Disclaimer for morons:no, i am not Tammy, as is obvious. These lyrics dont belong to me either, but to Amy Lee. Not even the disclaimer title belongs to me. I stole it from someone (cant remember who).

Chapter Three and a half:

Taking Over Me

You don't remember me

But I remember you

You obviously don't remember the nights we spent together, the words that passed between us. I do. I remember everything-how you would tell me you loved me, that you wanted to spend forever with me.

I lie awake and try so hard

Not to think of you

At night, all I want is to not think of you. All those thoughts bring is more pain, and I've already had enough. I need no more reminders of what had happened.

But who can decide what they dream?

And dream I do...

I have no control over it, however. For when sleep takes over, all I can dream of is you, your face smiling down at me, your eyes sparkling with so much love, your arms holding me, keeping me safe through it all. I see your smile, forever burning in my mind, and hear those words, forever in my ears.

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

I believe in you; more than anything. You're my best friend, and I love you. How could I not believe in you, even after all I've been through. I'd give anything to find you, to bring you back safe.

I have to be with you to live to breathe

You're taking over me

Lately all I can think of is you. With every breath I take, thoughts of you come with it. These images of you are haunting me, and I can't find peace.

Have you forgotten all I know

And all we had?

Is what we had just a dream to you, something that you can't remember in full, something that you don't want to recall? Do you not care that I still feel the pain? Have you forgotten what it's like to love?

You saw me mourning my love for you

And touched my hand

I knew you loved me then

Do you remember, when we first 'found each other', as you put it? I was sitting at the campfire, worrying, trying to figure out what to do. I didn't think I had any right to love you as I did. Maybe I was right. You came up behind me and took my hand gently in my own. Sparks ran up my arm, and I had to stop myself from jumping back. You smiled and whispered, "I felt it too." You had so much love in your eyes at that moment. I realized that you felt the same thing I did. I realized that you loved me.

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

No matter what happens, I will find you. I swear I will.

I have to be with you to breathe

You're taking over me I look in the mirror and see your face

If I look deep enough

So many things inside that are

Just like you are taking over

When I look at myself, I see the pieces that are you. And I can't erase them, no matter how hard I try. You've been a part of my life for so long, and I can't imagine life without you. Maybe I'll have to start trying.

My heart disagrees with my common sense at times. Its telling me, 'go find him, you love him, you're his best friend.' And I cant ignore that part of me. No matter how untrue I want it to be, I still love you. My heart's taken over me, just as you have.

That was fun. I have three songfics on this story, and six chapters! That means half of them are songfics! I wrote this chapter before the last one, btw, so if there is any confusion, you have my apologies. Now, I believe I will answer reviews!

Acknowledgments:

VampiricEternity-so your not liking me about now, are you?

pinky-thanks! i hope you enjoyed the chapter!

megster-i wont. and it wasnt as long as i'd expected.

Wake-Robin- i know, she is. Well, hope you liked!

LillianaRose-i will, i will! i updated like five things, so thats understandable...

oceanspike-thanks. glad you liked...

PsychoLioness13-I bet your not too happy with the turn of events either...hmm....