that you guys all understood. Even though most of the school didn't it's okay because you guys understand and most of all you understand Tai. You're my best friend I wouldn't be able to be this happy if you didn't understand. Yolei said that Iori's kind of freakish about it, but I think that it's just because he's young and I don't know. And I'm not quite sure about your sister and Ken. . .Tai?"

I was telling Tai how happy I was that they all understood and didn't hate me. I don't know what happened. I didn't say anything wrong, but Tai looked upset. He then turned around to face the wall. He never does this, he always faces me. Why is he doing this? I thought he understood.

"Tai what's wrong?"

"Nothing. Just leave me alone."

I didn't know what happened I just started to cry. I cried into his back.

"I thought you understood. You said you wouldn't hate me. I thought you were my friend, I thought you were okay with this, I thought that you cared about me, I thought you were. . .gay. I thought you loved me!" I screamed. "I love you Tai. Please understand. I can't lose you."

Matt loves me? Matt loves me!

He turned around and wiped away my tears. His hands were so warm and so soft. I stopped crying and stared into his chocolate eyes. His eyes were so beautiful. His lips so ravishing. He was gorgeous.

"Matt I do love you. I love you with all my heart. More than a friend should ever love a friend. I love you Matt I want to be with you." My heart stopped at these words. He loved me. "I just thought that you would never return my love."

"I do Tai! I love you!" I said.

He then kissed me with those ravishing lips of his. It was heaven in that single second. He put his forehead on mine and smiled at me.

"Hold me Tai." And he did. It felt so good to be held by the boy I loved.

We were silent for awhile just laying there in each others arms. I loved him so much. Yesterday I thought it was weird and wrong to be in love with my best friend, but how could something that felt so right be wrong?

Tai put his hand back on my face and brushed it. I kissed his hand and than kissed it again. He grabbed me closer and kissed me on the lips. I ran my tongue over his lips and he parted his lips to let it in.

Matt and I were deep in a make out session. I can't believe this, Matt and I in a make out session, it was so unbelievable. I reached up and began to run my hand in his hair, his beautiful golden hair. He groaned in pleasure as I pushed against him and began to suck on his neck. He then did the unexpected. He fell asleep. How could this happen?

"Matt?" I said, hoping he was just teasing me. He wasn't. I kissed him one more time before returning to his side.

"What? What is it? What's going on?" Matt said as he snapped up and out of the bed.

"Lay down Matt." I said grumpily.

"Oh Tai I'm sorry. I didn't mean to fall asleep." Matt said. He laid down next to me and brushed his hand through my hair. "You touched my hair Tai."

"Yeah, so."

"Well, every time someone has ran their fingers through my hair and it wasn't me I fell asleep. Okay, so I guess it's only happened a few times. It doesn't happen with my dad or Takeru. It's just I feel so relaxed and I'm sorry Tai."

"And how do I wake you up?"

"Well, you can't unless you kiss me. You just have to let me sleep until I wake. You can kiss me though."

"So that's how I wake up sleeping beauty." I said.

Our lips met again and we found our tongues fighting over dominance. I straddled him again and started from where we left off. We were really getting into it. I slid my hand down Matt's chest and to his boxers. He then broke my kiss and pushed me off of him.

"That's all you want isn't it!" He yelled.

"What?"

"All you want is sex!" Yeah, it's true I wanted sex, but not just sex. I loved him. I thought he said it was to be done with someone you loved.

"I can't Tai." He said. Bummer. Well, I can wait.

"I understand Matt. I won't push you to do anything you don't want to. Not until you're ready Yama. I love you." I kissed him on the forehead and he cuddled into me again.

"Thanks Tai. I love you too. Goodnight."

I couldn't help myself I found my hand running through his hair. He groaned in pleasure and I kept doing it until he fell asleep. He was so cute. I poked at him and pinched him, he didn't wake. So I pushed him off the bed. Didn't work, he was still sound asleep. I didn't bother to get him off the floor.

I woke up from Tai's soft lips. He touched my hair again that jerk. I was laying on the floor for some reason. I either rolled off the bed or Tai pushed me off to see if I would wake up. Idiot!

He went to go take a shower while I made breakfast for us. My dad was sitting in the kitchen reading a newspaper. It was weird to see him here, he usually went to work early. He didn't even acknowledge my presence so I continued to make eggs for Tai and me.

"Dad do you want some?" I asked him. He slowly moved his newspaper down and looked at me.

"You two were noisy last night." He said and went back to his newspaper.

"Sorry Dad." I blushed.

"Were you two doing things you shouldn't be doing?" He asked.

"Like what?" He put his newspaper down on the table and stared into my eyes. I felt like I was being put under questioning by the police.

"You know what I'm talking about. Did you two have sex?"

"Dad!" I think I was a deep shade of red by now.

"That's a no then. I guess you would have been making more noise then wouldn't you. You two were yelling and groaning and someone fell off the bed."

"Tai was touching my hair." He laughed at this. "It's not funny."

"You let him touch your hair? I'm guessing that he's no longer just a friend?"

"No. We're going out now." I couldn't help but smile at these words. I'm going out with Tai!

"Congratulations! I think he's an excellent choice. He doesn't sleep over anymore if I'm not here though."

"Okay dad."

"Did you guys make out last night?"

"Dad!"

Luckily or unluckily I guess Tai walked into the kitchen. He waved to my dad and kissed me on the cheek. My dad laughed at us. All I could do was smile because I was so happy. Happy to have a father who understands and happy to have a loving boyfriend like Taichi.

Once we were ready for school Tai and I said goodbye to my dad and took off. The school wasn't that far away so it didn't take us that long to walk to. We found Sora and Kourshiro at his locker and stopped to talk to them.

"Hi Matt, Tai. How are you guys doing?" Sora asked.

"Great and you?" Tai said.

That's when some guy came up and pushed me from behind.

"Get that smile off your face queer!" He said and then continued on.

"Matt are you okay?" Tai said.

"I'm fine Tai." The truth was I wasn't fine. I realized that even with Tai, dad and the others people weren't going to be any nicer. My life would never be the same.

"See you in first hour guys." I said before walking off.

"Wait up Matt!" Tai said. He caught up to me and walked with me to my locker.

I was glad that Matt had someone like Tai to look out for him. It had to be horrible for Matt what he was being put through. People were so mean some times. Some times I wonder though how Tai would have reacted if he was straight. Would he have been cool with it still? I guess it doesn't matter though, he's not straight and he loves Matt.

I watched the two walk down the hall together with nothing but smiles on their faces. It made me wonder if they were together now, as in going out. As in boyfriends. That would be amazing if they were. I knew that Matt had to have some feelings for Tai other than friendship and everyone knew that Tai was madly in love with Matt.

"Ready to go to class Sora?" Shiro said.

I took my eyes off the two boys and kissed Shiro on the cheek. He took my hand and we walked to class together. It was really something to be in love.

I couldn't find Kari when I came to school today. She usually waits for me. Maybe she was sick. I waited for a few minutes at her locker when she didn't show I went to my own and then went to class. I asked Takeru if he had seen her at all, but he hadn't. I guessed that over the night she had gotten sick or something. I hoped it wasn't food poisoning, but with her mother's cooking it could be.

Without Kari I didn't know who to talk to. I didn't have that many friends. Takeru and Daisuke were to busy talking about who they were going to scam next or who they were going to video tape next. Sometimes Kari and I would join in on their little pranks. Like yesterday when Tai called Kari's house. We weren't really doing anything, TK and Davis were right there!

At lunch time I walked with my two friends to our usual spot to find Tai and Matt. The three of us stared in shock. The older blond was sitting on Tai's lap and Tai was holding him like he was a possession. The too were whispering to each other and laughing quietly.

"You two seem a little close today." Takeru said.

"Oh do we? I didn't notice." Tai said. He then gave his friend a kiss on the cheek. The friend then blushed and giggled at the big haired boy.

"Tai, is your sister sick today? Have you heard?" I asked but the boy was to fascinated by Yamato's lips to answer. This was probably how Kari and I were.

Kourshiro, Sora, Miyako, and Mimi came up behind the two boys. Kourshiro made a disgusted look at the two and sat down far away from them. Miyako and Mimi both giggled at the boys before sitting them selves down.

"So are you two dating then?" Miyako asked.

"Mmmm.. .yeah." Matt managed through Tai's lips.

I rolled my eyes at the two and then my cell phone rang.

"Hello." I answered.

"Ken I'm late." Kari's voice said.

"Late with what? To school because then you would be right." I said.

"No Ken I'm late, late."

"I don't understand Kari. Why aren't you in school?"

"Because my mom told me to stay home today."

"Are you okay?"

"No, I'm late."

"Late at what?" I yelled a little too loud. The others all stared at me. Even Tai and Matt were looking at me funny.

"You bastard you got my sister pregnant!" Tai said.

He tried to attack me, but Matt held him back. He couldn't be right of course or could he. I guess it did make sense I just didn't want to think of that as a possibility. Kari and I had only had sex one time and I swore I had protection on.

"Kari, are you pregnant?" I asked her.

"I took a test. Mom said it will take a while till it will tell."

"How? I mean I know how but. . ."

"If I am pregnant Ken, you wouldn't be the father." I couldn't handle this. This was unbelievable it was just a prank it had to be, but why would Kari joke about this. I couldn't talk to her anymore. I hung up my phone and went back to my food nearly at the verge of tears.

"Ken is everything okay?" Mimi asked.

"No, not okay."

"What happened to Kari?"

"She may be pregnant." I said.

"I'm going to kill you! She's only fourteen!" Tai yelled.

"I didn't get her pregnant!" These words seemed to effect Matt. He got off of Tai and began to poke at his food.

"If you didn't get her pregnant then who did? Takeru?"

"I didn't do it. I guess I could have, but that was awhile ago. She'd have to be pretty late." Takeru said.

"Then who?" Tai said.

"Why don't you talk about this later with your sister Tai." Matt said.

I don't think anyone else noticed his tone of voice. The ice it had it, the sadness on his face when just a moment ago he was in heaven. Kari being pregnant shouldn't have effected him so much unless there was something that the boy didn't tell us.

Oh no, not good, not good at all. This is horrible, disgusting, bad! Why? Why Hikari? Why? I think I'm going to cry. Poor Ken. I love you Ken don't cry. Don't even talk it will be alright! Hahahhaha, just kidding. About the crying and stuff. Well, I hope you liked this chapter. There will be more to come. The next one will be sad though. So make sure your ready for it.